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hey everyone welcome to the of hub live

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stream

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today is open lines where i hope that

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a lot of you would log into telegram and

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chat with me to simply

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share your individual stories and um you

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know eventually whatever else might come

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up but i'm hoping you might call in to

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share your contact story et story ghost

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um cryptid story whichever you might

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have so

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yeah it's just um basically just me

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hanging out online with you and um just

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kind of creating creating a

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um online live

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version of of of somewhat of a meeting

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and um especially

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especially since we can't see each other

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uh at meetings where i used to go all

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the time in san luis we would at least

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just give an opportunity for each person

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to talk one at a time to share whatever

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you know is new and exciting that

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everyone else might want to hear

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so anyway so welcome all of you uh

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welcome uh mr

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carol tucky

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uh fab 22 welcome good to see you uh

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smoking in joe

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and um so we'll see

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whoever else might be coming in later on

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i'll check

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for

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um

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to check whoever else might be on

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telegram which for those who might be

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new telegram is how you can connect with

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me to talk to me directly on air and

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simply download the app in the

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description below you will find a link

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to the ufo hub group

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install the app join the group and you

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can join the voice shed that's going on

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right now and you can chat with me don't

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forget to raise your hand which means it

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tells me that you're not just in the in

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the voice chat to listen because this is

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simultaneously being

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simultaneously being sent out to

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youtube facebook and twitch and voice

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only over telegram so you can either

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listen and if you want to talk just

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simply raise your hand

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so today before i eventually get into

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talking to some of you and before i get

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to about the experiment that i would

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talk about the metaphysical experience

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experiment i wanted to basically just

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some posts on the community tab that i

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this mainly came about

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after my wife and i were talking about

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some things that i was needing and as

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always i go to her i was like hey i need

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this

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stuff do you think we can we can we can

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get it which specifically it's been a

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while back there's this new computer and

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discussion i was basically thinking or

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trying to figure out if i could

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potentially find some sponsors that

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could would be interested enough that

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want to advertise and and return that

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make it a lot easier for me to get

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whatever i need to get instead of just

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going to our own bank account and asking

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my wife about it now of course i've

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always done that it's been eight plus

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doing that together to where whatever is

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needed whatever i need will just

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make it happen but um i just wanted to

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say if there's if you like what your fob

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offers the different interviews that

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will never stop i will always continue

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draw whatever fonts i can draw to make

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something happen but if you feel so

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inclined and you like

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what ufo hub offers uh consider donating

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if you can or there's some of these um

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like t-shirts and whatnot through

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teespring a lot of designs and ideas and

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concepts are

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some were designed by somebody else but

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it was a concept i came up with so i

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hope you find it intriguing enough to

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get some of the merchandise but it would

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help out

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to just me not constantly having to to

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go to to my wife but

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if you don't want to can't whatever

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reason

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i hope you at least consider liking the

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video and sharing it at least through

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expansion that way it would just make it

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a whole lot easier for

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basically

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others to find out about ufo hub

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so anyway

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let me see

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my person that usually helps me out with

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to make sure that everything is being

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streamed just fine and

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sleeping on the job today so i'm hoping

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that i come it through all right for all

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of you and i'm pretty sure she'll she'll

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let me know here in a second

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uh stop brother hello welcome

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what i basically

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get into and the the physical

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the metaphysical experiment that i was

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talking about

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was simply this and this was something

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that that i often think about and it

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happens from time to time

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that

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ufo hub and want to

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know

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about the guest experiences whoever i

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happen to interview at that time

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they um

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they want to hear it they if they find

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it interesting they find it entertaining

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a lot of times i find the way that i

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represent certain experiences that i

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have had that if i believe that someone

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else can also have i try to

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kind of create a road map or tell a

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story of how they can

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kind of get to to that point

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all of that requires work

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would be good to get to that point to

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have this experience um

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some of them they're like now okay i

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tried it didn't work i fell asleep and

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all kinds of you know you know excuses

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process i took you know um it you know

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it again requires work for others to do

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and actually go about the process to to

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have that experience to then

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gain that knowledge that a lot of us

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kind of take with us and then come back

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what what got to me or what hit me the

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i want to try to then instead of you

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know showing you the map of how you can

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get there too which a lot of people

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don't want to take

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this other process also requires work

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to do there's you can't get around of of

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wanting to have an experience but not

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want to do anything for it so i'm going

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some of that experience and what i've

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learned and then apply

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that information that i learned there to

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how you can apply it here and now

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so it's not so much a

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process of how you get there but it's

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now you still can have to do some work

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but you might get the the i guess a lot

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quicker to an understanding

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than it took me or others so anyway

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without digressing any further um let me

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let me get into what i had in mind

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single time it doesn't matter at which

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stage at which point it was always

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conveyed to me that everything in my

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that i have experienced has been done

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for a very specific purpose but

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specifically done for me

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every step of the way every every

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waking moment every experience that we

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have is literally done for you for you

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to experience for you to observe to

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a lot of times unconsciously but

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things that we do take in consciously

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experiment um to at least dedicate one

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entire day and maybe this maybe a

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weekend might work best depends on how

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busy you get or um you know during the

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week whatever works best for you i don't

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know what your individual schedule is

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wanting you to do is that let's say if

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you're taking this one day

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and then if we want to be really

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adventurous take it up to a whole week

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to every single day from the moment you

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notice things around yourself so i'm

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you know let's say you might wake up in

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a certain position every day maybe for

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most people it's just opening your eyes

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and staring up at the ceiling right now

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you might that might be every morning

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thing for you but notice

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if that happens

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on that particular day that you are

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wanting and consciously taking the steps

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forward to pay attention if that happens

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to you again and if it does you'll just

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observe it and notice if something else

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is different about it and every step

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that you take every everywhere you go

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let's say you might

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whatever something silly is going into

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the closet to whatever pick up your

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socks first or underwear and you've

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always done it the same way and then one

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day you change it differently to where

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you pick up your underwear first and

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then socks you know whatever it might be

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i'm giving you every possible example

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but the point is for you to

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take that in take that information in

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quiet literally as if it was

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a stage a play

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made for you

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and so every every conversation you

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might hear in passing every random ad

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you might hear on on that that catches

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your attention um try to write write

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things down and this is the the

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experiment that requires some work on

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your end but what i'm basically asking

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you to

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without without fully needing to

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understand

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every everything that happens to give a

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context to it uh write it down the best

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way you can and however much time you

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have because you might be driving and

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you're thinking about something and then

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something happens that you observe or

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hear through a radio or whatever it may

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be and so chronologically simply write

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these steps down and write them down

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from the very moment that that you have

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awoken moving forward to where it's time

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to just okay put the pen and paper down

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and go to sleep or whatever whether

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you're typing it up or not and then so

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then what i'm what i'm asking you is

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let's say if you're doing this for for

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one day to then next day remember what

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you were feeling what kind of challenges

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you were having what difficulties you

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were having what what feelings we didn't

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sit right with you or even feelings that

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you were feeling happy about this you

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know it doesn't always have to be

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negative stuff you can also analyze

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things like wow i'm freaking happy you

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know but what i'm asking again is look

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at your

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um your your daily event and just read

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these things out to yourself however

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however long it might be and then

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basically look at that as a story of

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what you are telling yourself back

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and so that is in essence the the the

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gist of the of the experiment so

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instead of you

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you know

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having these experiences to where you

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have to go and meditate and do all these

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other things i'm sure you know that's

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what you still want which is perfectly

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fine but this will also get you on that

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track to where we'll take in

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some of the the lessons myself and many

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others i'm sure it's this is not a new

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concept you know because but it's a very

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prevalent very common thing that often

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people talk about whether they have an

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out-of-body experiences near-death

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experiences

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psychedelic trips meditations you name

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it so simply then

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look at the story that you wrote out for

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yourself and then read it to yourself

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again and you'll be amazed what messages

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would come through of what you had told

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yourself the day prior and so and you

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can still i mean you don't necessarily

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have to wait to sleep and sleep on it

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and go next day re read it simply like

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whenever you conclude your day to just

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look at things and just see and i think

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you'd be quite amazed

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uh what information you can glean from

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it and how much you actually are given

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without realizing it on every single day

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basis so

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i'm being dead serious when i tell you

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about this experiment i don't mean this

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as a joke i'm being quite literal i also

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understand it requires a lot of work

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some of you might do it some of you

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might not do it but

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for the sake of helping out for the sake

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of sharing information and and for

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um

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i guess just giving more practical

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examples uh as practical as it possibly

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can get instead of just always feel you

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know leaving these

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new age concepts you know in this airy

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fairy cloud it's like oh love and light

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everything's going to be great it's like

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take practical steps towards what you

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can do to then

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physically have an experience that shows

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you that

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everything is organ and orchestration

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everything is a creation for you you

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know it's a it's a feedback loop it's a

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mirror back to you about whatever it is

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that you're doing feeling about or

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whatever so that's the experiment either

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for a day either for a week and so

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if you're doing it for a week it will be

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perfect until

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until next wednesday at 7 when we have

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open lines again or even if you do it

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for one day throughout any any any of

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that

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um of those days but i'd love to talk to

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you about it and you know hear from you

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and see what you what you've written

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what is your story what are you telling

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yourself and so i'm truly hoping that

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some of you would do it and contact me

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back and and just talk to me and share

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live on air live on the air watch what

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you have

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you know

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it could be that you might find a

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solution to a problem you know within

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that process it could be

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um just something you might have felt

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about and you've gotten some message

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about that you know whatever that that

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might happen because however random

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things may appear to you because this

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universe truly is this

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aw inspiring place um there's always

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rhyme and reason

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and so you just have to you know learn

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to be observant enough and quiet enough

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and getting that ego out of the way to

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just observe it in the purest way

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possible instead of sitting there and

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trying to say well what really means is

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this it's like no just quite literally

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write down the words you might be

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driving and you just

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you know hear something even if it's

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something like you know new mattress 999

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or you know whatever not 99 dollars or

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whatever no financing whatever write

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that down you know it could be

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everything and anything but it's the

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story later reading through it that will

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give you more insight

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so

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linda welcome tom

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welcome anger a-n-g-e sorry i don't know

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if i'm pronouncing right or ng

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uh welcome

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too far

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gone from earth welcome

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uh kathy welcome

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claudin clothing

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gee welcome

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uh

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now i just wanted to see who else is in

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the in the chat room here

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so

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yep we have a few people in in on

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telegram so i guess if and when they

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want to talk to me i'm sure they'll just

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raise their hand

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but

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[Music]

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okay nick welcome oh and i don't know if

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nick is the same nick but thank you very

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much uh uh to

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i'm just calling nick i'm sure if he was

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watching you should know it i appreciate

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the donation uh given earlier

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much appreciated and also for to james

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and several others that had um just

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bought some t-shirts off of the the the

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claudia dixon hello from kentucky hello

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all right

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well so

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if you guys have any questions that you

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would like to

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just put out there

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please let me know if you want to chat

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with me please join telegram

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otherwise other than me suggesting this

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metaphysical experience that i just did

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i pretty much just i'm waiting for you

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guys next step so that's that's why i'm

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uh paul crocker welcomes well

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yeah i had um

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um

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you know something very interesting you

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know just talking about you know rega

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regarding just um

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um

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you know this experience i just

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experimented as such just suggested um

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i was

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sitting there and

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uh i usually don't have necessarily time

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to to

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watch

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like tv with ads i would just either

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specifically my wife would and i would

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agree okay let's watch this movie and

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we'll just watch the movie with no ads

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or

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something else well

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this was something that was i think on

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like

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uh

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youtube tv or something so they

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occasionally have ads and it's it's i'm

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not

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you know um

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that big of a fan of ads that's why when

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i made the the post in the community tab

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basically

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what was that about

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let me switch it here

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so i i posted this this tab and this is

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uh i'm asking pretty much

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everyone that subscribed to the channel

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which is a big ask to just give me their

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opinion through this vote whether or not

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there will be four sponsors or no

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sponsors and um right now 71 votes is

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not exactly enough for me to to be like

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okay i'm going to go with that because

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you know it's a very small

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representation of the full subscriber

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base but i basically in this long

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text that i've written out here i

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explain

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and get into

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why i'm doing what i'm doing so anyway

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talking about

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uh you know sponsors and and ads so i

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was sitting there and i was

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just uh generally it was something i was

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contemplating about whether or not

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because i have

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the different setups and all of that i

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was some change i wanted to make to see

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if i can improve some things on the

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microphone connection to the computer

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and all this other things because right

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now i'm going through a different system

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that reaches the computer that streams

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out to you guys and so i was just

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thinking that and just at the same time

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my thoughts just switched over to this

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ad and disguised walking straight

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towards the tv and you know you know uh

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talking and it go and something just

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really like go talking about what i was

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you know uh mentioning to you to do

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during the experiment but he just was

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looking at me as he's walking and it

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says um

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you know

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like something along the lines like

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you know a lot of you have a lot of

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things that they want to do but they

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don't often have the time right and but

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it's all going to like work out and then

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he went into the spiel of the ad

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but that right there captured my my

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attention because

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that often is what how i kind of talking

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about messages when people always say oh

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i got this message it's nothing really

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extraordinary it's just that i trust

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that i'm going to get the information

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when i need to get it and not to be

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afraid to follow up on it instead of to

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insert just saying oh this is crazy if i

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tell people like oh i heard this here

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and say this is a message to me how

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embarrassing that would be if somebody

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you know

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thought of me that that's what i do

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throughout life but

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i've learned that that's life is that

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mysterious it could be literally you

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know you walking and thinking about

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something and you overhear a

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conversation that would literally just

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say a few words that would

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basically add to your conversation and

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give you give you those answers so

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anyway just wanted to kind of just give

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you a quick spiel about

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talking about synchronicity and how

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you could potentially be collecting that

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data i'm not saying that every ad you

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00:25:13,590 --> 00:25:11,840
know you you know but of course even if

567
00:25:15,430 --> 00:25:13,600
you sat down and just watched every ad

568
00:25:17,430 --> 00:25:15,440
there is if you just wrote it out and

569
00:25:19,350 --> 00:25:17,440
what it was covering uh one after

570
00:25:21,830 --> 00:25:19,360
another after another i promise you

571
00:25:24,310 --> 00:25:21,840
you're going to not just

572
00:25:26,149 --> 00:25:24,320
you know see messages of the ads but

573
00:25:32,549 --> 00:25:26,159
actually things that are relevant to you

574
00:25:44,549 --> 00:25:34,789
okay let's see here

575
00:25:49,110 --> 00:25:46,230
right so mr

576
00:25:49,990 --> 00:25:49,120
um carol caroltucky

577
00:25:51,669 --> 00:25:50,000
said

578
00:25:53,990 --> 00:25:51,679
what i have learned from the other side

579
00:25:55,750 --> 00:25:54,000
is that the physical

580
00:25:56,789 --> 00:25:55,760
physical it's nothing more than an

581
00:25:59,830 --> 00:25:56,799
illusion

582
00:26:02,710 --> 00:25:59,840
uh when you are in spirit form thought

583
00:26:04,710 --> 00:26:02,720
is reality yes very much so it's weird

584
00:26:06,230 --> 00:26:04,720
too it's weird too because

585
00:26:09,990 --> 00:26:06,240
um

586
00:26:10,950 --> 00:26:10,000
we're so used to a com corporal sense

587
00:26:12,549 --> 00:26:10,960
you know

588
00:26:13,510 --> 00:26:12,559
sensing your body

589
00:26:14,390 --> 00:26:13,520
and

590
00:26:17,590 --> 00:26:14,400
uh

591
00:26:19,350 --> 00:26:17,600
um

592
00:26:21,590 --> 00:26:19,360
sense of self

593
00:26:24,470 --> 00:26:21,600
because you sense your body it's here

594
00:26:26,710 --> 00:26:24,480
you're breathing so that's you and so

595
00:26:28,549 --> 00:26:26,720
it's it's really weird when you're

596
00:26:31,750 --> 00:26:28,559
having an out-of-body experience whether

597
00:26:32,549 --> 00:26:31,760
it would be through an nde or otherwise

598
00:26:36,710 --> 00:26:32,559
to

599
00:26:39,190 --> 00:26:36,720
existence still

600
00:26:41,269 --> 00:26:39,200
while you're out of body it's it's i

601
00:26:42,549 --> 00:26:41,279
mean it's really strange experience but

602
00:26:45,590 --> 00:26:42,559
it's uh

603
00:26:48,549 --> 00:26:45,600
really really something that i can only

604
00:26:51,029 --> 00:26:48,559
use those words and like mr uh karltecki

605
00:26:52,470 --> 00:26:51,039
did as well that that's

606
00:26:54,230 --> 00:26:52,480
i don't know how else to describe it you

607
00:27:01,510 --> 00:26:54,240
know other than you having that own

608
00:27:06,230 --> 00:27:03,510
okay so

609
00:27:07,430 --> 00:27:06,240
kathy orlando florida watching from

610
00:27:10,390 --> 00:27:07,440
there from

611
00:27:16,149 --> 00:27:12,549
nick says you're very welcome ednan no

612
00:27:19,190 --> 00:27:16,159
nick thank you i really appreciate it

613
00:27:23,990 --> 00:27:20,710
um

614
00:27:26,149 --> 00:27:24,000
angie says i think so it's a great idea

615
00:27:29,750 --> 00:27:26,159
spotlights uh welcome says do you

616
00:27:31,990 --> 00:27:29,760
believe if we could use our whole brain

617
00:27:34,549 --> 00:27:32,000
uh we could levitate

618
00:27:37,029 --> 00:27:34,559
you know that's the

619
00:27:38,950 --> 00:27:37,039
that's the part about

620
00:27:41,909 --> 00:27:38,960
one thing that i've that i've definitely

621
00:27:44,950 --> 00:27:41,919
learned regarding the the brain and what

622
00:27:48,310 --> 00:27:44,960
we generally consider the physical

623
00:27:50,870 --> 00:27:48,320
like there's no original thought

624
00:27:53,669 --> 00:27:50,880
in your brain whatsoever

625
00:27:56,950 --> 00:27:53,679
and what i mean by that is is your your

626
00:28:00,310 --> 00:27:56,960
eyes your tastes your hearing your the

627
00:28:03,830 --> 00:28:00,320
very brain and every every sense that

628
00:28:06,230 --> 00:28:03,840
you have about yourself is it's simply a

629
00:28:09,750 --> 00:28:06,240
um it's simply a receptor and a

630
00:28:12,149 --> 00:28:09,760
translator of certain energies and so

631
00:28:14,310 --> 00:28:12,159
uh one of the things i basically was

632
00:28:16,710 --> 00:28:14,320
conveyed was regarding this

633
00:28:20,149 --> 00:28:16,720
communication between your higher self

634
00:28:22,789 --> 00:28:20,159
and your body and which was simply just

635
00:28:24,870 --> 00:28:22,799
i guess convey to me as a concept but it

636
00:28:27,350 --> 00:28:24,880
uh not only did it made sense but it was

637
00:28:29,590 --> 00:28:27,360
kind of kind of weird to analyze

638
00:28:31,830 --> 00:28:29,600
yourself while it's while it's being

639
00:28:33,430 --> 00:28:31,840
told to you which was

640
00:28:35,510 --> 00:28:33,440
so a lot of times

641
00:28:36,950 --> 00:28:35,520
we would let's say um

642
00:28:38,310 --> 00:28:36,960
let's say you know you go to a doctor

643
00:28:40,950 --> 00:28:38,320
and they hook up all those things to

644
00:28:43,590 --> 00:28:40,960
your to your to your head to measure

645
00:28:45,590 --> 00:28:43,600
certain brain brave uh wave lengths on

646
00:28:47,990 --> 00:28:45,600
your brain and so

647
00:28:49,830 --> 00:28:48,000
they would say well if a person is

648
00:28:52,070 --> 00:28:49,840
seeing this imagery and they feel in

649
00:28:54,470 --> 00:28:52,080
love then this sector of the brain turns

650
00:28:57,510 --> 00:28:54,480
on so therefore this has something to do

651
00:28:59,909 --> 00:28:57,520
with love and the the feeling or you

652
00:29:03,110 --> 00:28:59,919
know it's originating from there if uh

653
00:29:05,510 --> 00:29:03,120
another pleasure sen sensor you know um

654
00:29:07,510 --> 00:29:05,520
uh comes on in like a different part of

655
00:29:09,029 --> 00:29:07,520
your brain they always attribute it to

656
00:29:12,149 --> 00:29:09,039
the brain itself

657
00:29:14,789 --> 00:29:12,159
well what i found is that um it's

658
00:29:17,510 --> 00:29:14,799
actually not where this idea or thought

659
00:29:19,830 --> 00:29:17,520
originates it's just that the energy

660
00:29:22,149 --> 00:29:19,840
from the higher self as it's expressing

661
00:29:26,070 --> 00:29:22,159
itself through you is

662
00:29:29,510 --> 00:29:26,080
um that's the part that's basically

663
00:29:31,909 --> 00:29:29,520
being used to then express the the

664
00:29:34,389 --> 00:29:31,919
higher energies from the the higher

665
00:29:35,750 --> 00:29:34,399
message so it's almost like a remote

666
00:29:37,909 --> 00:29:35,760
control car

667
00:29:38,870 --> 00:29:37,919
and uh in a really simplified way it's

668
00:29:40,950 --> 00:29:38,880
simply

669
00:29:42,950 --> 00:29:40,960
that part that turns on it's not where

670
00:29:45,110 --> 00:29:42,960
the feeling originates it originates

671
00:29:46,549 --> 00:29:45,120
from your higher self but it's that part

672
00:29:48,630 --> 00:29:46,559
that physically

673
00:29:52,149 --> 00:29:48,640
gives you the sensation

674
00:29:54,230 --> 00:29:52,159
that physically does a physical

675
00:29:56,789 --> 00:29:54,240
sense to then let's say give you the

676
00:29:58,870 --> 00:29:56,799
butterflies and make you feel all giddy

677
00:30:01,669 --> 00:29:58,880
and all of that stuff that's associated

678
00:30:02,630 --> 00:30:01,679
with love right and so that was that was

679
00:30:05,269 --> 00:30:02,640
really

680
00:30:07,669 --> 00:30:05,279
weird to learn and interesting because

681
00:30:10,149 --> 00:30:07,679
every time we talk and have senses we

682
00:30:12,630 --> 00:30:10,159
always just think it's all here and this

683
00:30:15,669 --> 00:30:12,640
is the part that observes everything so

684
00:30:17,750 --> 00:30:15,679
um it takes things back in and so

685
00:30:19,430 --> 00:30:17,760
you know you act from this point you

686
00:30:21,990 --> 00:30:19,440
know point of view but it's actually not

687
00:30:24,149 --> 00:30:22,000
what's not what's happening and even

688
00:30:26,389 --> 00:30:24,159
that this part of you it's actually a

689
00:30:29,110 --> 00:30:26,399
very small percentage of who you

690
00:30:32,149 --> 00:30:29,120
actually are it's it's way more vast

691
00:30:34,070 --> 00:30:32,159
than that you're only um i guess again

692
00:30:37,110 --> 00:30:34,080
i'm using this really overused uh

693
00:30:38,389 --> 00:30:37,120
analogy it's almost like the analogy of

694
00:30:42,149 --> 00:30:38,399
you are

695
00:30:44,710 --> 00:30:42,159
pinky

696
00:31:04,149 --> 00:30:44,720
you know of of the whole body that you

697
00:31:07,430 --> 00:31:05,750
sorry i'm just reading some comments i

698
00:31:08,950 --> 00:31:07,440
apologize i just realized i just stopped

699
00:31:10,230 --> 00:31:08,960
talking because i know people are

700
00:31:11,909 --> 00:31:10,240
watching so

701
00:31:14,149 --> 00:31:11,919
um i guess it's

702
00:31:15,830 --> 00:31:14,159
it's a human nature to want to be

703
00:31:17,029 --> 00:31:15,840
engaged

704
00:31:18,870 --> 00:31:17,039
uh

705
00:31:20,710 --> 00:31:18,880
whale

706
00:31:22,230 --> 00:31:20,720
i've totally forgot to switch my screen

707
00:31:25,269 --> 00:31:22,240
so you were probably just watching me in

708
00:31:26,950 --> 00:31:25,279
that small small window

709
00:31:28,870 --> 00:31:26,960
yeah i've been distracted today today

710
00:31:30,230 --> 00:31:28,880
i'm almost i was almost late i was

711
00:31:32,389 --> 00:31:30,240
chatting it up with my good friend

712
00:31:34,789 --> 00:31:32,399
nathan on telegram and we really got

713
00:31:38,070 --> 00:31:34,799
into what whatever was i was

714
00:31:40,549 --> 00:31:38,080
experiencing today so it was a very um

715
00:31:43,110 --> 00:31:40,559
very experience full day

716
00:31:44,870 --> 00:31:43,120
let's just say that so anyway so i was

717
00:31:46,070 --> 00:31:44,880
talking to him and he was in the middle

718
00:31:52,389 --> 00:31:46,080
of answering something i was like i

719
00:31:57,909 --> 00:31:53,990
uh okay

720
00:32:04,870 --> 00:32:00,950
um mr karl tuckey says that's why it's

721
00:32:06,870 --> 00:32:04,880
hard for many to reach your higher self

722
00:32:08,870 --> 00:32:06,880
yeah if you only see yourself as your

723
00:32:11,190 --> 00:32:08,880
body and not knowing that there is a

724
00:32:13,380 --> 00:32:11,200
larger driver there it's it's

725
00:32:18,950 --> 00:32:13,390
you don't know what to look for

726
00:32:22,630 --> 00:32:20,950
well

727
00:32:24,070 --> 00:32:22,640
grow up with gaia

728
00:32:26,710 --> 00:32:24,080
it says

729
00:32:28,549 --> 00:32:26,720
she's asking

730
00:32:31,350 --> 00:32:28,559
thought being reality on the other side

731
00:32:33,909 --> 00:32:31,360
how does that relate to time well what's

732
00:32:37,190 --> 00:32:33,919
really interesting is that

733
00:32:39,190 --> 00:32:37,200
time is really only

734
00:32:41,590 --> 00:32:39,200
created by

735
00:32:42,630 --> 00:32:41,600
quite literally looking at

736
00:32:44,070 --> 00:32:42,640
every

737
00:32:45,430 --> 00:32:44,080
moment

738
00:32:46,470 --> 00:32:45,440
and every

739
00:32:49,750 --> 00:32:46,480
certain

740
00:32:52,310 --> 00:32:49,760
aspect that exists in reality through

741
00:32:53,269 --> 00:32:52,320
billion times a second and so you create

742
00:32:57,430 --> 00:32:53,279
that

743
00:32:59,269 --> 00:32:57,440
bashar often talked about now what was

744
00:33:01,110 --> 00:32:59,279
very interesting is that

745
00:33:03,509 --> 00:33:01,120
during my near-death experience and some

746
00:33:06,470 --> 00:33:03,519
out-of-body experiences um what was

747
00:33:08,389 --> 00:33:06,480
really scary and and uh but i wouldn't

748
00:33:10,870 --> 00:33:08,399
say scary in like oh my god i'd never

749
00:33:11,990 --> 00:33:10,880
want to do this again there was no sense

750
00:33:16,310 --> 00:33:12,000
of time

751
00:33:17,909 --> 00:33:16,320
there was only ever and only ever was

752
00:33:18,950 --> 00:33:17,919
here and now

753
00:33:20,870 --> 00:33:18,960
and so

754
00:33:24,389 --> 00:33:20,880
that was the weirdest thing it's almost

755
00:33:26,389 --> 00:33:24,399
like like i just got out of uh you know

756
00:33:27,029 --> 00:33:26,399
the best the best way i can describe it

757
00:33:28,549 --> 00:33:27,039
is

758
00:33:31,029 --> 00:33:28,559
let's say you're watching tv since i've

759
00:33:32,950 --> 00:33:31,039
been kind of using the tv example

760
00:33:34,870 --> 00:33:32,960
and so you you're watching tv and you're

761
00:33:37,190 --> 00:33:34,880
sitting in a chair

762
00:33:39,590 --> 00:33:37,200
and so you're watching whatever mission

763
00:33:42,149 --> 00:33:39,600
impossible and you see there's time

764
00:33:44,549 --> 00:33:42,159
there will pass through there and you

765
00:33:46,630 --> 00:33:44,559
sit there and watching them um going

766
00:33:47,590 --> 00:33:46,640
through whatever difficult thing they're

767
00:33:49,590 --> 00:33:47,600
going through and you're you're

768
00:33:51,830 --> 00:33:49,600
basically kind of emotionally kind of

769
00:33:53,350 --> 00:33:51,840
following the movie or you know along

770
00:33:55,830 --> 00:33:53,360
because that's why we watch movies we

771
00:33:59,830 --> 00:33:55,840
want to be inspired or kind of get into

772
00:34:02,630 --> 00:33:59,840
the character's head but time is very

773
00:34:05,110 --> 00:34:02,640
uh weird you know for that tv we

774
00:34:08,310 --> 00:34:05,120
understand that if if they if it's

775
00:34:10,629 --> 00:34:08,320
sunset uh one day and then it's like

776
00:34:13,109 --> 00:34:10,639
middle of the day the next day we

777
00:34:15,190 --> 00:34:13,119
understand unders and and and accept

778
00:34:17,270 --> 00:34:15,200
those rules that yes that's how time

779
00:34:19,109 --> 00:34:17,280
works in in this movie that we're

780
00:34:21,109 --> 00:34:19,119
observing and it's nothing out of the

781
00:34:23,349 --> 00:34:21,119
ordinary for us it's just something we

782
00:34:24,470 --> 00:34:23,359
accept as normal but what's interesting

783
00:34:25,510 --> 00:34:24,480
is that

784
00:34:27,669 --> 00:34:25,520
as you're sitting there and you're

785
00:34:30,470 --> 00:34:27,679
watching watching this whole movie in

786
00:34:33,829 --> 00:34:30,480
that movie let's say it's a movie that

787
00:34:36,950 --> 00:34:33,839
that maybe a year and weeks and years

788
00:34:38,389 --> 00:34:36,960
could go by right and so after the movie

789
00:34:40,310 --> 00:34:38,399
is done and over with and you kind of

790
00:34:42,310 --> 00:34:40,320
break that connection and you just kind

791
00:34:44,069 --> 00:34:42,320
of come back to yourself you just

792
00:34:45,669 --> 00:34:44,079
realize you just were sitting there for

793
00:34:47,750 --> 00:34:45,679
an hour hour and a half however long

794
00:34:48,550 --> 00:34:47,760
your movies usually are although in this

795
00:34:51,589 --> 00:34:48,560
movie

796
00:34:52,550 --> 00:34:51,599
um you know years went by for example

797
00:34:54,790 --> 00:34:52,560
and so

798
00:34:57,270 --> 00:34:54,800
it's and you still sense that wow not

799
00:34:59,829 --> 00:34:57,280
much time has gone by at all well think

800
00:35:01,910 --> 00:34:59,839
about it now from this world into this

801
00:35:04,310 --> 00:35:01,920
higher perspective to where it's not

802
00:35:07,510 --> 00:35:04,320
just ours but it's like absolutely no

803
00:35:10,230 --> 00:35:07,520
time whatsoever just zero just now now

804
00:35:11,430 --> 00:35:10,240
now now always now just now and only

805
00:35:16,790 --> 00:35:11,440
when

806
00:35:18,630 --> 00:35:16,800
know be born into this world and and

807
00:35:22,150 --> 00:35:18,640
playing according to the rules that we

808
00:35:24,470 --> 00:35:22,160
all play uh does it only then expand and

809
00:35:27,030 --> 00:35:24,480
work out that's why you don't ever see

810
00:35:29,670 --> 00:35:27,040
things just immediately popping up right

811
00:35:31,109 --> 00:35:29,680
that's there's always this argument and

812
00:35:34,150 --> 00:35:31,119
i'm not trying to make this political

813
00:35:35,430 --> 00:35:34,160
but let's say uh talking about births

814
00:35:37,430 --> 00:35:35,440
you know um

815
00:35:38,710 --> 00:35:37,440
or things that generally need time to

816
00:35:41,910 --> 00:35:38,720
grow

817
00:35:44,470 --> 00:35:41,920
because of now the second you realize

818
00:35:47,030 --> 00:35:44,480
something you make it your reality

819
00:35:48,710 --> 00:35:47,040
on the other side it just it it appears

820
00:35:51,190 --> 00:35:48,720
as an actual

821
00:35:53,109 --> 00:35:51,200
thing that you can interact with but

822
00:35:55,510 --> 00:35:53,119
what's interesting here is that you

823
00:35:57,990 --> 00:35:55,520
might just see a small seed right there

824
00:36:00,550 --> 00:35:58,000
might be a tomato uh might be you know

825
00:36:03,030 --> 00:36:00,560
sperm whatever but it takes

826
00:36:05,270 --> 00:36:03,040
a certain amount of time to see how that

827
00:36:07,670 --> 00:36:05,280
thing came to be whereas on the other

828
00:36:09,510 --> 00:36:07,680
side you see the full concept of it you

829
00:36:11,030 --> 00:36:09,520
know and it comes with the history and

830
00:36:13,430 --> 00:36:11,040
understanding and all that because you

831
00:36:16,230 --> 00:36:13,440
as a creator you give it uh you give it

832
00:36:19,349 --> 00:36:16,240
to the meaning you give it uh the

833
00:36:22,390 --> 00:36:19,359
i guess the existence that it has and so

834
00:36:25,750 --> 00:36:22,400
what's interesting is that you know um a

835
00:36:27,030 --> 00:36:25,760
lot of us here on earth we can you know

836
00:36:31,349 --> 00:36:27,040
we

837
00:36:33,430 --> 00:36:31,359
truly need food

838
00:36:35,190 --> 00:36:33,440
and let's say you're really out of food

839
00:36:37,829 --> 00:36:35,200
and the only thing you have is that one

840
00:36:39,910 --> 00:36:37,839
seed you will look at that seed as a

841
00:36:42,470 --> 00:36:39,920
tomato that will grow up and offer you

842
00:36:44,150 --> 00:36:42,480
nourishment you know you know yes you

843
00:36:45,990 --> 00:36:44,160
can't eat it at that instant but you

844
00:36:48,069 --> 00:36:46,000
know that is a tomato that's going to

845
00:36:51,829 --> 00:36:48,079
give you what you need eventually later

846
00:36:54,550 --> 00:36:51,839
right and so yes of course you it's not

847
00:36:57,829 --> 00:36:54,560
how it exactly looks from completed

848
00:37:00,069 --> 00:36:57,839
grown tomato to a small seed but you

849
00:37:01,510 --> 00:37:00,079
because of that importance to you you

850
00:37:03,829 --> 00:37:01,520
want you're not going to see a

851
00:37:06,550 --> 00:37:03,839
difference at any stage of its

852
00:37:08,550 --> 00:37:06,560
development until you can

853
00:37:11,030 --> 00:37:08,560
basically um

854
00:37:12,950 --> 00:37:11,040
reap the fruits of you know of that of

855
00:37:15,670 --> 00:37:12,960
that labor that you witness happening

856
00:37:17,589 --> 00:37:15,680
and so same thing you know a lot of

857
00:37:19,829 --> 00:37:17,599
times now people would be like

858
00:37:21,510 --> 00:37:19,839
you know if they want a baby you know

859
00:37:23,670 --> 00:37:21,520
it's like it's a baby it's a child

860
00:37:26,310 --> 00:37:23,680
that's in a room that's going to be you

861
00:37:28,870 --> 00:37:26,320
know um you know a child you know after

862
00:37:30,069 --> 00:37:28,880
nine months of being being born but then

863
00:37:32,069 --> 00:37:30,079
if they don't want it they'll have to

864
00:37:32,950 --> 00:37:32,079
use excuses like we're just a cluster of

865
00:37:34,550 --> 00:37:32,960
cells

866
00:37:36,550 --> 00:37:34,560
right and so

867
00:37:37,670 --> 00:37:36,560
it's all comes back to you

868
00:37:39,349 --> 00:37:37,680
of how

869
00:37:41,750 --> 00:37:39,359
you know you

870
00:37:43,829 --> 00:37:41,760
you choose to look at something because

871
00:37:45,670 --> 00:37:43,839
you choose to look at it but it's the

872
00:37:49,190 --> 00:37:45,680
reality of it doesn't doesn't

873
00:37:51,190 --> 00:37:49,200
necessarily change because if you're

874
00:37:54,150 --> 00:37:51,200
observing it that means it was already

875
00:37:56,630 --> 00:37:54,160
created and you're here to see it's its

876
00:37:58,790 --> 00:37:56,640
process its creation and the way it

877
00:38:00,630 --> 00:37:58,800
happens and so now you can apply

878
00:38:02,710 --> 00:38:00,640
whatever else to it you know to it that

879
00:38:04,710 --> 00:38:02,720
you want to make sense of it but you had

880
00:38:06,790 --> 00:38:04,720
already decided that this thing will

881
00:38:08,870 --> 00:38:06,800
already exist you already decided that

882
00:38:10,630 --> 00:38:08,880
this thing is a reality all you're here

883
00:38:13,349 --> 00:38:10,640
for is just to observe it come to

884
00:38:15,190 --> 00:38:13,359
fruition and so anyway like i was saying

885
00:38:16,470 --> 00:38:15,200
again it's not

886
00:38:18,390 --> 00:38:16,480
you know

887
00:38:19,430 --> 00:38:18,400
regarding when spirit enters the body

888
00:38:21,589 --> 00:38:19,440
and all the sudden i think that's a

889
00:38:23,750 --> 00:38:21,599
different story you know and then maybe

890
00:38:25,030 --> 00:38:23,760
i can maybe get into that later the

891
00:38:27,030 --> 00:38:25,040
point is i'm not trying to make a

892
00:38:28,790 --> 00:38:27,040
political brain blame a person for

893
00:38:30,630 --> 00:38:28,800
certain choices or whatever i'm just

894
00:38:32,870 --> 00:38:30,640
telling you what i've seen what i've

895
00:38:35,750 --> 00:38:32,880
experienced you know regarding creation

896
00:38:39,030 --> 00:38:37,510
so i'm sorry if i went on tangent i'm

897
00:38:42,150 --> 00:38:39,040
trying to see if i actually answered the

898
00:38:47,030 --> 00:38:45,030
okay yeah it was uh glo was asking how

899
00:38:58,310 --> 00:38:47,040
it relates to time so i hope i explained

900
00:38:58,320 --> 00:39:07,510
um

901
00:39:11,190 --> 00:39:09,430
so kathy

902
00:39:12,630 --> 00:39:11,200
thank you kathy you actually i did

903
00:39:14,630 --> 00:39:12,640
totally forgot about this i figured

904
00:39:16,230 --> 00:39:14,640
because i'm not in a

905
00:39:17,430 --> 00:39:16,240
more like a

906
00:39:19,750 --> 00:39:17,440
hectic

907
00:39:21,349 --> 00:39:19,760
state like an interview where i have to

908
00:39:23,190 --> 00:39:21,359
pay attention to interview and at the

909
00:39:24,310 --> 00:39:23,200
same time read

910
00:39:26,470 --> 00:39:24,320
kathy

911
00:39:27,990 --> 00:39:26,480
ashby put three stars before the

912
00:39:29,990 --> 00:39:28,000
question so i really appreciate that

913
00:39:32,470 --> 00:39:30,000
because actually that tells me that's

914
00:39:35,030 --> 00:39:32,480
directly for me or for the guest and so

915
00:39:36,870 --> 00:39:35,040
moving forward if a lot of you or some

916
00:39:38,950 --> 00:39:36,880
of you do come back i'd appreciate if

917
00:39:41,030 --> 00:39:38,960
you simply have direct questions for me

918
00:39:43,510 --> 00:39:41,040
or the guests be

919
00:39:45,430 --> 00:39:43,520
started out with the three little stars

920
00:39:47,190 --> 00:39:45,440
because then it just makes makes it a

921
00:39:49,670 --> 00:39:47,200
lot easier on me because in the very

922
00:39:52,230 --> 00:39:49,680
beginning before i figured out what what

923
00:39:54,390 --> 00:39:52,240
to use i noticed that the three stars

924
00:39:57,109 --> 00:39:54,400
are odd enough and weird enough to where

925
00:39:58,790 --> 00:39:57,119
it catches my eyes attention and so i

926
00:40:00,470 --> 00:39:58,800
can see oh there's a question instead of

927
00:40:02,630 --> 00:40:00,480
having to kind of sift through i'm like

928
00:40:04,870 --> 00:40:02,640
is this person talking to me or somebody

929
00:40:06,950 --> 00:40:04,880
else are they asking a question no this

930
00:40:09,109 --> 00:40:06,960
is just a statement i don't have to try

931
00:40:11,829 --> 00:40:09,119
to figure all that out

932
00:40:13,270 --> 00:40:11,839
but um cathy was saying any

933
00:40:15,990 --> 00:40:13,280
any thoughts of

934
00:40:19,750 --> 00:40:16,000
uh new earth the lord's canon well yes i

935
00:40:23,349 --> 00:40:19,760
mean we're we're in it right now uh so

936
00:40:28,870 --> 00:40:25,190
years ago

937
00:40:31,190 --> 00:40:28,880
know i don't mean it like you know

938
00:40:33,670 --> 00:40:31,200
decades and decades i'm not that old but

939
00:40:36,309 --> 00:40:33,680
years ago which is lengthy lengthy

940
00:40:38,790 --> 00:40:36,319
period of time for me was something i

941
00:40:40,470 --> 00:40:38,800
had always thought because i was having

942
00:40:42,630 --> 00:40:40,480
all these different

943
00:40:43,750 --> 00:40:42,640
metaphysical spiritual experiences that

944
00:40:45,190 --> 00:40:43,760
i thought

945
00:40:48,069 --> 00:40:45,200
the new earth

946
00:40:49,349 --> 00:40:48,079
would have directly something to do that

947
00:40:51,829 --> 00:40:49,359
is uh

948
00:40:53,670 --> 00:40:51,839
spiritual that is going to be

949
00:40:55,990 --> 00:40:53,680
challenging or difficult for people to

950
00:40:57,829 --> 00:40:56,000
understand so let's say

951
00:41:00,870 --> 00:40:57,839
certain concepts about

952
00:41:02,230 --> 00:41:00,880
oneness and and the universe and like

953
00:41:04,309 --> 00:41:02,240
we're talking about here on the show

954
00:41:06,550 --> 00:41:04,319
about time and all these other things so

955
00:41:08,230 --> 00:41:06,560
i thought those would be concepts that

956
00:41:11,109 --> 00:41:08,240
then people would have to try to

957
00:41:12,870 --> 00:41:11,119
understand and if they really don't but

958
00:41:14,710 --> 00:41:12,880
still continue just going to the job and

959
00:41:17,589 --> 00:41:14,720
all this other stuff that it would kind

960
00:41:19,510 --> 00:41:17,599
of create this this different divide to

961
00:41:21,589 --> 00:41:19,520
where you have these people that just

962
00:41:23,270 --> 00:41:21,599
understand where spiritually earth is

963
00:41:25,750 --> 00:41:23,280
moving to and then those that just kind

964
00:41:27,910 --> 00:41:25,760
of stick with baseball and football and

965
00:41:29,510 --> 00:41:27,920
every day-to-day life and not know any

966
00:41:31,349 --> 00:41:29,520
different not that that's bad it's just

967
00:41:32,790 --> 00:41:31,359
that that would be the split

968
00:41:35,030 --> 00:41:32,800
and uh

969
00:41:36,150 --> 00:41:35,040
boy was i wrong

970
00:41:37,910 --> 00:41:36,160
you know so

971
00:41:39,829 --> 00:41:37,920
uh it was actually

972
00:41:41,750 --> 00:41:39,839
this whole split we have in america and

973
00:41:45,270 --> 00:41:41,760
that's been going on around the world is

974
00:41:47,109 --> 00:41:45,280
very much this this process of of the

975
00:41:50,870 --> 00:41:47,119
split between

976
00:41:53,030 --> 00:41:50,880
um uh people that basically

977
00:41:55,589 --> 00:41:53,040
want to stick with with the the

978
00:41:57,030 --> 00:41:55,599
establishment and saying you listen to

979
00:41:58,630 --> 00:41:57,040
the establishment this is what they're

980
00:42:00,630 --> 00:41:58,640
saying you need to follow up these

981
00:42:02,710 --> 00:42:00,640
guidelines when it comes to vaccines and

982
00:42:04,710 --> 00:42:02,720
mass and all of that and the general

983
00:42:08,390 --> 00:42:04,720
stance on the virus and then you have

984
00:42:10,710 --> 00:42:08,400
the other side that basically is is

985
00:42:13,109 --> 00:42:10,720
having the same information but that's

986
00:42:14,870 --> 00:42:13,119
not being looked at and so it's

987
00:42:18,309 --> 00:42:14,880
developing in this

988
00:42:21,109 --> 00:42:18,319
large way to where um you know having

989
00:42:23,349 --> 00:42:21,119
having been and a lot of

990
00:42:24,630 --> 00:42:23,359
experiences i've had i've noticed and

991
00:42:26,950 --> 00:42:24,640
learned that

992
00:42:29,589 --> 00:42:26,960
being in a neutral point

993
00:42:31,510 --> 00:42:29,599
is the best way to look at something

994
00:42:35,910 --> 00:42:31,520
because if you're swayed one way or

995
00:42:38,950 --> 00:42:35,920
another you start buying into it so then

996
00:42:41,750 --> 00:42:38,960
the only way a side can perpetuate

997
00:42:44,230 --> 00:42:41,760
itself is by continuing being a side

998
00:42:47,109 --> 00:42:44,240
right and so you can go one way or

999
00:42:48,550 --> 00:42:47,119
another and only only really just

1000
00:42:50,870 --> 00:42:48,560
look at

1001
00:42:54,069 --> 00:42:50,880
something only the way whatever side

1002
00:42:56,390 --> 00:42:54,079
looks at so being in this neutral point

1003
00:42:59,510 --> 00:42:56,400
allows you to see the the bigger picture

1004
00:43:01,349 --> 00:42:59,520
and really consider both both both ideas

1005
00:43:03,510 --> 00:43:01,359
and what's what's working and what's not

1006
00:43:04,870 --> 00:43:03,520
working right and so

1007
00:43:06,630 --> 00:43:04,880
uh that is

1008
00:43:09,750 --> 00:43:06,640
the split that's been that's been

1009
00:43:11,430 --> 00:43:09,760
basically happening and so you have uh

1010
00:43:13,670 --> 00:43:11,440
people there are four vaccines and

1011
00:43:15,910 --> 00:43:13,680
against vaccines people are for mass and

1012
00:43:18,790 --> 00:43:15,920
against mass and all these other things

1013
00:43:21,109 --> 00:43:18,800
that that is kind of going to be the the

1014
00:43:23,349 --> 00:43:21,119
the larger and larger and larger divide

1015
00:43:25,030 --> 00:43:23,359
to where you would have

1016
00:43:26,630 --> 00:43:25,040
different you know different groups of

1017
00:43:28,710 --> 00:43:26,640
people and so

1018
00:43:30,309 --> 00:43:28,720
um

1019
00:43:32,390 --> 00:43:30,319
i know you know

1020
00:43:34,470 --> 00:43:32,400
just looking at things like how how

1021
00:43:36,309 --> 00:43:34,480
things you know work out when you're in

1022
00:43:37,670 --> 00:43:36,319
this neutral point of view

1023
00:43:39,109 --> 00:43:37,680
you see

1024
00:43:41,589 --> 00:43:39,119
common sense

1025
00:43:44,470 --> 00:43:41,599
works in a totally different way

1026
00:43:46,950 --> 00:43:44,480
as as opposed to if you pick a side

1027
00:43:49,349 --> 00:43:46,960
and usually even though you can be on

1028
00:43:51,750 --> 00:43:49,359
one side or another common sense can

1029
00:43:53,589 --> 00:43:51,760
still prevail because when it's still

1030
00:43:55,990 --> 00:43:53,599
looked from because you know look from

1031
00:43:58,069 --> 00:43:56,000
from a neutral point of view even though

1032
00:43:59,589 --> 00:43:58,079
you might be on one side or another that

1033
00:44:01,190 --> 00:43:59,599
common sense stays because your

1034
00:44:03,430 --> 00:44:01,200
intention is true

1035
00:44:05,670 --> 00:44:03,440
right so it doesn't matter if you're

1036
00:44:07,829 --> 00:44:05,680
less than left or right if you're for

1037
00:44:10,470 --> 00:44:07,839
truth truth is still going to be truth

1038
00:44:12,630 --> 00:44:10,480
no matter what side you're on and so

1039
00:44:14,710 --> 00:44:12,640
i'm going to let that figure out let you

1040
00:44:17,190 --> 00:44:14,720
guys figure out of what works for you

1041
00:44:18,870 --> 00:44:17,200
what doesn't i know where my wife and i

1042
00:44:21,349 --> 00:44:18,880
stand as we're looking at things as

1043
00:44:22,870 --> 00:44:21,359
we're moving forward and um

1044
00:44:23,829 --> 00:44:22,880
so um

1045
00:44:27,910 --> 00:44:23,839
i don't

1046
00:44:29,349 --> 00:44:27,920
for example in this case so for example

1047
00:44:30,630 --> 00:44:29,359
dolores cannon

1048
00:44:34,230 --> 00:44:30,640
um

1049
00:44:37,270 --> 00:44:34,240
base it's basically my wife's grandma

1050
00:44:40,870 --> 00:44:37,280
and so of course her mindset was very

1051
00:44:42,710 --> 00:44:40,880
much the way you know um dolores was and

1052
00:44:45,589 --> 00:44:42,720
all the things that she has been writing

1053
00:44:48,470 --> 00:44:45,599
about and been uh teaching about and

1054
00:44:51,270 --> 00:44:48,480
lecturing about and so of course um you

1055
00:44:53,829 --> 00:44:51,280
know i like tracks tracks alike so we're

1056
00:44:55,990 --> 00:44:53,839
very much on the same page about

1057
00:44:57,430 --> 00:44:56,000
where things are going where we need to

1058
00:45:00,150 --> 00:44:57,440
be and

1059
00:45:02,470 --> 00:45:00,160
where you know what best suits for us in

1060
00:45:04,309 --> 00:45:02,480
our family and where to live and which

1061
00:45:06,230 --> 00:45:04,319
direction to go into so i hope that

1062
00:45:08,390 --> 00:45:06,240
answers your question but yeah the new

1063
00:45:09,670 --> 00:45:08,400
earth we're in the process of it now

1064
00:45:12,230 --> 00:45:09,680
next week i'm going to talk to brad

1065
00:45:14,230 --> 00:45:12,240
johnson again he channels adronis and so

1066
00:45:15,910 --> 00:45:14,240
i'll ask him more about that as well

1067
00:45:17,589 --> 00:45:15,920
because um

1068
00:45:19,510 --> 00:45:17,599
there was because it's very difficult to

1069
00:45:21,109 --> 00:45:19,520
tell about time how long is this going

1070
00:45:24,150 --> 00:45:21,119
to take and i've often heard him

1071
00:45:27,349 --> 00:45:24,160
describe this essay

1072
00:45:29,670 --> 00:45:27,359
like a maybe another 10 20 years

1073
00:45:33,109 --> 00:45:29,680
excuse me 10 20 years for this to work

1074
00:45:34,630 --> 00:45:33,119
out and so um i'll talk to him about it

1075
00:45:37,510 --> 00:45:34,640
some more then i hope

1076
00:45:39,430 --> 00:45:37,520
some of you can log in uh join the chat

1077
00:45:41,910 --> 00:45:39,440
ask some questions when it's time for q

1078
00:45:47,510 --> 00:45:41,920
a um there will be an opportunity for

1079
00:45:53,270 --> 00:45:49,589
gloss and this is great thank you thank

1080
00:45:57,430 --> 00:45:56,069
uh mr carroll says check out the book my

1081
00:46:01,430 --> 00:45:57,440
big toe

1082
00:46:01,910 --> 00:46:01,440
by thomas w campbell a good read

1083
00:46:03,349 --> 00:46:01,920
um

1084
00:46:06,950 --> 00:46:03,359
[Music]

1085
00:46:09,589 --> 00:46:06,960
glo says i love that explanation it in

1086
00:46:12,550 --> 00:46:09,599
it's interesting getting into the ideal

1087
00:46:14,390 --> 00:46:12,560
con conception for example the nine

1088
00:46:15,510 --> 00:46:14,400
months for humans in two years for an

1089
00:46:17,190 --> 00:46:15,520
elephant

1090
00:46:19,589 --> 00:46:17,200
um

1091
00:46:26,710 --> 00:46:19,599
fab says yeah kathy okay you're all just

1092
00:46:30,710 --> 00:46:29,670
uh the thing hunter says hey stargazer

1093
00:46:45,030 --> 00:46:30,720
um

1094
00:46:47,349 --> 00:46:46,069
okay

1095
00:46:51,030 --> 00:46:47,359
so yeah i haven't

1096
00:46:53,430 --> 00:46:51,040
uh no one has uh joined the

1097
00:46:55,270 --> 00:46:53,440
uh the chat yet

1098
00:46:57,589 --> 00:46:55,280
for for telegram

1099
00:46:59,190 --> 00:46:57,599
nathan is actually there uh but he's

1100
00:47:00,069 --> 00:46:59,200
just a buddy of mine so i don't know if

1101
00:47:01,750 --> 00:47:00,079
he's

1102
00:47:04,550 --> 00:47:01,760
interested to want to chat with me just

1103
00:47:07,270 --> 00:47:04,560
so it's not just me blabbling on and on

1104
00:47:10,790 --> 00:47:07,280
um so if he's listening

1105
00:47:13,670 --> 00:47:10,800
i hope he he joins in

1106
00:47:15,510 --> 00:47:13,680
otherwise if he

1107
00:47:17,030 --> 00:47:15,520
if he doesn't because he's a good friend

1108
00:47:26,470 --> 00:47:17,040
of mine i'm going to whoop his butt next

1109
00:47:32,870 --> 00:47:29,109
um mr caroltech he says i'm working on

1110
00:47:37,750 --> 00:47:32,880
the telegram good that's all right

1111
00:47:37,760 --> 00:47:42,069
hey nathan can you hear me

1112
00:47:46,150 --> 00:47:44,390
oh you have to unmute yourself uh to

1113
00:47:48,069 --> 00:47:46,160
talk to me

1114
00:47:49,990 --> 00:47:48,079
oh yes i can can you hear me there you

1115
00:47:52,630 --> 00:47:50,000
go yep we can hear you so what's going

1116
00:47:54,069 --> 00:47:52,640
on

1117
00:47:56,390 --> 00:47:54,079
not much you just said you're going to

1118
00:47:58,309 --> 00:47:56,400
whip my ass if i didn't

1119
00:48:00,630 --> 00:47:58,319
oh is that is that what it took just

1120
00:48:03,190 --> 00:48:00,640
just me

1121
00:48:05,190 --> 00:48:03,200
this announced some some uh uh friendly

1122
00:48:07,670 --> 00:48:05,200
threats

1123
00:48:09,030 --> 00:48:07,680
yeah yeah no no i know i mean i mean

1124
00:48:11,750 --> 00:48:09,040
because i obviously i agree with

1125
00:48:13,670 --> 00:48:11,760
everything you've been saying this video

1126
00:48:15,510 --> 00:48:13,680
so i i really didn't have much to add

1127
00:48:16,950 --> 00:48:15,520
you know these are conversations we've

1128
00:48:22,390 --> 00:48:16,960
talked about

1129
00:48:24,069 --> 00:48:22,400
for for years now and uh yeah i agree um

1130
00:48:25,910 --> 00:48:24,079
yeah so so i didn't really have much to

1131
00:48:27,030 --> 00:48:25,920
add i mean yeah there is like this whole

1132
00:48:28,309 --> 00:48:27,040
new

1133
00:48:30,069 --> 00:48:28,319
earth coming and i guess that's what

1134
00:48:32,390 --> 00:48:30,079
we're seeing with this divide because

1135
00:48:35,109 --> 00:48:32,400
there was a serious divide i had a

1136
00:48:37,430 --> 00:48:35,119
uh you know i i that first time around

1137
00:48:38,790 --> 00:48:37,440
when they made us wear masks i um i was

1138
00:48:40,870 --> 00:48:38,800
like all right i put my head down i was

1139
00:48:42,470 --> 00:48:40,880
like you know what i i i put it on just

1140
00:48:44,950 --> 00:48:42,480
to like get in the door and then i'd

1141
00:48:48,309 --> 00:48:44,960
pull it down and then uh but but this

1142
00:48:50,150 --> 00:48:48,319
time i i i just am not even i'm trying

1143
00:48:52,309 --> 00:48:50,160
not to even like go to like a pla if

1144
00:48:54,230 --> 00:48:52,319
places are are insistent on it i try to

1145
00:48:56,069 --> 00:48:54,240
i try to offer some alternative

1146
00:48:57,750 --> 00:48:56,079
information to maybe help them enlighten

1147
00:48:58,950 --> 00:48:57,760
themselves and and i tried to do that

1148
00:49:01,109 --> 00:48:58,960
the other day when i was out with my

1149
00:49:03,750 --> 00:49:01,119
wife and a friend of ours and uh

1150
00:49:05,190 --> 00:49:03,760
i said said oh yeah the math sure you

1151
00:49:06,710 --> 00:49:05,200
know i have some information that you

1152
00:49:08,790 --> 00:49:06,720
might be interested before i even got

1153
00:49:10,549 --> 00:49:08,800
finished offering the information i had

1154
00:49:13,510 --> 00:49:10,559
some woman just uh

1155
00:49:15,190 --> 00:49:13,520
you know verbally attacked me like like

1156
00:49:17,190 --> 00:49:15,200
and you could just tell i mean from that

1157
00:49:19,349 --> 00:49:17,200
i could just see oh my gosh this divide

1158
00:49:21,510 --> 00:49:19,359
it's getting bigger now like like i

1159
00:49:24,470 --> 00:49:21,520
don't find myself going out as often

1160
00:49:26,790 --> 00:49:24,480
anymore uh as i used to just because of

1161
00:49:28,870 --> 00:49:26,800
this divide i guess and i just it's just

1162
00:49:30,150 --> 00:49:28,880
too much of a pain in the butt but uh

1163
00:49:31,670 --> 00:49:30,160
when i do and every now and then you

1164
00:49:34,069 --> 00:49:31,680
encounter one of these people that are

1165
00:49:35,670 --> 00:49:34,079
on the way other side like the way they

1166
00:49:37,510 --> 00:49:35,680
they just want you to follow they just

1167
00:49:38,790 --> 00:49:37,520
want you to do what the tv says shut up

1168
00:49:41,109 --> 00:49:38,800
put your head down

1169
00:49:42,150 --> 00:49:41,119
and it's i'm not i mean that's not me

1170
00:49:43,510 --> 00:49:42,160
i'm never going to be able to do that

1171
00:49:44,470 --> 00:49:43,520
you know i'm at the very least i'm going

1172
00:49:46,870 --> 00:49:44,480
to ask why

1173
00:49:49,349 --> 00:49:46,880
first you know like like show me some

1174
00:49:51,270 --> 00:49:49,359
good reasons why but um

1175
00:49:53,349 --> 00:49:51,280
yeah that divide is getting is getting

1176
00:49:58,069 --> 00:49:53,359
crazy and and uh

1177
00:50:01,990 --> 00:49:59,670
right before we you had right before we

1178
00:50:05,349 --> 00:50:02,000
ended our talk before this call before

1179
00:50:07,589 --> 00:50:05,359
the the show uh you were explaining like

1180
00:50:09,190 --> 00:50:07,599
what your your answer to that like what

1181
00:50:10,950 --> 00:50:09,200
so so like because i remember i made a

1182
00:50:13,349 --> 00:50:10,960
comment i said wait so is our purpose

1183
00:50:15,750 --> 00:50:13,359
just to sort of hold the energy of

1184
00:50:17,750 --> 00:50:15,760
of love and light and and

1185
00:50:19,589 --> 00:50:17,760
liberty and all these good things that

1186
00:50:21,349 --> 00:50:19,599
we want this new earth to have and then

1187
00:50:23,190 --> 00:50:21,359
you said and then you started going into

1188
00:50:25,510 --> 00:50:23,200
yeah or you said it doesn't have to be

1189
00:50:27,430 --> 00:50:25,520
that intense just just don't shop at

1190
00:50:29,109 --> 00:50:27,440
places that that are that are following

1191
00:50:30,630 --> 00:50:29,119
the nonsense you started going into an

1192
00:50:32,549 --> 00:50:30,640
explanation but then you had to cut the

1193
00:50:35,589 --> 00:50:32,559
conversation you know what i was saying

1194
00:50:37,990 --> 00:50:35,599
yeah no well what i was saying what

1195
00:50:39,190 --> 00:50:38,000
you have to this is not a

1196
00:50:40,710 --> 00:50:39,200
like a

1197
00:50:42,950 --> 00:50:40,720
um

1198
00:50:45,190 --> 00:50:42,960
like i'm on this side therefore i have

1199
00:50:46,630 --> 00:50:45,200
to hate the other side because there's

1200
00:50:47,589 --> 00:50:46,640
something that

1201
00:50:49,030 --> 00:50:47,599
um

1202
00:50:50,790 --> 00:50:49,040
that was very

1203
00:50:53,430 --> 00:50:50,800
very um

1204
00:50:54,470 --> 00:50:53,440
truly ingrained in me from from when i

1205
00:50:55,829 --> 00:50:54,480
was really

1206
00:50:58,150 --> 00:50:55,839
learning and understanding these

1207
00:51:00,150 --> 00:50:58,160
different concepts is that

1208
00:51:02,630 --> 00:51:00,160
just because you're winning

1209
00:51:04,230 --> 00:51:02,640
someone else doesn't have to lose

1210
00:51:06,309 --> 00:51:04,240
and that's a concept that a lot of us

1211
00:51:07,829 --> 00:51:06,319
care don't understand we always think

1212
00:51:11,109 --> 00:51:07,839
like well in order for me to win there

1213
00:51:12,150 --> 00:51:11,119
has to be a loser you know and the point

1214
00:51:13,750 --> 00:51:12,160
is that

1215
00:51:15,349 --> 00:51:13,760
whatever you are

1216
00:51:17,109 --> 00:51:15,359
basically uh

1217
00:51:19,990 --> 00:51:17,119
meshing with whatever works with you

1218
00:51:22,630 --> 00:51:20,000
right whatever works for you um

1219
00:51:24,710 --> 00:51:22,640
you know simply go with that process and

1220
00:51:26,790 --> 00:51:24,720
if it doesn't then don't give it any

1221
00:51:29,270 --> 00:51:26,800
extra energy than necessary so for

1222
00:51:31,030 --> 00:51:29,280
example when this whole thing happened

1223
00:51:33,190 --> 00:51:31,040
right i'm talking about information not

1224
00:51:35,430 --> 00:51:33,200
being allowed right because the earth

1225
00:51:37,109 --> 00:51:35,440
really truly is splitting in this way

1226
00:51:39,829 --> 00:51:37,119
there's a

1227
00:51:41,910 --> 00:51:39,839
plethora of information that simply

1228
00:51:43,750 --> 00:51:41,920
youtube and other platforms just do not

1229
00:51:45,670 --> 00:51:43,760
allow to be to be

1230
00:51:47,190 --> 00:51:45,680
talked about

1231
00:51:48,790 --> 00:51:47,200
professionals

1232
00:51:50,390 --> 00:51:48,800
doctors that

1233
00:51:51,750 --> 00:51:50,400
entirely have a different point of view

1234
00:51:53,990 --> 00:51:51,760
which i think a lot of you will be

1235
00:51:55,829 --> 00:51:54,000
surprised about this they're not allowed

1236
00:51:57,349 --> 00:51:55,839
to talk about this and what's really

1237
00:51:59,349 --> 00:51:57,359
interesting is that all these major

1238
00:52:01,670 --> 00:51:59,359
platforms are just absolutely squashing

1239
00:52:03,670 --> 00:52:01,680
it every time they can and so

1240
00:52:05,670 --> 00:52:03,680
it's it's like almost this contradictory

1241
00:52:07,670 --> 00:52:05,680
thing it's like um

1242
00:52:09,430 --> 00:52:07,680
listen to these doctors and listen to

1243
00:52:11,190 --> 00:52:09,440
the science then you listen to these

1244
00:52:14,470 --> 00:52:11,200
doctors like oh no not these doctors

1245
00:52:17,430 --> 00:52:14,480
listen to those doctors right and so uh

1246
00:52:19,109 --> 00:52:17,440
this this divide is not something new if

1247
00:52:21,109 --> 00:52:19,119
nathan i know you remember and a lot of

1248
00:52:22,470 --> 00:52:21,119
you might remember this as well that

1249
00:52:25,030 --> 00:52:22,480
that have kind of

1250
00:52:26,710 --> 00:52:25,040
had 911 is kind of like their awakening

1251
00:52:30,470 --> 00:52:26,720
there's an entire plethora of

1252
00:52:32,710 --> 00:52:30,480
information about 911 and and over

1253
00:52:34,790 --> 00:52:32,720
two and a half or so thousand of

1254
00:52:35,750 --> 00:52:34,800
different architects that that have said

1255
00:52:37,829 --> 00:52:35,760
hey

1256
00:52:39,750 --> 00:52:37,839
physic according to physics and

1257
00:52:41,829 --> 00:52:39,760
everything we know about architecture

1258
00:52:45,190 --> 00:52:41,839
what had occurred for these certain

1259
00:52:47,829 --> 00:52:45,200
buildings uh on this day cannot occur

1260
00:52:49,910 --> 00:52:47,839
usually and there's this like a huge you

1261
00:52:51,829 --> 00:52:49,920
know they call it you know everyone else

1262
00:52:54,150 --> 00:52:51,839
label them as conspiracy theories but

1263
00:52:55,829 --> 00:52:54,160
all they are is simply people that in

1264
00:52:57,670 --> 00:52:55,839
their profession for what they've

1265
00:52:59,510 --> 00:52:57,680
learned what they've studied is that's

1266
00:53:01,510 --> 00:52:59,520
how they see it and analyze it but

1267
00:53:03,510 --> 00:53:01,520
they've been demonized and put down and

1268
00:53:06,630 --> 00:53:03,520
squashed and not allowed to to speak

1269
00:53:08,630 --> 00:53:06,640
about this so you know that's that was

1270
00:53:09,349 --> 00:53:08,640
kind of like you know your beginning of

1271
00:53:11,829 --> 00:53:09,359
this

1272
00:53:13,670 --> 00:53:11,839
divide of just going growing longer

1273
00:53:14,549 --> 00:53:13,680
longer and longer because there's an

1274
00:53:16,549 --> 00:53:14,559
entire

1275
00:53:18,630 --> 00:53:16,559
population out there that there's

1276
00:53:20,470 --> 00:53:18,640
literally a

1277
00:53:22,069 --> 00:53:20,480
i don't know which one is sub you know

1278
00:53:24,150 --> 00:53:22,079
which one is it's they're all kind of on

1279
00:53:26,630 --> 00:53:24,160
their own own same level you can have

1280
00:53:28,790 --> 00:53:26,640
like two neighbors that literally are

1281
00:53:31,430 --> 00:53:28,800
thinking of following two entirely two

1282
00:53:34,390 --> 00:53:31,440
different uh narratives and storylines

1283
00:53:36,549 --> 00:53:34,400
you know and so the important part is to

1284
00:53:38,950 --> 00:53:36,559
just simply

1285
00:53:41,270 --> 00:53:38,960
go to the places that

1286
00:53:43,589 --> 00:53:41,280
you know you want to go and you know if

1287
00:53:46,230 --> 00:53:43,599
if they don't mesh with you or they

1288
00:53:48,710 --> 00:53:46,240
don't um you know agree with you and are

1289
00:53:50,790 --> 00:53:48,720
being rude in such ways it's like

1290
00:53:52,309 --> 00:53:50,800
i have no problem i'll go take my money

1291
00:53:53,910 --> 00:53:52,319
go somewhere else and spend it there

1292
00:53:55,030 --> 00:53:53,920
instead you know you don't have to

1293
00:53:56,950 --> 00:53:55,040
necessarily

1294
00:53:59,910 --> 00:53:56,960
be confrontational with him but you

1295
00:54:01,589 --> 00:53:59,920
invest your energy in what what is it

1296
00:54:03,750 --> 00:54:01,599
that you want instead of what you don't

1297
00:54:05,750 --> 00:54:03,760
want so instead of fighting somebody and

1298
00:54:07,510 --> 00:54:05,760
arguing with it about why did you look

1299
00:54:08,950 --> 00:54:07,520
at this study about mass did you see how

1300
00:54:10,790 --> 00:54:08,960
many people actually died from the

1301
00:54:12,870 --> 00:54:10,800
vaccines all this other stuff that's out

1302
00:54:14,630 --> 00:54:12,880
there that's not allowed to look at and

1303
00:54:16,630 --> 00:54:14,640
so getting into arguments with them it's

1304
00:54:19,910 --> 00:54:16,640
like i understand you have yourself a

1305
00:54:21,349 --> 00:54:19,920
good day take care you know and so

1306
00:54:23,270 --> 00:54:21,359
that's always you know always been my

1307
00:54:26,309 --> 00:54:23,280
mindset because

1308
00:54:27,829 --> 00:54:26,319
i'm not imp impervious to

1309
00:54:29,349 --> 00:54:27,839
you know getting emotional about some

1310
00:54:31,670 --> 00:54:29,359
things but i have some often mentioned

1311
00:54:33,910 --> 00:54:31,680
on the show i've always had then you

1312
00:54:36,309 --> 00:54:33,920
know this tool said that i can don't

1313
00:54:38,390 --> 00:54:36,319
have an excuse anymore to just continue

1314
00:54:40,630 --> 00:54:38,400
being pissed for days and weeks on end

1315
00:54:42,390 --> 00:54:40,640
you know i've i've had these experiences

1316
00:54:45,109 --> 00:54:42,400
and these tools that i can go back and

1317
00:54:47,349 --> 00:54:45,119
look at and say okay this is what i can

1318
00:54:48,870 --> 00:54:47,359
use to now self analyze and see okay why

1319
00:54:51,510 --> 00:54:48,880
am i feeling like this why is this

1320
00:54:53,270 --> 00:54:51,520
coming up you know did i maybe not

1321
00:54:55,910 --> 00:54:53,280
consider something of what i said or

1322
00:54:57,910 --> 00:54:55,920
what i heard uh is that truly what i

1323
00:54:59,430 --> 00:54:57,920
heard or is this something else so you

1324
00:55:00,950 --> 00:54:59,440
know you work that out and once you work

1325
00:55:02,549 --> 00:55:00,960
it out you're done you know you're done

1326
00:55:05,510 --> 00:55:02,559
you know where you stand and you move

1327
00:55:07,510 --> 00:55:05,520
forward solidly and so excuse me and so

1328
00:55:09,030 --> 00:55:07,520
it doesn't matter what side you're on

1329
00:55:11,589 --> 00:55:09,040
you just have to

1330
00:55:13,270 --> 00:55:11,599
just move forward and what best

1331
00:55:15,510 --> 00:55:13,280
represents you

1332
00:55:18,150 --> 00:55:15,520
and just accept whatever might come i

1333
00:55:19,990 --> 00:55:18,160
mean i've lost friends uh not to do

1334
00:55:21,910 --> 00:55:20,000
actual covet but through the arguments

1335
00:55:23,750 --> 00:55:21,920
about kovit you know so we're not

1336
00:55:26,390 --> 00:55:23,760
friends anymore and i just had to let

1337
00:55:28,150 --> 00:55:26,400
that go you know and um i don't know how

1338
00:55:29,109 --> 00:55:28,160
they feel about it but i know that i'm

1339
00:55:30,789 --> 00:55:29,119
like

1340
00:55:34,390 --> 00:55:30,799
we're good you know i don't i don't have

1341
00:55:36,630 --> 00:55:34,400
to hate you i don't have to you know um

1342
00:55:39,270 --> 00:55:36,640
whatever come up with some kind of story

1343
00:55:40,950 --> 00:55:39,280
to perpetually go on and on and on about

1344
00:55:43,109 --> 00:55:40,960
hating your guts it's just like i

1345
00:55:45,030 --> 00:55:43,119
understand where you stand i don't you

1346
00:55:46,549 --> 00:55:45,040
know i try to explain where i'm coming

1347
00:55:48,710 --> 00:55:46,559
from if you don't want to hear it i

1348
00:55:49,589 --> 00:55:48,720
understand and so anyway that's what i

1349
00:55:51,349 --> 00:55:49,599
kind of

1350
00:55:53,030 --> 00:55:51,359
i said it differently while you and i

1351
00:55:54,870 --> 00:55:53,040
were talking i said it a lot shorter

1352
00:55:57,349 --> 00:55:54,880
ways but it's kind of the gist of it

1353
00:56:00,549 --> 00:55:57,359
wouldn't you agree

1354
00:56:01,990 --> 00:56:00,559
i do so you're saying kind of so so

1355
00:56:04,150 --> 00:56:02,000
a lot of people always said you vote

1356
00:56:06,470 --> 00:56:04,160
with your dollars and yeah and you can

1357
00:56:07,990 --> 00:56:06,480
also look at this energy as a

1358
00:56:09,510 --> 00:56:08,000
as energy yeah that's right that's what

1359
00:56:11,270 --> 00:56:09,520
i was just going to say so

1360
00:56:13,829 --> 00:56:11,280
so you just got to put your energy

1361
00:56:16,150 --> 00:56:13,839
towards or your vote towards uh the the

1362
00:56:18,150 --> 00:56:16,160
behavior of the new world that you agree

1363
00:56:20,630 --> 00:56:18,160
with the new world that you want that

1364
00:56:22,789 --> 00:56:20,640
and then and then and and retract your

1365
00:56:25,030 --> 00:56:22,799
energy or your dollars from these sorts

1366
00:56:26,549 --> 00:56:25,040
of activities and behaviors of people

1367
00:56:27,349 --> 00:56:26,559
that are that are supporting the old

1368
00:56:28,950 --> 00:56:27,359
world

1369
00:56:31,510 --> 00:56:28,960
you know i have to i have to point out a

1370
00:56:32,630 --> 00:56:31,520
couple examples now you you you you made

1371
00:56:34,870 --> 00:56:32,640
me think of

1372
00:56:38,069 --> 00:56:34,880
there's a couple places around here uh

1373
00:56:39,670 --> 00:56:38,079
that i that i used to frequent some

1374
00:56:41,349 --> 00:56:39,680
their their establishments are empty all

1375
00:56:43,430 --> 00:56:41,359
the time and that's because they're

1376
00:56:45,030 --> 00:56:43,440
they're masked nazis they're they're

1377
00:56:46,230 --> 00:56:45,040
hardcore they're you know they're

1378
00:56:47,510 --> 00:56:46,240
checking your temperature when you walk

1379
00:56:48,950 --> 00:56:47,520
in the door they're gym deep they're

1380
00:56:50,789 --> 00:56:48,960
failing they're they're and several have

1381
00:56:53,190 --> 00:56:50,799
closed their doors permanently the ones

1382
00:56:56,150 --> 00:56:53,200
that have stood up against these these

1383
00:56:57,990 --> 00:56:56,160
arbitrary mandates and have uh you know

1384
00:56:59,510 --> 00:56:58,000
uh they're thriving they've had their

1385
00:57:01,510 --> 00:56:59,520
best years i've talked to them it's like

1386
00:57:03,510 --> 00:57:01,520
this is our best year and and and the

1387
00:57:05,349 --> 00:57:03,520
reason is is because

1388
00:57:06,789 --> 00:57:05,359
they just they took a stand you know and

1389
00:57:09,190 --> 00:57:06,799
they're and and i've talked to the

1390
00:57:11,270 --> 00:57:09,200
owners uh you know i do i t so i work

1391
00:57:13,190 --> 00:57:11,280
for these different businesses and stuff

1392
00:57:15,349 --> 00:57:13,200
and basically they said

1393
00:57:16,870 --> 00:57:15,359
you know that was it they you know they

1394
00:57:19,430 --> 00:57:16,880
knew from they knew from the beginning

1395
00:57:21,190 --> 00:57:19,440
as most of us did this is political this

1396
00:57:22,630 --> 00:57:21,200
is you know yes there's definitely a

1397
00:57:24,789 --> 00:57:22,640
something going wrong out there there's

1398
00:57:25,510 --> 00:57:24,799
definitely people getting sick and stuff

1399
00:57:29,270 --> 00:57:25,520
but

1400
00:57:30,630 --> 00:57:29,280
crisis go to waste and that's what these

1401
00:57:32,390 --> 00:57:30,640
that's what these people believe in

1402
00:57:34,470 --> 00:57:32,400
wholeheartedly to the point where they

1403
00:57:37,030 --> 00:57:34,480
create crisis

1404
00:57:39,109 --> 00:57:37,040
um and and so

1405
00:57:41,109 --> 00:57:39,119
so it's a different you know this this

1406
00:57:43,589 --> 00:57:41,119
is just it it's a yeah it's a it's a

1407
00:57:44,870 --> 00:57:43,599
different mindset you know and so

1408
00:57:46,710 --> 00:57:44,880
it's about

1409
00:57:49,829 --> 00:57:46,720
a lot of people when they get angry

1410
00:57:51,349 --> 00:57:49,839
right um they get angry because

1411
00:57:53,670 --> 00:57:51,359
they feel like their information is

1412
00:57:55,190 --> 00:57:53,680
maybe being attacked they feel angry

1413
00:57:57,670 --> 00:57:55,200
because

1414
00:57:59,349 --> 00:57:57,680
you know maybe they don't feel as secure

1415
00:58:02,230 --> 00:57:59,359
and confident about what they're talking

1416
00:58:04,309 --> 00:58:02,240
about and if if somebody is

1417
00:58:05,829 --> 00:58:04,319
approaching what they think they know in

1418
00:58:07,510 --> 00:58:05,839
a different way that could make them

1419
00:58:08,950 --> 00:58:07,520
start doubting themselves

1420
00:58:11,589 --> 00:58:08,960
they sometimes want to hold on to

1421
00:58:13,589 --> 00:58:11,599
whatever that is right and so they lash

1422
00:58:16,069 --> 00:58:13,599
out the last shot that you questioning

1423
00:58:18,870 --> 00:58:16,079
me too much uh you know and and blah

1424
00:58:20,710 --> 00:58:18,880
blah blah and usually if you can't

1425
00:58:22,470 --> 00:58:20,720
attack the facts if you can't share

1426
00:58:24,390 --> 00:58:22,480
facts anymore you attack the character

1427
00:58:27,670 --> 00:58:24,400
that's kind of like the basic rule of

1428
00:58:29,990 --> 00:58:27,680
any kind of you know um debate right and

1429
00:58:31,670 --> 00:58:30,000
so the second you really attack the

1430
00:58:33,270 --> 00:58:31,680
person you've lost the you lost the

1431
00:58:34,390 --> 00:58:33,280
debate and so

1432
00:58:36,549 --> 00:58:34,400
um

1433
00:58:39,030 --> 00:58:36,559
that's the the i think that's the the

1434
00:58:39,910 --> 00:58:39,040
major part is that um

1435
00:58:43,349 --> 00:58:39,920
you know

1436
00:58:44,549 --> 00:58:43,359
many people they buy into things

1437
00:58:46,069 --> 00:58:44,559
too much

1438
00:58:47,750 --> 00:58:46,079
you know and so

1439
00:58:49,670 --> 00:58:47,760
they don't do enough of that analysis i

1440
00:58:51,670 --> 00:58:49,680
was like why am i really holding to on

1441
00:58:54,150 --> 00:58:51,680
to this right because you can sometimes

1442
00:58:55,670 --> 00:58:54,160
tell when somebody's belief systems are

1443
00:58:57,670 --> 00:58:55,680
are being challenged you can just kind

1444
00:58:59,589 --> 00:58:57,680
of see it in their eyes like they're

1445
00:59:01,430 --> 00:58:59,599
panicking like i'm holding on to this

1446
00:59:02,950 --> 00:59:01,440
and i want to hold on to it for whatever

1447
00:59:05,190 --> 00:59:02,960
reason i don't understand but i'm

1448
00:59:07,750 --> 00:59:05,200
holding on to it you know and and and

1449
00:59:10,549 --> 00:59:07,760
the more you you push and push and push

1450
00:59:12,710 --> 00:59:10,559
you know they basically then you know um

1451
00:59:15,190 --> 00:59:12,720
you know either or physical back with

1452
00:59:17,510 --> 00:59:15,200
you because you finally push push them

1453
00:59:20,069 --> 00:59:17,520
over that edge you know or they just

1454
00:59:22,470 --> 00:59:20,079
kind of you know lose it and just become

1455
00:59:25,190 --> 00:59:22,480
very verbally abusive you know but the

1456
00:59:25,990 --> 00:59:25,200
either case is that it's very important

1457
00:59:28,789 --> 00:59:26,000
to

1458
00:59:30,870 --> 00:59:28,799
really and truly look at all the

1459
00:59:32,069 --> 00:59:30,880
information you know just whatever it is

1460
00:59:34,069 --> 00:59:32,079
it doesn't matter even if you're

1461
00:59:36,150 --> 00:59:34,079
freaking talking about pokemon cards

1462
00:59:37,670 --> 00:59:36,160
right then you're into pokemon

1463
00:59:39,589 --> 00:59:37,680
you know and you know this person is

1464
00:59:41,589 --> 00:59:39,599
like no this pokemon creature does this

1465
00:59:43,270 --> 00:59:41,599
and this is their power and

1466
00:59:45,030 --> 00:59:43,280
toughness and all this other stuff and

1467
00:59:47,190 --> 00:59:45,040
like yeah but i don't you know the point

1468
00:59:48,950 --> 00:59:47,200
is just educate yourself in the best way

1469
00:59:51,030 --> 00:59:48,960
you can you know put yourself in the

1470
00:59:52,470 --> 00:59:51,040
other person's shoes and see like do

1471
00:59:54,470 --> 00:59:52,480
they have a standing

1472
00:59:57,430 --> 00:59:54,480
you know where are they coming from you

1473
00:59:59,910 --> 00:59:57,440
know and so it's easy then to see

1474
01:00:01,349 --> 00:59:59,920
you know where they what their agenda is

1475
01:00:03,270 --> 01:00:01,359
you know it just it just kind of cuts

1476
01:00:05,990 --> 01:00:03,280
through all that you are the second you

1477
01:00:08,309 --> 01:00:06,000
you know a fact the the truth you just

1478
01:00:10,230 --> 01:00:08,319
you know exactly if if they were coming

1479
01:00:12,630 --> 01:00:10,240
from a good place or if they were coming

1480
01:00:14,309 --> 01:00:12,640
from a manipulative place

1481
01:00:15,990 --> 01:00:14,319
or if they're coming from a weak place

1482
01:00:17,349 --> 01:00:16,000
because they don't have any other choice

1483
01:00:19,589 --> 01:00:17,359
and they just think the only way to

1484
01:00:21,510 --> 01:00:19,599
perpetuate everything is by too much

1485
01:00:22,870 --> 01:00:21,520
manipulation and hope that other people

1486
01:00:30,950 --> 01:00:22,880
don't really

1487
01:00:35,510 --> 01:00:33,030
just real quick um so mr carroll if

1488
01:00:37,670 --> 01:00:35,520
you're listening that's great um but if

1489
01:00:39,030 --> 01:00:37,680
you also want to talk just uh tap that

1490
01:00:40,309 --> 01:00:39,040
little person that raised their hands

1491
01:00:41,430 --> 01:00:40,319
that tells me that you actually want to

1492
01:00:43,109 --> 01:00:41,440
talk to me

1493
01:00:45,270 --> 01:00:43,119
otherwise just walk them to the chat

1494
01:00:47,430 --> 01:00:45,280
room and listen away so i'm sorry go

1495
01:00:48,870 --> 01:00:47,440
ahead nathan

1496
01:00:53,109 --> 01:00:48,880
i was going to say so you turned me on

1497
01:00:54,789 --> 01:00:53,119
to disclose.tv a month ago or so

1498
01:00:56,710 --> 01:00:54,799
and i've been keeping up with that to

1499
01:00:58,789 --> 01:00:56,720
kind of stay current and so i get i get

1500
01:01:00,470 --> 01:00:58,799
looking at these updates these news

1501
01:01:02,150 --> 01:01:00,480
posts that they say and it's like oh my

1502
01:01:03,670 --> 01:01:02,160
gosh and immediately sometimes i i read

1503
01:01:05,589 --> 01:01:03,680
something my blood starts to boil and i

1504
01:01:07,510 --> 01:01:05,599
think i think well we gotta fight for

1505
01:01:09,430 --> 01:01:07,520
our rights we gotta fight this you know

1506
01:01:10,950 --> 01:01:09,440
but i think in reality the fight's

1507
01:01:12,710 --> 01:01:10,960
already done there is no fight there's

1508
01:01:15,349 --> 01:01:12,720
no reason to fight like now we just have

1509
01:01:17,670 --> 01:01:15,359
to choose which earth we want to go to

1510
01:01:19,349 --> 01:01:17,680
what do you think about that well

1511
01:01:21,430 --> 01:01:19,359
regarding you know

1512
01:01:24,549 --> 01:01:21,440
to stay because there's a big difference

1513
01:01:27,109 --> 01:01:24,559
between um staying informed

1514
01:01:28,549 --> 01:01:27,119
you know and and uh feeling like you

1515
01:01:30,309 --> 01:01:28,559
have to do something about that because

1516
01:01:31,829 --> 01:01:30,319
that's what i'm talking about you first

1517
01:01:34,390 --> 01:01:31,839
if you feel like you have to fight it's

1518
01:01:35,829 --> 01:01:34,400
like what do you feel insecure about ask

1519
01:01:37,349 --> 01:01:35,839
yourself that

1520
01:01:39,109 --> 01:01:37,359
if you feel like you need to fight it

1521
01:01:42,309 --> 01:01:39,119
what is it that you're insecure about

1522
01:01:43,910 --> 01:01:42,319
that that brings up that emotion because

1523
01:01:45,589 --> 01:01:43,920
if you truly believe that everything

1524
01:01:48,710 --> 01:01:45,599
will work out the way it needs to work

1525
01:01:51,109 --> 01:01:48,720
out um not saying that you now go sit

1526
01:01:52,390 --> 01:01:51,119
back and you know sip on a martini and

1527
01:01:54,870 --> 01:01:52,400
whatever i mean if that's what you want

1528
01:01:57,270 --> 01:01:54,880
to do great but in your life like i was

1529
01:01:58,870 --> 01:01:57,280
mentioning you know let's say you decide

1530
01:02:00,710 --> 01:01:58,880
which businesses you support and which

1531
01:02:02,069 --> 01:02:00,720
ones you don't you decide which friends

1532
01:02:05,190 --> 01:02:02,079
you want to hang out with which ones you

1533
01:02:06,630 --> 01:02:05,200
don't so in that same sense you know

1534
01:02:08,950 --> 01:02:06,640
if there's something that a piece of

1535
01:02:10,950 --> 01:02:08,960
information comes your way stay informed

1536
01:02:12,789 --> 01:02:10,960
but then see okay can i do something

1537
01:02:15,430 --> 01:02:12,799
about this immediately if this is a

1538
01:02:17,829 --> 01:02:15,440
legislation legislative problem am i a

1539
01:02:20,870 --> 01:02:17,839
senator that can do something about this

1540
01:02:22,150 --> 01:02:20,880
no okay well then am i

1541
01:02:23,430 --> 01:02:22,160
you know

1542
01:02:26,150 --> 01:02:23,440
is there a way to get a hold of my

1543
01:02:27,990 --> 01:02:26,160
senator well yes there is well then can

1544
01:02:29,990 --> 01:02:28,000
i write to them can i call them yes i

1545
01:02:31,910 --> 01:02:30,000
can okay well that's an action you can

1546
01:02:34,150 --> 01:02:31,920
take if you truly strongly feel about

1547
01:02:36,230 --> 01:02:34,160
that you let them know as

1548
01:02:39,430 --> 01:02:36,240
representatives should then go and do

1549
01:02:41,109 --> 01:02:39,440
parts that's their job to do otherwise

1550
01:02:42,950 --> 01:02:41,119
you just continue living your life and

1551
01:02:44,710 --> 01:02:42,960
the way you want to live it or if you

1552
01:02:46,630 --> 01:02:44,720
really really really really really feel

1553
01:02:48,309 --> 01:02:46,640
strongly about this then run for senate

1554
01:02:51,190 --> 01:02:48,319
and make this change yourself does that

1555
01:02:55,349 --> 01:02:53,670
yes yes absolutely right so what i'm

1556
01:02:57,349 --> 01:02:55,359
saying is like you can't make every

1557
01:02:58,870 --> 01:02:57,359
fight you fight you know it's like it

1558
01:03:00,309 --> 01:02:58,880
just tells you like when you see

1559
01:03:01,750 --> 01:03:00,319
something that doesn't mesh with you

1560
01:03:03,990 --> 01:03:01,760
think of it as that

1561
01:03:05,910 --> 01:03:04,000
there's something in this information

1562
01:03:07,829 --> 01:03:05,920
that that doesn't sit well with you

1563
01:03:10,390 --> 01:03:07,839
right that it's that's not who you are

1564
01:03:12,950 --> 01:03:10,400
that's not you know you know

1565
01:03:14,309 --> 01:03:12,960
uh what you want and so to be like

1566
01:03:16,150 --> 01:03:14,319
bashar often said it's like there's

1567
01:03:17,990 --> 01:03:16,160
nothing wrong like even like the first

1568
01:03:20,390 --> 01:03:18,000
whatever it was just a general term or

1569
01:03:22,870 --> 01:03:20,400
general number given but the first 10 15

1570
01:03:25,109 --> 01:03:22,880
seconds you know that did you have that

1571
01:03:27,670 --> 01:03:25,119
blood boiling as you said it just tells

1572
01:03:28,630 --> 01:03:27,680
you like this is not who you are right

1573
01:03:30,309 --> 01:03:28,640
and so

1574
01:03:33,349 --> 01:03:30,319
that's okay there's nothing wrong with

1575
01:03:35,829 --> 01:03:33,359
that but then if that continues you know

1576
01:03:38,150 --> 01:03:35,839
and continues festering and going the

1577
01:03:40,230 --> 01:03:38,160
direction that it goes now it's you know

1578
01:03:42,710 --> 01:03:40,240
becoming uh you know a choice it's

1579
01:03:44,870 --> 01:03:42,720
becoming a thing that now you have to

1580
01:03:46,390 --> 01:03:44,880
look at it's like why do you continue

1581
01:03:47,990 --> 01:03:46,400
now to judge it

1582
01:03:49,829 --> 01:03:48,000
you know you're choosing not to look at

1583
01:03:51,910 --> 01:03:49,839
it and you're judging it and so now you

1584
01:03:54,390 --> 01:03:51,920
have to look at why are you judging it

1585
01:03:56,230 --> 01:03:54,400
right what exactly about that is it that

1586
01:03:57,430 --> 01:03:56,240
that really drops you nuts and keeps on

1587
01:03:58,470 --> 01:03:57,440
driving you nuts that you can't do

1588
01:04:00,309 --> 01:03:58,480
anything about

1589
01:04:02,150 --> 01:04:00,319
but just because you get initially angry

1590
01:04:03,510 --> 01:04:02,160
that's okay it's just like ah i really

1591
01:04:05,589 --> 01:04:03,520
don't agree with this you know it's like

1592
01:04:08,390 --> 01:04:05,599
constitution is the way to go okay there

1593
01:04:11,270 --> 01:04:08,400
you go i know the answer you move on

1594
01:04:16,069 --> 01:04:13,190
it does yeah okay yeah so i think i

1595
01:04:17,589 --> 01:04:16,079
think my takeaway is that i want to uh

1596
01:04:20,390 --> 01:04:17,599
i just want to put my energy whether it

1597
01:04:22,309 --> 01:04:20,400
be my dollars or my support or whatever

1598
01:04:24,150 --> 01:04:22,319
put my energy towards this new world

1599
01:04:25,589 --> 01:04:24,160
that dolores cannon was always talking

1600
01:04:27,510 --> 01:04:25,599
about in her books and

1601
01:04:29,029 --> 01:04:27,520
and and i feel like there it is it's

1602
01:04:31,670 --> 01:04:29,039
like like kind of

1603
01:04:33,750 --> 01:04:31,680
the two worlds are ripping apart and

1604
01:04:35,670 --> 01:04:33,760
i just want to uh

1605
01:04:36,870 --> 01:04:35,680
yeah vote with my dollars get on that

1606
01:04:37,990 --> 01:04:36,880
right side of that get on the side of

1607
01:04:39,270 --> 01:04:38,000
the fence that i want to be on i'm not

1608
01:04:40,470 --> 01:04:39,280
saying there's a right or wrong you know

1609
01:04:42,470 --> 01:04:40,480
some people that

1610
01:04:44,069 --> 01:04:42,480
the uh the old world is absolutely the

1611
01:04:46,309 --> 01:04:44,079
right place for them you know

1612
01:04:47,430 --> 01:04:46,319
right i'm ready to evolve you know move

1613
01:04:49,349 --> 01:04:47,440
on

1614
01:04:50,549 --> 01:04:49,359
well you know

1615
01:04:52,950 --> 01:04:50,559
if we're already you know because i

1616
01:04:54,950 --> 01:04:52,960
often say people if i was truly awake i

1617
01:04:56,789 --> 01:04:54,960
wouldn't be here because then i would

1618
01:04:57,750 --> 01:04:56,799
have moved on i've learned what i need

1619
01:04:59,990 --> 01:04:57,760
to learn

1620
01:05:02,390 --> 01:05:00,000
but i i'm not i'm in the same boat as

1621
01:05:04,789 --> 01:05:02,400
everyone else all i did is just simply

1622
01:05:07,270 --> 01:05:04,799
do homework and and homework in the

1623
01:05:09,670 --> 01:05:07,280
sense of a lot of soul searching

1624
01:05:11,109 --> 01:05:09,680
you know a lot of basically living like

1625
01:05:13,190 --> 01:05:11,119
i've mentioned before living in the

1626
01:05:15,670 --> 01:05:13,200
woods by yourself and

1627
01:05:17,510 --> 01:05:15,680
reliving the events of whatever just

1628
01:05:19,670 --> 01:05:17,520
occurred whether it was an out-of-body

1629
01:05:21,589 --> 01:05:19,680
experience a meditation a psychedelic

1630
01:05:23,510 --> 01:05:21,599
trip whatever i learned on it coming

1631
01:05:25,109 --> 01:05:23,520
back and then just work on it work and

1632
01:05:26,789 --> 01:05:25,119
look at it and why this happened what

1633
01:05:29,349 --> 01:05:26,799
does this mean and then keep getting

1634
01:05:31,990 --> 01:05:29,359
answers back you know and then

1635
01:05:33,510 --> 01:05:32,000
kind of kind of in a way um kind of in a

1636
01:05:35,589 --> 01:05:33,520
way in a really healthy way allowing

1637
01:05:37,589 --> 01:05:35,599
yourself to go crazy because you know

1638
01:05:39,910 --> 01:05:37,599
because in a funny way you know like

1639
01:05:41,829 --> 01:05:39,920
that saying goes if you truly want uh

1640
01:05:43,029 --> 01:05:41,839
what's to say he said um

1641
01:05:44,549 --> 01:05:43,039
um

1642
01:05:46,390 --> 01:05:44,559
uh i talked like something along the

1643
01:05:49,670 --> 01:05:46,400
lines like i talked to myself because i

1644
01:05:50,789 --> 01:05:49,680
want an expert opinion you know and um

1645
01:05:52,309 --> 01:05:50,799
and so

1646
01:05:54,470 --> 01:05:52,319
that that's

1647
01:05:56,549 --> 01:05:54,480
that's this has so much truth to that

1648
01:05:59,589 --> 01:05:56,559
because you're you're starting out with

1649
01:06:01,589 --> 01:05:59,599
the most simple concept which is why

1650
01:06:03,190 --> 01:06:01,599
so whatever whatever you might have

1651
01:06:05,670 --> 01:06:03,200
whatever issues whatever you know

1652
01:06:07,670 --> 01:06:05,680
difficulties you have it the first step

1653
01:06:10,069 --> 01:06:07,680
in really looking at every belief system

1654
01:06:12,789 --> 01:06:10,079
you have is just why

1655
01:06:15,990 --> 01:06:12,799
you know well because of this why why

1656
01:06:17,829 --> 01:06:16,000
why and and sooner or later that now you

1657
01:06:20,789 --> 01:06:17,839
know gives you enough

1658
01:06:21,670 --> 01:06:20,799
understanding you know uh to then that

1659
01:06:24,309 --> 01:06:21,680
why

1660
01:06:26,870 --> 01:06:24,319
change it into another process whatever

1661
01:06:29,510 --> 01:06:26,880
that process may be for you you know and

1662
01:06:30,870 --> 01:06:29,520
so you know again it all of the stuff

1663
01:06:33,190 --> 01:06:30,880
like i was mentioning with the

1664
01:06:35,589 --> 01:06:33,200
metaphysical experiment that i was

1665
01:06:38,230 --> 01:06:35,599
suggesting for people to do you know and

1666
01:06:40,230 --> 01:06:38,240
i hope they do and call in next week but

1667
01:06:42,549 --> 01:06:40,240
you know it always requires work it

1668
01:06:45,270 --> 01:06:42,559
never you know takes you out of the the

1669
01:06:46,470 --> 01:06:45,280
equation because you are the driving

1670
01:06:48,309 --> 01:06:46,480
force behind

1671
01:06:50,630 --> 01:06:48,319
you know all your

1672
01:06:52,789 --> 01:06:50,640
sorrows happiness luck and everything in

1673
01:06:56,870 --> 01:06:52,799
your life you know if if you weren't

1674
01:06:59,510 --> 01:06:57,990
basically meaning if you weren't

1675
01:07:01,029 --> 01:06:59,520
creating it for yourself in first place

1676
01:07:02,549 --> 01:07:01,039
you wouldn't be experiencing you'd be

1677
01:07:05,190 --> 01:07:02,559
having a totally different experience

1678
01:07:07,589 --> 01:07:05,200
and believe me there's

1679
01:07:10,390 --> 01:07:07,599
spiritual form and in general it's like

1680
01:07:12,150 --> 01:07:10,400
it's really weird you know it's it's

1681
01:07:14,870 --> 01:07:12,160
it's just something that i don't know i

1682
01:07:17,270 --> 01:07:14,880
guess once eventually all of us move on

1683
01:07:19,270 --> 01:07:17,280
and have lived out the life

1684
01:07:21,670 --> 01:07:19,280
you know on this planet and are old and

1685
01:07:24,549 --> 01:07:21,680
eventually pass on you know i think well

1686
01:07:25,589 --> 01:07:24,559
we'll get more of a bigger picture but

1687
01:07:33,430 --> 01:07:25,599
you know

1688
01:07:35,589 --> 01:07:33,440
it just the physical world is

1689
01:07:37,190 --> 01:07:35,599
it's not letting you off the hook you're

1690
01:07:39,270 --> 01:07:37,200
here and you're here for a reason and

1691
01:07:40,390 --> 01:07:39,280
it's up to you to figure out what it is

1692
01:07:42,230 --> 01:07:40,400
you know you can spend an entire

1693
01:07:43,990 --> 01:07:42,240
lifetime searching it or you might find

1694
01:07:45,990 --> 01:07:44,000
it tomorrow you know but it's the

1695
01:07:48,630 --> 01:07:46,000
process of never giving up to always

1696
01:07:50,390 --> 01:07:48,640
moving forward always looking that

1697
01:07:52,230 --> 01:07:50,400
will build that experience will build

1698
01:07:54,230 --> 01:07:52,240
your path you know and make everything

1699
01:07:56,390 --> 01:07:54,240
else clearer you know at the end of the

1700
01:07:57,910 --> 01:07:56,400
day because even you know i noticed that

1701
01:07:59,829 --> 01:07:57,920
um

1702
01:08:00,870 --> 01:07:59,839
when i had my near-death experience it

1703
01:08:05,990 --> 01:08:00,880
was

1704
01:08:09,270 --> 01:08:06,000
even if your entire life you've been in

1705
01:08:12,870 --> 01:08:09,280
this difficult challenging life and it's

1706
01:08:13,670 --> 01:08:12,880
been just absolutely you know dreadful

1707
01:08:16,390 --> 01:08:13,680
and

1708
01:08:19,590 --> 01:08:16,400
literally two breaths

1709
01:08:21,749 --> 01:08:19,600
breaths before your death on one breath

1710
01:08:23,590 --> 01:08:21,759
you come to a new understanding a new

1711
01:08:25,910 --> 01:08:23,600
realization and the second breath you

1712
01:08:27,590 --> 01:08:25,920
take out and you pass away the life

1713
01:08:29,349 --> 01:08:27,600
would have been worth it

1714
01:08:30,709 --> 01:08:29,359
you know because

1715
01:08:32,870 --> 01:08:30,719
you know

1716
01:08:35,829 --> 01:08:32,880
because it's on the other side time

1717
01:08:38,789 --> 01:08:35,839
doesn't exist the sorrow doesn't exist

1718
01:08:41,910 --> 01:08:38,799
this this hardship doesn't exist

1719
01:08:44,470 --> 01:08:41,920
you know and it's it's such a love and

1720
01:08:46,550 --> 01:08:44,480
it's such a love that like that um i

1721
01:08:48,789 --> 01:08:46,560
often when i when i've given talks i

1722
01:08:51,749 --> 01:08:48,799
often described it it is so powerful so

1723
01:08:54,309 --> 01:08:51,759
overwhelming that i could literally live

1724
01:08:56,630 --> 01:08:54,319
a thousand lifetimes as a slave in the

1725
01:08:58,470 --> 01:08:56,640
most horrible conditions and i would be

1726
01:09:00,229 --> 01:08:58,480
okay with that knowing to the kind of

1727
01:09:02,550 --> 01:09:00,239
love that i'll be eventually coming back

1728
01:09:04,870 --> 01:09:02,560
to that that whatever experience i will

1729
01:09:07,189 --> 01:09:04,880
have there the love is way more

1730
01:09:08,950 --> 01:09:07,199
overwhelming that any of the horrible

1731
01:09:11,110 --> 01:09:08,960
experiences that i will have and go

1732
01:09:12,630 --> 01:09:11,120
through

1733
01:09:15,189 --> 01:09:12,640
so anyway let me just hit the nail right

1734
01:09:18,470 --> 01:09:15,199
on the head again i'll go ahead

1735
01:09:19,349 --> 01:09:18,480
no i was just looking at mr um

1736
01:09:20,709 --> 01:09:19,359
carol

1737
01:09:22,550 --> 01:09:20,719
i don't know if you heard me the first

1738
01:09:23,990 --> 01:09:22,560
time but i just want to repeat it again

1739
01:09:25,669 --> 01:09:24,000
because maybe he might be messing around

1740
01:09:28,550 --> 01:09:25,679
with the settings because you're saying

1741
01:09:30,709 --> 01:09:28,560
on in the chat that he's working on

1742
01:09:32,070 --> 01:09:30,719
his telegram so i don't know if he just

1743
01:09:35,269 --> 01:09:32,080
wanted to listen

1744
01:09:37,189 --> 01:09:35,279
um if and but if he did want to talk i

1745
01:09:38,870 --> 01:09:37,199
just want to remind him please make sure

1746
01:09:40,630 --> 01:09:38,880
to tap that little person that raised

1747
01:09:42,789 --> 01:09:40,640
his hand so i know you want to talk to

1748
01:09:45,590 --> 01:09:42,799
me and then you'll be in my cue

1749
01:09:46,870 --> 01:09:45,600
okay i'm sorry nathan go ahead

1750
01:09:48,789 --> 01:09:46,880
well now i was just saying like i mean

1751
01:09:50,229 --> 01:09:48,799
that's it right there like so

1752
01:09:52,789 --> 01:09:50,239
as we're all i mean because there's

1753
01:09:55,430 --> 01:09:52,799
these are just such uncertain times so

1754
01:09:57,189 --> 01:09:55,440
i think i think all these these

1755
01:09:58,550 --> 01:09:57,199
these principles of how to live a good

1756
01:10:00,550 --> 01:09:58,560
life for all the more important right

1757
01:10:02,630 --> 01:10:00,560
now like move forward confidently in the

1758
01:10:05,189 --> 01:10:02,640
direction of your dreams you know like

1759
01:10:07,030 --> 01:10:05,199
and and just and you have that energy of

1760
01:10:08,950 --> 01:10:07,040
positivity and like you said direct your

1761
01:10:10,390 --> 01:10:08,960
energy in in the right way the way

1762
01:10:12,229 --> 01:10:10,400
towards people towards activities

1763
01:10:14,149 --> 01:10:12,239
towards energy things that we want to

1764
01:10:16,229 --> 01:10:14,159
see in this new world

1765
01:10:19,030 --> 01:10:16,239
so well you know a lot of times you know

1766
01:10:20,950 --> 01:10:19,040
we're such a tribal group that many of

1767
01:10:23,270 --> 01:10:20,960
us we always want um

1768
01:10:24,709 --> 01:10:23,280
we want the entire team behind us right

1769
01:10:26,229 --> 01:10:24,719
if you believe something you want to be

1770
01:10:27,910 --> 01:10:26,239
able to turn to a group it says ain't

1771
01:10:29,510 --> 01:10:27,920
that right you know don't you agree with

1772
01:10:31,030 --> 01:10:29,520
what i'm saying and they'll be like yeah

1773
01:10:33,110 --> 01:10:31,040
and then you feel better about yourself

1774
01:10:36,070 --> 01:10:33,120
because you said something they agreed

1775
01:10:38,709 --> 01:10:36,080
oh i must be right you know and so a lot

1776
01:10:40,790 --> 01:10:38,719
of us kind of have grown up like that

1777
01:10:43,030 --> 01:10:40,800
through peer pressure as kids and and

1778
01:10:44,870 --> 01:10:43,040
moving forward it kind of sticks with us

1779
01:10:46,870 --> 01:10:44,880
and we don't realize that that's not

1780
01:10:48,709 --> 01:10:46,880
exactly the best way to judge about what

1781
01:10:51,750 --> 01:10:48,719
you want and what you don't want you

1782
01:10:54,709 --> 01:10:51,760
know it it really takes this rare moment

1783
01:10:57,189 --> 01:10:54,719
for for you just kind of not cut off

1784
01:11:00,070 --> 01:10:57,199
entirely from your life but just cut all

1785
01:11:02,550 --> 01:11:00,080
that um you know that this do those

1786
01:11:04,229 --> 01:11:02,560
distraction on the outside just cut them

1787
01:11:05,830 --> 01:11:04,239
off and just go within you know it's

1788
01:11:07,669 --> 01:11:05,840
like do i really

1789
01:11:09,669 --> 01:11:07,679
feel this way do i really want that you

1790
01:11:10,830 --> 01:11:09,679
know and so that's you know it's almost

1791
01:11:16,070 --> 01:11:10,840
like

1792
01:11:18,310 --> 01:11:16,080
born with a challenge because we're very

1793
01:11:21,350 --> 01:11:18,320
social creatures so we are dramatically

1794
01:11:23,350 --> 01:11:21,360
assumed that whatever our siblings our

1795
01:11:24,149 --> 01:11:23,360
people that are within our

1796
01:11:27,030 --> 01:11:24,159
um

1797
01:11:28,790 --> 01:11:27,040
i guess with our immediate group that

1798
01:11:31,590 --> 01:11:28,800
whatever they think if they agree with

1799
01:11:33,669 --> 01:11:31,600
us that's a good barometer to measure

1800
01:11:35,270 --> 01:11:33,679
you know our success you know that's why

1801
01:11:38,630 --> 01:11:35,280
a lot of times you know we always look

1802
01:11:40,870 --> 01:11:38,640
at success of what let's say

1803
01:11:43,590 --> 01:11:40,880
college right there was a personal

1804
01:11:45,590 --> 01:11:43,600
of mine you know i was a personal um uh

1805
01:11:47,030 --> 01:11:45,600
challenge and a realization of mine so

1806
01:11:48,470 --> 01:11:47,040
everyone always keeps talking about

1807
01:11:50,229 --> 01:11:48,480
college and and they're like you have to

1808
01:11:51,910 --> 01:11:50,239
go to college if you go to college you

1809
01:11:53,669 --> 01:11:51,920
know that's you you know people are

1810
01:11:55,830 --> 01:11:53,679
going to know it you finish college you

1811
01:11:58,390 --> 01:11:55,840
can complete something in four years and

1812
01:12:00,470 --> 01:11:58,400
all that reasoning to go to college and

1813
01:12:02,470 --> 01:12:00,480
uh and i'm not trying to talk anyone out

1814
01:12:03,910 --> 01:12:02,480
that out of you know wanting to go to

1815
01:12:05,110 --> 01:12:03,920
college but just in my own personal

1816
01:12:07,669 --> 01:12:05,120
experience

1817
01:12:09,830 --> 01:12:07,679
i went to college paid all this money to

1818
01:12:12,149 --> 01:12:09,840
basically graduate with a degree in

1819
01:12:13,750 --> 01:12:12,159
computer science and have a

1820
01:12:17,669 --> 01:12:13,760
certificate in web development and a

1821
01:12:19,990 --> 01:12:17,679
minor in german and so um so the i got

1822
01:12:22,070 --> 01:12:20,000
the certificate and i'm just like i paid

1823
01:12:24,950 --> 01:12:22,080
all this money for this piece of paper

1824
01:12:25,669 --> 01:12:24,960
and right because i graduated in 06

1825
01:12:31,669 --> 01:12:25,679
and

1826
01:12:34,630 --> 01:12:31,679
what was interesting is that before 08

1827
01:12:37,110 --> 01:12:34,640
everything was about you know where did

1828
01:12:39,510 --> 01:12:37,120
you go to school how educated how well

1829
01:12:41,189 --> 01:12:39,520
educated are you and then of course then

1830
01:12:43,030 --> 01:12:41,199
whatever experience you could tag onto

1831
01:12:44,149 --> 01:12:43,040
that that's really good chance to get a

1832
01:12:45,990 --> 01:12:44,159
great job

1833
01:12:47,510 --> 01:12:46,000
after o8

1834
01:12:49,030 --> 01:12:47,520
there were so many people that were

1835
01:12:50,870 --> 01:12:49,040
cutting corners

1836
01:12:53,030 --> 01:12:50,880
that it almost didn't matter whether you

1837
01:12:54,310 --> 01:12:53,040
had a degree or not if you were simply

1838
01:12:56,229 --> 01:12:54,320
just you know

1839
01:12:58,470 --> 01:12:56,239
some random guy that had the skill to do

1840
01:13:00,870 --> 01:12:58,480
the job you could work at these largest

1841
01:13:02,630 --> 01:13:00,880
companies you know either maintaining

1842
01:13:04,630 --> 01:13:02,640
their service or designing the website

1843
01:13:06,870 --> 01:13:04,640
or programming or whatever and so it

1844
01:13:09,510 --> 01:13:06,880
really blew away that whole concept of

1845
01:13:11,270 --> 01:13:09,520
college because you know now it didn't

1846
01:13:13,350 --> 01:13:11,280
matter who did what if you could do the

1847
01:13:15,669 --> 01:13:13,360
job there were so many corners being cut

1848
01:13:18,550 --> 01:13:15,679
and i saw that personally in my my in my

1849
01:13:20,390 --> 01:13:18,560
life because san luis is not exactly a

1850
01:13:22,070 --> 01:13:20,400
small town and so

1851
01:13:23,270 --> 01:13:22,080
um it was

1852
01:13:25,590 --> 01:13:23,280
you know because they have like i think

1853
01:13:27,990 --> 01:13:25,600
what two two million people like the

1854
01:13:30,149 --> 01:13:28,000
actual excuse me uh san luis

1855
01:13:35,189 --> 01:13:30,159
city and county i kind of consider that

1856
01:13:40,310 --> 01:13:37,830
2.8 okay okay 2.8 then well anyway but

1857
01:13:42,070 --> 01:13:40,320
that's a lot of people and so now it was

1858
01:13:44,149 --> 01:13:42,080
whoever could do the job for the

1859
01:13:46,149 --> 01:13:44,159
cheapest amount and so now if you had an

1860
01:13:48,149 --> 01:13:46,159
education that meant they have to pay

1861
01:13:50,630 --> 01:13:48,159
you more and with this uncertainty of

1862
01:13:52,870 --> 01:13:50,640
the crash it's like we need the job done

1863
01:13:55,510 --> 01:13:52,880
but can we pay less you know

1864
01:13:57,510 --> 01:13:55,520
and so it was basically like having to

1865
01:13:59,830 --> 01:13:57,520
cut back on how much you're willing to

1866
01:14:01,910 --> 01:13:59,840
earn it you know if you if you're

1867
01:14:03,590 --> 01:14:01,920
competing for a job and to like okay

1868
01:14:05,350 --> 01:14:03,600
well you can pay me less over the other

1869
01:14:07,430 --> 01:14:05,360
person because at least i'll have a job

1870
01:14:10,550 --> 01:14:07,440
and you know that that would make a

1871
01:14:11,830 --> 01:14:10,560
difference in my life so anyway so

1872
01:14:14,149 --> 01:14:11,840
talking about

1873
01:14:16,550 --> 01:14:14,159
changing a mindset about what college

1874
01:14:19,030 --> 01:14:16,560
meant and not only that i felt kind of

1875
01:14:22,790 --> 01:14:20,709
i felt kind of uh

1876
01:14:25,030 --> 01:14:22,800
not betrayed but let down because

1877
01:14:27,990 --> 01:14:25,040
computers have been my passion since i

1878
01:14:30,390 --> 01:14:28,000
was 14. so i learned about computers

1879
01:14:32,470 --> 01:14:30,400
very early you know it's like just just

1880
01:14:33,990 --> 01:14:32,480
nerding out whatever i could learn just

1881
01:14:36,229 --> 01:14:34,000
looking through settings and figuring

1882
01:14:38,470 --> 01:14:36,239
things out you know and so

1883
01:14:40,870 --> 01:14:38,480
uh before i got to you know before i got

1884
01:14:42,550 --> 01:14:40,880
to college i already pretty much knew 80

1885
01:14:44,709 --> 01:14:42,560
percent maybe

1886
01:14:47,430 --> 01:14:44,719
even 90 percent of all that i needed to

1887
01:14:48,790 --> 01:14:47,440
know so like things were a lot easier

1888
01:14:51,030 --> 01:14:48,800
you know it's like okay we're doing

1889
01:14:54,390 --> 01:14:51,040
database great there you go i made a

1890
01:14:56,149 --> 01:14:54,400
database set up sql whatever you know

1891
01:14:57,990 --> 01:14:56,159
whatever they like design a website like

1892
01:14:59,990 --> 01:14:58,000
okay already been designing websites for

1893
01:15:01,990 --> 01:15:00,000
like you know five years so

1894
01:15:03,590 --> 01:15:02,000
there you go you know it was so easy you

1895
01:15:05,669 --> 01:15:03,600
know and all the processes or whatever

1896
01:15:07,510 --> 01:15:05,679
the programming you know it was kind of

1897
01:15:09,270 --> 01:15:07,520
boring for me but you know i did what i

1898
01:15:10,709 --> 01:15:09,280
just had to do past the classes the

1899
01:15:12,470 --> 01:15:10,719
point was

1900
01:15:14,310 --> 01:15:12,480
there was just a very few things that i

1901
01:15:16,550 --> 01:15:14,320
was really unfamiliar with that i needed

1902
01:15:19,189 --> 01:15:16,560
to to learn but i gave him all this

1903
01:15:20,870 --> 01:15:19,199
money you know all this money that i i

1904
01:15:23,110 --> 01:15:20,880
worked for because i worked while i was

1905
01:15:24,790 --> 01:15:23,120
going to college so got as many grants

1906
01:15:27,189 --> 01:15:24,800
as i could possibly get and the rest of

1907
01:15:29,750 --> 01:15:27,199
their money was either taken as loans or

1908
01:15:32,470 --> 01:15:29,760
already working to start paying it down

1909
01:15:34,470 --> 01:15:32,480
before i graduated and so anyway so

1910
01:15:36,630 --> 01:15:34,480
anyway i got this paper everything was

1911
01:15:39,189 --> 01:15:36,640
great and then i was like

1912
01:15:40,790 --> 01:15:39,199
you know now it's like it all was every

1913
01:15:43,189 --> 01:15:40,800
man for himself whether you have a

1914
01:15:44,470 --> 01:15:43,199
degree or not didn't matter and so i

1915
01:15:46,310 --> 01:15:44,480
don't know if things are the same

1916
01:15:48,950 --> 01:15:46,320
because i've been kind of out of that

1917
01:15:51,110 --> 01:15:48,960
that rat race of corporate world and

1918
01:15:53,030 --> 01:15:51,120
hunting for a job for quite a while so i

1919
01:15:55,270 --> 01:15:53,040
don't know if they went back to

1920
01:15:57,270 --> 01:15:55,280
looking at colleges and prestige and all

1921
01:15:58,709 --> 01:15:57,280
of that but

1922
01:16:00,709 --> 01:15:58,719
once they once they kind of dropped

1923
01:16:02,229 --> 01:16:00,719
their standards it was like oh we can

1924
01:16:06,390 --> 01:16:02,239
still get everything we need to get done

1925
01:16:06,400 --> 01:16:12,390
um

1926
01:16:12,400 --> 01:16:15,830
let's see here

1927
01:16:20,470 --> 01:16:17,750
sorry nathan i was just looking i don't

1928
01:16:22,310 --> 01:16:20,480
know if you also looking online i'm just

1929
01:16:25,830 --> 01:16:22,320
reading some of the comments but uh was

1930
01:16:29,350 --> 01:16:27,030
um

1931
01:16:31,110 --> 01:16:29,360
no i think that that about covers it

1932
01:16:32,310 --> 01:16:31,120
right like

1933
01:16:33,669 --> 01:16:32,320
things are getting kind of scary right

1934
01:16:35,270 --> 01:16:33,679
now but they really don't have to be you

1935
01:16:37,110 --> 01:16:35,280
know because uh

1936
01:16:39,590 --> 01:16:37,120
uh

1937
01:16:41,030 --> 01:16:39,600
i actually i started reading and doing a

1938
01:16:42,550 --> 01:16:41,040
course in miracles which has been very

1939
01:16:43,510 --> 01:16:42,560
helpful for me

1940
01:16:45,669 --> 01:16:43,520
i don't know i mean that's a very

1941
01:16:47,189 --> 01:16:45,679
popular piece of literature that's been

1942
01:16:49,830 --> 01:16:47,199
around forever supposedly it's something

1943
01:16:52,229 --> 01:16:49,840
that was it was like a channeled entity

1944
01:16:53,350 --> 01:16:52,239
and the entity is jesus so kind of cool

1945
01:16:55,750 --> 01:16:53,360
right

1946
01:16:57,110 --> 01:16:55,760
uh but that and that if we're to go by

1947
01:16:58,310 --> 01:16:57,120
that the

1948
01:16:59,990 --> 01:16:58,320
you know

1949
01:17:01,350 --> 01:17:00,000
this is all just an illusion anyway so

1950
01:17:02,870 --> 01:17:01,360
there's really no reason to be afraid

1951
01:17:04,390 --> 01:17:02,880
you're just you're hanging out with god

1952
01:17:06,229 --> 01:17:04,400
you decide to take a nap and dream up

1953
01:17:08,229 --> 01:17:06,239
this world and uh

1954
01:17:10,070 --> 01:17:08,239
and uh really nothing ever really

1955
01:17:11,350 --> 01:17:10,080
happened that's wrong or bad or anything

1956
01:17:12,550 --> 01:17:11,360
you just and he's just waiting for you

1957
01:17:13,669 --> 01:17:12,560
to wake up

1958
01:17:16,149 --> 01:17:13,679
so

1959
01:17:18,550 --> 01:17:16,159
well yeah but like yeah we're here we're

1960
01:17:20,229 --> 01:17:18,560
here we have this uh uh obviously we're

1961
01:17:22,070 --> 01:17:20,239
still here we haven't like we haven't

1962
01:17:23,750 --> 01:17:22,080
like zapped out of here or being been

1963
01:17:25,270 --> 01:17:23,760
beamed up anywhere so that means we

1964
01:17:26,709 --> 01:17:25,280
still have some lessons to learn as a

1965
01:17:29,830 --> 01:17:26,719
human body so

1966
01:17:31,910 --> 01:17:29,840
uh and i i i kind of you know just just

1967
01:17:33,750 --> 01:17:31,920
being like a kind of a sci-fi buff i

1968
01:17:35,110 --> 01:17:33,760
wanna i wanna see where this goes you

1969
01:17:37,350 --> 01:17:35,120
know see what see we're like i wanna see

1970
01:17:38,790 --> 01:17:37,360
this new world i wanna you know

1971
01:17:40,229 --> 01:17:38,800
see where this uh

1972
01:17:41,910 --> 01:17:40,239
cause because if it really is just all

1973
01:17:44,550 --> 01:17:41,920
done already then well then we don't get

1974
01:17:45,990 --> 01:17:44,560
to finish the story at least let's let's

1975
01:17:47,750 --> 01:17:46,000
evolve and see what this next world this

1976
01:17:49,189 --> 01:17:47,760
next earth looks like and probably

1977
01:17:50,790 --> 01:17:49,199
pretty cool

1978
01:17:52,790 --> 01:17:50,800
and excuse me if it's the

1979
01:17:54,390 --> 01:17:52,800
people like you and me and

1980
01:17:55,590 --> 01:17:54,400
all your listeners and everybody like

1981
01:17:58,149 --> 01:17:55,600
that if it's full of those type of

1982
01:17:59,830 --> 01:17:58,159
people hell yeah i wanna i wanna i wanna

1983
01:18:02,070 --> 01:17:59,840
go there i wanna

1984
01:18:04,229 --> 01:18:02,080
that'll be fun right well you know

1985
01:18:06,149 --> 01:18:04,239
honestly um

1986
01:18:08,229 --> 01:18:06,159
you know after a while

1987
01:18:10,550 --> 01:18:08,239
so for example like um

1988
01:18:12,470 --> 01:18:10,560
you you won't believe this but my wife

1989
01:18:14,390 --> 01:18:12,480
and i maybe

1990
01:18:15,950 --> 01:18:14,400
and the whole time we've been together

1991
01:18:17,669 --> 01:18:15,960
since uh

1992
01:18:20,470 --> 01:18:17,679
2015

1993
01:18:25,030 --> 01:18:20,480
we might have maybe

1994
01:18:28,390 --> 01:18:25,040
five paragraphs

1995
01:18:31,030 --> 01:18:28,400
of actual like spiritual things

1996
01:18:32,870 --> 01:18:31,040
and that's it because it's so weird like

1997
01:18:34,630 --> 01:18:32,880
when you both are on the same

1998
01:18:35,990 --> 01:18:34,640
understanding about certain things in

1999
01:18:39,030 --> 01:18:36,000
life

2000
01:18:41,189 --> 01:18:39,040
you don't ever bring things up you don't

2001
01:18:43,669 --> 01:18:41,199
ever you know really in in this like let

2002
01:18:45,430 --> 01:18:43,679
me explain to your concept we just live

2003
01:18:47,830 --> 01:18:45,440
the way we want to live in and moving

2004
01:18:50,310 --> 01:18:47,840
forward the way we we we want to move

2005
01:18:51,910 --> 01:18:50,320
forward without constantly telling each

2006
01:18:53,669 --> 01:18:51,920
other reminding each other it's like

2007
01:18:55,430 --> 01:18:53,679
well now you remember you attracted this

2008
01:18:57,990 --> 01:18:55,440
now you know in all of this it just

2009
01:18:59,510 --> 01:18:58,000
simply doesn't come up what we often

2010
01:19:01,590 --> 01:18:59,520
discuss is about you know different

2011
01:19:04,070 --> 01:19:01,600
recipes and food and you know all the

2012
01:19:07,430 --> 01:19:04,080
stuff or you know if we um

2013
01:19:10,229 --> 01:19:07,440
we like to sometimes quite often um uh

2014
01:19:13,430 --> 01:19:10,239
watch gordon gordon ramsay you know and

2015
01:19:15,270 --> 01:19:13,440
uh uh she actually kind of turned me on

2016
01:19:17,430 --> 01:19:15,280
to it because i always never i never

2017
01:19:19,189 --> 01:19:17,440
really all i've ever seen like just just

2018
01:19:21,189 --> 01:19:19,199
in short like why in the world is the

2019
01:19:23,590 --> 01:19:21,199
guy screaming cussing all the time now

2020
01:19:25,189 --> 01:19:23,600
i'm no angel like cussing is like my

2021
01:19:27,510 --> 01:19:25,199
second language as you know nathan but

2022
01:19:29,510 --> 01:19:27,520
i'm trying real hard not to be like that

2023
01:19:32,630 --> 01:19:29,520
on the show but um

2024
01:19:34,229 --> 01:19:32,640
uh you know but again for a show i was

2025
01:19:36,229 --> 01:19:34,239
one i was really confused why they would

2026
01:19:39,030 --> 01:19:36,239
have that you know but anyway so i never

2027
01:19:40,630 --> 01:19:39,040
really got to look into it and so i was

2028
01:19:42,390 --> 01:19:40,640
she was watching it was like okay i want

2029
01:19:44,149 --> 01:19:42,400
to watch it with you and it really got

2030
01:19:45,910 --> 01:19:44,159
me drawn into it and she just told me

2031
01:19:47,590 --> 01:19:45,920
she's like you know i don't know maybe i

2032
01:19:49,910 --> 01:19:47,600
love watching it because he's very much

2033
01:19:51,910 --> 01:19:49,920
like you you know because it's like you

2034
01:19:53,830 --> 01:19:51,920
know i i just cut through the

2035
01:19:55,990 --> 01:19:53,840
you know it's just like stop with the

2036
01:19:57,669 --> 01:19:56,000
whole story you got going on you just

2037
01:20:00,709 --> 01:19:57,679
you know trying to

2038
01:20:02,870 --> 01:20:00,719
make you make yourself masquerading your

2039
01:20:04,550 --> 01:20:02,880
your true intent but with something else

2040
01:20:07,430 --> 01:20:04,560
let's just cut through the to the chase

2041
01:20:09,910 --> 01:20:07,440
and you know get on with it and so

2042
01:20:10,709 --> 01:20:09,920
um it's often uh you know just kind of

2043
01:20:11,910 --> 01:20:10,719
like

2044
01:20:14,390 --> 01:20:11,920
reminded

2045
01:20:16,390 --> 01:20:14,400
that of of you know what he's done

2046
01:20:18,390 --> 01:20:16,400
reminding her reminded her of me you

2047
01:20:19,910 --> 01:20:18,400
know and i was you know just jokingly

2048
01:20:21,910 --> 01:20:19,920
saying i was like you you're not you're

2049
01:20:24,629 --> 01:20:21,920
not uh hitting on going ramsay here oh

2050
01:20:27,990 --> 01:20:24,639
yeah you know and so anyway so

2051
01:20:30,149 --> 01:20:28,000
the the whole point is that um

2052
01:20:33,510 --> 01:20:30,159
um you know we don't ever discuss it we

2053
01:20:36,229 --> 01:20:33,520
don't ever we just talk about this you

2054
01:20:38,149 --> 01:20:36,239
know whatever is normal day every day so

2055
01:20:40,229 --> 01:20:38,159
i think it would be very

2056
01:20:42,470 --> 01:20:40,239
very uh um

2057
01:20:45,189 --> 01:20:42,480
very back to normal how we used to

2058
01:20:46,709 --> 01:20:45,199
remember it when we when you when you

2059
01:20:48,870 --> 01:20:46,719
sort of always are preaching to the

2060
01:20:50,310 --> 01:20:48,880
choir you don't have to talk to the

2061
01:20:52,149 --> 01:20:50,320
other person and tell them about

2062
01:20:53,669 --> 01:20:52,159
anything because they're already there

2063
01:20:55,750 --> 01:20:53,679
that's why they're around you they

2064
01:20:57,990 --> 01:20:55,760
already think like you think most of the

2065
01:20:59,350 --> 01:20:58,000
time so you don't have to

2066
01:21:01,350 --> 01:20:59,360
you know try to convey because you

2067
01:21:03,350 --> 01:21:01,360
remember like what was that

2068
01:21:06,310 --> 01:21:03,360
15 years ago maybe

2069
01:21:09,510 --> 01:21:06,320
would you say now you know um when when

2070
01:21:11,350 --> 01:21:09,520
um it was like you me and nate and rick

2071
01:21:13,350 --> 01:21:11,360
and we were all just like you know like

2072
01:21:15,750 --> 01:21:13,360
oh wow did you learn about you know this

2073
01:21:18,390 --> 01:21:15,760
concept and you know when we're having

2074
01:21:19,990 --> 01:21:18,400
our um different psychedelic experiences

2075
01:21:22,310 --> 01:21:20,000
oh that also reminds me for those

2076
01:21:23,350 --> 01:21:22,320
watching so nathan myself and rick we

2077
01:21:25,189 --> 01:21:23,360
had a

2078
01:21:27,189 --> 01:21:25,199
we tried a live show didn't work out but

2079
01:21:30,229 --> 01:21:27,199
i had recorded it it's edited and it's

2080
01:21:33,350 --> 01:21:30,239
online now it's it's called um under the

2081
01:21:35,189 --> 01:21:33,360
youtube channel you can find it um

2082
01:21:37,189 --> 01:21:35,199
under psychedelic experiences and it's

2083
01:21:39,270 --> 01:21:37,199
basically just us three talking and

2084
01:21:41,030 --> 01:21:39,280
sharing about all the psychedelic

2085
01:21:42,550 --> 01:21:41,040
experiences we've had and it's i don't

2086
01:21:44,310 --> 01:21:42,560
know how long the show goes but for

2087
01:21:48,550 --> 01:21:44,320
those that are interested check out the

2088
01:21:51,669 --> 01:21:49,830
um

2089
01:21:54,830 --> 01:21:51,679
which reminds me i meant to ask you

2090
01:21:56,870 --> 01:21:54,840
earlier nathan do you want to

2091
01:21:58,870 --> 01:21:56,880
um i don't know if you would be

2092
01:22:01,350 --> 01:21:58,880
interested in but now since you and and

2093
01:22:03,830 --> 01:22:01,360
rick will be will be visiting me soon do

2094
01:22:05,750 --> 01:22:03,840
you do you want to not necessarily do a

2095
01:22:07,669 --> 01:22:05,760
live show but get together and do

2096
01:22:10,229 --> 01:22:07,679
another recording and continue the

2097
01:22:12,629 --> 01:22:10,239
conversation

2098
01:22:13,750 --> 01:22:12,639
sure yeah sounds great yeah there's

2099
01:22:14,709 --> 01:22:13,760
several things

2100
01:22:16,390 --> 01:22:14,719
that we

2101
01:22:18,310 --> 01:22:16,400
that i i really thought we should have

2102
01:22:20,310 --> 01:22:18,320
touched on or talked about but we we

2103
01:22:22,629 --> 01:22:20,320
just didn't get to so yeah

2104
01:22:24,229 --> 01:22:22,639
well let's let's do that let's do that

2105
01:22:26,229 --> 01:22:24,239
we'll just record it we don't have to

2106
01:22:28,070 --> 01:22:26,239
mess around with it going live because

2107
01:22:29,030 --> 01:22:28,080
in order for me to do that live i have

2108
01:22:33,990 --> 01:22:29,040
to

2109
01:22:35,510 --> 01:22:34,000
everything's running while i'm also

2110
01:22:37,910 --> 01:22:35,520
shifting between the two different

2111
01:22:39,910 --> 01:22:37,920
camera angles mine and the opposite and

2112
01:22:42,310 --> 01:22:39,920
so it just is extra work for me and it

2113
01:22:45,030 --> 01:22:42,320
doesn't doesn't allow for much fun but

2114
01:22:47,270 --> 01:22:45,040
if y'all here i can just hit record

2115
01:22:51,110 --> 01:22:47,280
just sit down and pay attention and

2116
01:22:55,510 --> 01:22:53,430
sounds like a plan okay we'll do it yeah

2117
01:22:57,669 --> 01:22:55,520
just remind rick of that

2118
01:22:59,590 --> 01:22:57,679
before you see him so that he's not

2119
01:23:03,270 --> 01:22:59,600
blindsided by it he's like i just

2120
01:23:06,790 --> 01:23:04,950
no we'll do i'm sure he'll i'm sure

2121
01:23:09,510 --> 01:23:06,800
he'll be really excited about it too

2122
01:23:10,950 --> 01:23:09,520
yeah so that's the weekend of the fourth

2123
01:23:11,830 --> 01:23:10,960
right right

2124
01:23:13,270 --> 01:23:11,840
okay

2125
01:23:16,390 --> 01:23:13,280
let me let me just look through some

2126
01:23:19,030 --> 01:23:16,400
some of the chats here so

2127
01:23:22,070 --> 01:23:19,040
uh glow up said do do you think the new

2128
01:23:24,629 --> 01:23:22,080
earth has to do with earth earth beings

2129
01:23:27,350 --> 01:23:24,639
realizing the divine plan aka the

2130
01:23:29,750 --> 01:23:27,360
synchronicities you mentioned before

2131
01:23:32,070 --> 01:23:29,760
well it's definitely placed into place

2132
01:23:33,430 --> 01:23:32,080
into that it's um

2133
01:23:42,629 --> 01:23:33,440
the

2134
01:23:45,189 --> 01:23:42,639
into um

2135
01:23:46,229 --> 01:23:45,199
what was what was interesting is that

2136
01:23:52,229 --> 01:23:46,239
your

2137
01:23:54,629 --> 01:23:52,239
um not in a cold way but in a in a very

2138
01:23:58,149 --> 01:23:54,639
uh experiment not experimental

2139
01:24:00,390 --> 01:23:58,159
experiential way um it just stays as

2140
01:24:02,790 --> 01:24:00,400
you know just simply neutral and it's

2141
01:24:05,189 --> 01:24:02,800
like it uh wants to simply just have

2142
01:24:07,830 --> 01:24:05,199
this experience whatever this particular

2143
01:24:10,390 --> 01:24:07,840
dimension has to offer so

2144
01:24:13,030 --> 01:24:10,400
it doesn't care if it if it has an

2145
01:24:15,430 --> 01:24:13,040
experience of uh being someone that gets

2146
01:24:18,149 --> 01:24:15,440
murdered in a very gruesome way and then

2147
01:24:19,590 --> 01:24:18,159
passes on you know

2148
01:24:20,950 --> 01:24:19,600
you know the experience is the

2149
01:24:23,350 --> 01:24:20,960
experience because it's kind of no

2150
01:24:25,669 --> 01:24:23,360
different than we when we play games

2151
01:24:27,590 --> 01:24:25,679
in that game we we want to achieve it

2152
01:24:30,390 --> 01:24:27,600
it's about the fun about the experience

2153
01:24:33,030 --> 01:24:30,400
but if we die we just go ah and then we

2154
01:24:35,189 --> 01:24:33,040
try again now since we're very physical

2155
01:24:37,189 --> 01:24:35,199
beings you know it's very difficult for

2156
01:24:38,870 --> 01:24:37,199
us to go that's okay i'll just die it's

2157
01:24:40,629 --> 01:24:38,880
a very scary

2158
01:24:43,189 --> 01:24:40,639
experience very

2159
01:24:45,189 --> 01:24:43,199
um you know something that we don't do

2160
01:24:47,110 --> 01:24:45,199
otherwise you know we all be appearing

2161
01:24:50,870 --> 01:24:47,120
and disappearing often on this planet

2162
01:24:54,070 --> 01:24:50,880
all over the place all the time um but

2163
01:24:56,709 --> 01:24:54,080
uh what i was gonna say was um

2164
01:24:59,350 --> 01:24:56,719
from the spiritual side of things it's

2165
01:25:01,990 --> 01:24:59,360
it's uh this is where the the concept of

2166
01:25:04,790 --> 01:25:02,000
karma comes around

2167
01:25:05,750 --> 01:25:04,800
not to where it's something that has to

2168
01:25:07,430 --> 01:25:05,760
be done

2169
01:25:10,830 --> 01:25:07,440
but from the spiritual point of view

2170
01:25:14,070 --> 01:25:10,840
from spirit itself in order to be a

2171
01:25:17,189 --> 01:25:14,080
well-versed experience to really see all

2172
01:25:20,310 --> 01:25:17,199
the sides and aspects to it it it

2173
01:25:23,189 --> 01:25:20,320
chooses to experience let's say you know

2174
01:25:25,750 --> 01:25:23,199
uh being murdered and a murderer

2175
01:25:28,310 --> 01:25:25,760
you know or a

2176
01:25:30,070 --> 01:25:28,320
loving and being loved you know and all

2177
01:25:31,990 --> 01:25:30,080
of those aspects because then you see

2178
01:25:33,830 --> 01:25:32,000
that the fuller bigger picture and

2179
01:25:36,149 --> 01:25:33,840
that's what what really matters to the

2180
01:25:38,790 --> 01:25:36,159
soul how we go about that process it's

2181
01:25:40,629 --> 01:25:38,800
really just up to the character that we

2182
01:25:42,629 --> 01:25:40,639
all are you know so in my case it's

2183
01:25:45,189 --> 01:25:42,639
adnan in your case it'll be whatever

2184
01:25:46,950 --> 01:25:45,199
your actual name is glo glow up with

2185
01:25:48,870 --> 01:25:46,960
gaia um

2186
01:25:50,629 --> 01:25:48,880
you know it's simply

2187
01:25:52,550 --> 01:25:50,639
you know you just kind of

2188
01:25:54,629 --> 01:25:52,560
with this limited understanding with

2189
01:25:56,790 --> 01:25:54,639
this limited way of perception and

2190
01:25:58,629 --> 01:25:56,800
perceiving you're like okay well i'll go

2191
01:26:01,430 --> 01:25:58,639
eat now and i'm going to sleep and i'm

2192
01:26:03,910 --> 01:26:01,440
going to work the next day and you just

2193
01:26:06,790 --> 01:26:03,920
keep experiencing it not realizing you

2194
01:26:08,550 --> 01:26:06,800
really are put in this bigger play hence

2195
01:26:10,790 --> 01:26:08,560
the metaphysical experience i mentioned

2196
01:26:12,229 --> 01:26:10,800
earlier

2197
01:26:14,390 --> 01:26:12,239
so um

2198
01:26:15,910 --> 01:26:14,400
let's see uh claudia says ednan have you

2199
01:26:18,550 --> 01:26:15,920
ever had any

2200
01:26:21,110 --> 01:26:18,560
of the seth books uh by jane roberts

2201
01:26:24,310 --> 01:26:21,120
i've know i know of seth but no i have

2202
01:26:27,830 --> 01:26:24,320
not i don't have any or have i read read

2203
01:26:34,229 --> 01:26:31,830
uh fab 26 22 says any news from

2204
01:26:35,669 --> 01:26:34,239
sherry w so i'm assuming sherry wilde

2205
01:26:37,189 --> 01:26:35,679
she seemed a bit

2206
01:26:38,790 --> 01:26:37,199
off colors

2207
01:26:41,430 --> 01:26:38,800
because virus

2208
01:26:44,390 --> 01:26:41,440
low energy reptilian mentioned

2209
01:26:46,470 --> 01:26:44,400
um yeah actually i talked to her um

2210
01:26:48,229 --> 01:26:46,480
i think

2211
01:26:50,229 --> 01:26:48,239
two days after

2212
01:26:52,310 --> 01:26:50,239
i'm trying to recall and yeah we just

2213
01:26:53,350 --> 01:26:52,320
you know had a conversation about just

2214
01:26:56,470 --> 01:26:53,360
um

2215
01:26:58,390 --> 01:26:56,480
i wish sometimes the conversations that

2216
01:26:59,189 --> 01:26:58,400
i have with a lot of people

2217
01:27:02,470 --> 01:26:59,199
that

2218
01:27:04,390 --> 01:27:02,480
the others can have it in the same sense

2219
01:27:06,310 --> 01:27:04,400
that i'm willing to have it because i

2220
01:27:09,430 --> 01:27:06,320
think all of you would find it a lot

2221
01:27:11,189 --> 01:27:09,440
more interesting to just um really say

2222
01:27:14,470 --> 01:27:11,199
what what you think what's what's on

2223
01:27:18,390 --> 01:27:14,480
your mind because um you know because of

2224
01:27:20,550 --> 01:27:18,400
fear of judgment or of um you know um

2225
01:27:23,110 --> 01:27:20,560
whatever reason or some kind of backlash

2226
01:27:26,070 --> 01:27:23,120
it's the way we usually speak when we're

2227
01:27:27,830 --> 01:27:26,080
off camera off mic is totally different

2228
01:27:29,510 --> 01:27:27,840
than what it is now and i've experienced

2229
01:27:32,790 --> 01:27:29,520
it with everybody you know so i really

2230
01:27:33,910 --> 01:27:32,800
wish that one of these days i could meet

2231
01:27:38,790 --> 01:27:33,920
someone

2232
01:27:40,870 --> 01:27:38,800
i was a well-known person has to say to

2233
01:27:42,790 --> 01:27:40,880
just really let loose but you know i

2234
01:27:47,189 --> 01:27:42,800
guess everyone has their reasons to be

2235
01:27:52,709 --> 01:27:49,750
paul crocker says 40 years ago i was

2236
01:27:58,790 --> 01:27:56,709
levitted roadway over water at a smooth

2237
01:28:00,550 --> 01:27:58,800
120 miles

2238
01:28:03,990 --> 01:28:00,560
hour when this

2239
01:28:06,550 --> 01:28:04,000
strong thought said

2240
01:28:07,750 --> 01:28:06,560
release the accelerator instantly i

2241
01:28:09,510 --> 01:28:07,760
released

2242
01:28:11,910 --> 01:28:09,520
and in five seconds

2243
01:28:13,590 --> 01:28:11,920
re-attire blew yeah

2244
01:28:15,270 --> 01:28:13,600
you get uh

2245
01:28:17,110 --> 01:28:15,280
you get these feelings you know

2246
01:28:18,790 --> 01:28:17,120
sometimes like um

2247
01:28:21,270 --> 01:28:18,800
when i was in san luis and i've told the

2248
01:28:23,510 --> 01:28:21,280
story before i was uh often

2249
01:28:25,430 --> 01:28:23,520
i would really not want to be at the job

2250
01:28:27,669 --> 01:28:25,440
that i'm that i'm at so anytime i go to

2251
01:28:29,750 --> 01:28:27,679
lunch i try to take my time to always

2252
01:28:32,149 --> 01:28:29,760
just kind of be able to be like okay

2253
01:28:33,990 --> 01:28:32,159
well it took a bit longer at lunch than

2254
01:28:36,390 --> 01:28:34,000
i should have or whatever just to use it

2255
01:28:38,390 --> 01:28:36,400
as an excuse well one of these days i've

2256
01:28:39,430 --> 01:28:38,400
really spent quite quite a long time so

2257
01:29:15,270 --> 01:28:39,440
i

2258
01:29:20,629 --> 01:29:15,280
not

2259
01:29:23,750 --> 01:29:20,639
i was just staring at it i'm like it's

2260
01:29:25,590 --> 01:29:23,760
green dumb as go you know and so i

2261
01:29:27,350 --> 01:29:25,600
finally when i just like kind of shook

2262
01:29:29,910 --> 01:29:27,360
myself out of like this ridiculous why

2263
01:29:32,709 --> 01:29:29,920
did i stop i was about to hit the gas

2264
01:29:35,510 --> 01:29:32,719
pedal when a car i want to say at least

2265
01:29:38,870 --> 01:29:35,520
like 70 80 miles per hour just

2266
01:29:41,590 --> 01:29:38,880
drove across so if i left when i thought

2267
01:29:42,870 --> 01:29:41,600
i needed to leave once it turned green i

2268
01:29:45,510 --> 01:29:42,880
would have been exactly at that

2269
01:29:48,390 --> 01:29:45,520
intersection for just full-on you know

2270
01:29:49,990 --> 01:29:48,400
t-bone accident and um

2271
01:29:51,270 --> 01:29:50,000
you know it's one of these things where

2272
01:29:53,669 --> 01:29:51,280
it's just like

2273
01:29:55,590 --> 01:29:53,679
that was really weird and strange it

2274
01:29:56,310 --> 01:29:55,600
kind of gave me chills but you know it

2275
01:29:58,229 --> 01:29:56,320
was

2276
01:29:59,590 --> 01:29:58,239
one of thousands of different

2277
01:30:01,350 --> 01:29:59,600
experiences that i've had throughout my

2278
01:30:03,910 --> 01:30:01,360
life that i just kind of reflect back on

2279
01:30:06,229 --> 01:30:03,920
and just take it and take it in that

2280
01:30:08,950 --> 01:30:06,239
you know it was it was so you know

2281
01:30:10,629 --> 01:30:08,960
something that told me i followed it um

2282
01:30:13,430 --> 01:30:10,639
and oftentimes whenever you have these

2283
01:30:15,350 --> 01:30:13,440
feelings do follow them because

2284
01:30:18,950 --> 01:30:15,360
never have i experienced for it to ever

2285
01:30:29,669 --> 01:30:22,229
okay any more questions

2286
01:30:32,229 --> 01:30:30,790
okay

2287
01:30:34,149 --> 01:30:32,239
so a lot of

2288
01:30:37,910 --> 01:30:34,159
people seem to be just chatting with

2289
01:30:44,070 --> 01:30:41,030
uh okay next question is edward

2290
01:30:46,470 --> 01:30:44,080
and we're so sad uh it's asking

2291
01:30:49,110 --> 01:30:46,480
are aliens demons what is

2292
01:30:52,149 --> 01:30:49,120
a demon we must ask

2293
01:30:54,709 --> 01:30:52,159
we must ask this question

2294
01:30:58,390 --> 01:30:56,310
when it comes to my different

2295
01:31:01,030 --> 01:30:58,400
experiences

2296
01:31:05,590 --> 01:31:01,040
i've always ever experienced everything

2297
01:31:06,550 --> 01:31:05,600
as as this oneness there's no outside

2298
01:31:07,430 --> 01:31:06,560
thing

2299
01:31:10,470 --> 01:31:07,440
that

2300
01:31:12,229 --> 01:31:10,480
is a threat to you an outside to to the

2301
01:31:13,750 --> 01:31:12,239
being that you are there's only one

2302
01:31:16,470 --> 01:31:13,760
energy here

2303
01:31:19,270 --> 01:31:16,480
the only difference is that that energy

2304
01:31:21,270 --> 01:31:19,280
experiences itself in this infinitesimal

2305
01:31:26,390 --> 01:31:21,280
way

2306
01:31:29,430 --> 01:31:26,400
that it can possibly be it is

2307
01:31:30,550 --> 01:31:29,440
and all those moments exist in that one

2308
01:31:34,629 --> 01:31:30,560
single

2309
01:31:36,550 --> 01:31:34,639
frozen frame of the now and so

2310
01:31:39,590 --> 01:31:36,560
all these things that we perceive as

2311
01:31:42,550 --> 01:31:39,600
other people that we perceive as other

2312
01:31:44,629 --> 01:31:42,560
things beings demons angels are

2313
01:31:46,709 --> 01:31:44,639
literally different aspects of that one

2314
01:31:50,149 --> 01:31:46,719
consciousness just simply

2315
01:31:51,350 --> 01:31:50,159
um like interacting with itself

2316
01:31:53,189 --> 01:31:51,360
basically like you're talking to

2317
01:31:55,110 --> 01:31:53,199
yourself and that's the the weirdest

2318
01:31:56,149 --> 01:31:55,120
part that that

2319
01:31:59,030 --> 01:31:56,159
um

2320
01:32:00,870 --> 01:31:59,040
that is hard to concept to to grab that

2321
01:32:02,709 --> 01:32:00,880
concept you know so when you were

2322
01:32:04,550 --> 01:32:02,719
talking about demons and these different

2323
01:32:06,870 --> 01:32:04,560
aliens all you're in essence are doing

2324
01:32:09,270 --> 01:32:06,880
is getting in touch with this other side

2325
01:32:12,149 --> 01:32:09,280
of yourself and it can

2326
01:32:15,830 --> 01:32:12,159
be scary because it expresses itself in

2327
01:32:17,669 --> 01:32:15,840
different ways um this and and it can be

2328
01:32:19,430 --> 01:32:17,679
in ways to were like we've already

2329
01:32:20,390 --> 01:32:19,440
experienced on this planet to where this

2330
01:32:23,189 --> 01:32:20,400
other

2331
01:32:25,430 --> 01:32:23,199
side of you is that different and that

2332
01:32:27,669 --> 01:32:25,440
disconnected from understanding who and

2333
01:32:29,510 --> 01:32:27,679
what it is that it thinks that you're a

2334
01:32:31,430 --> 01:32:29,520
threat that needs killed

2335
01:32:33,430 --> 01:32:31,440
you know and and

2336
01:32:36,149 --> 01:32:33,440
you know hence wars and all these other

2337
01:32:38,070 --> 01:32:36,159
things so when it comes to these

2338
01:32:39,750 --> 01:32:38,080
concepts that we're talking about demons

2339
01:32:42,390 --> 01:32:39,760
and angels and all that

2340
01:32:44,149 --> 01:32:42,400
i don't doubt that it exists in it one

2341
01:32:46,310 --> 01:32:44,159
form or another because as often as

2342
01:32:48,390 --> 01:32:46,320
bashar is mentioned too you know if you

2343
01:32:51,669 --> 01:32:48,400
can imagine it it exists because

2344
01:32:54,070 --> 01:32:51,679
existence has only one property which is

2345
01:32:57,270 --> 01:32:54,080
non-existence and so if you can imagine

2346
01:32:59,590 --> 01:32:57,280
it it exists in some form in some way at

2347
01:33:00,470 --> 01:32:59,600
a certain level you know so

2348
01:33:02,229 --> 01:33:00,480
um

2349
01:33:04,390 --> 01:33:02,239
you know i don't doubt that there is

2350
01:33:06,629 --> 01:33:04,400
such a thing as demons and all that i

2351
01:33:08,870 --> 01:33:06,639
just never personally experienced it you

2352
01:33:10,629 --> 01:33:08,880
know it's i've always ever looked at it

2353
01:33:13,189 --> 01:33:10,639
as um

2354
01:33:16,790 --> 01:33:13,199
you know as this other

2355
01:33:18,550 --> 01:33:16,800
other worldly and such a vast different

2356
01:33:20,390 --> 01:33:18,560
aspect of myself

2357
01:33:21,510 --> 01:33:20,400
because i mean there were experiences

2358
01:33:25,350 --> 01:33:21,520
where

2359
01:33:27,590 --> 01:33:25,360
i would i was laying there and

2360
01:33:29,270 --> 01:33:27,600
this was just before any of this crazy

2361
01:33:31,590 --> 01:33:29,280
stuff was happening in my life you know

2362
01:33:33,430 --> 01:33:31,600
and this is when i was still

2363
01:33:36,149 --> 01:33:33,440
the religion didn't have a stronghold on

2364
01:33:37,510 --> 01:33:36,159
me but i was um you know still kind of

2365
01:33:39,750 --> 01:33:37,520
like had

2366
01:33:41,270 --> 01:33:39,760
only it to reference back to for any

2367
01:33:44,390 --> 01:33:41,280
kind of answers

2368
01:33:46,149 --> 01:33:44,400
and so i was laying there and i just um

2369
01:33:48,149 --> 01:33:46,159
you know had this paralysis where i

2370
01:33:51,030 --> 01:33:48,159
couldn't move and i just you know heard

2371
01:33:53,110 --> 01:33:51,040
this like bruh

2372
01:33:55,669 --> 01:33:53,120
voice you know just in this really

2373
01:33:58,629 --> 01:33:55,679
echoey boomy way and it seemed like it

2374
01:34:00,550 --> 01:33:58,639
was right here you know um

2375
01:34:02,709 --> 01:34:00,560
just making these noises and which of

2376
01:34:04,629 --> 01:34:02,719
course and with addition to the

2377
01:34:05,350 --> 01:34:04,639
paralysis to just scare the out of

2378
01:34:09,430 --> 01:34:05,360
me

2379
01:34:11,910 --> 01:34:09,440
know

2380
01:34:14,629 --> 01:34:11,920
it just stems back from my independence

2381
01:34:19,350 --> 01:34:14,639
and and my my way of the way i look at

2382
01:34:22,310 --> 01:34:19,360
things i just um uh basically had um

2383
01:34:25,030 --> 01:34:22,320
i just got mad and just like just did

2384
01:34:27,750 --> 01:34:25,040
everything i could to get moving and and

2385
01:34:29,830 --> 01:34:27,760
move away from it so finally once once i

2386
01:34:32,070 --> 01:34:29,840
kind of broke free from that you know i

2387
01:34:34,390 --> 01:34:32,080
got up because i was actually up you

2388
01:34:35,910 --> 01:34:34,400
know it wasn't it wasn't like sleep

2389
01:34:37,750 --> 01:34:35,920
paralysis like people say where you're

2390
01:34:39,830 --> 01:34:37,760
awake but your body is still sleeping

2391
01:34:41,910 --> 01:34:39,840
and so you can't move it you know it was

2392
01:34:44,629 --> 01:34:41,920
it was quite like an actual

2393
01:34:47,669 --> 01:34:44,639
um i couldn't move well see the thing

2394
01:34:49,590 --> 01:34:47,679
was later also if i just stayed at that

2395
01:34:51,270 --> 01:34:49,600
same mindset i would have been like yeah

2396
01:34:52,790 --> 01:34:51,280
yeah there's these there's demons

2397
01:34:54,550 --> 01:34:52,800
there's things out there you know and i

2398
01:34:55,910 --> 01:34:54,560
would have said that and stuck to that

2399
01:34:57,750 --> 01:34:55,920
but because the way i've always

2400
01:34:59,350 --> 01:34:57,760
approached things i kept looking deeper

2401
01:35:00,470 --> 01:34:59,360
and trying to figure out what what that

2402
01:35:03,350 --> 01:35:00,480
truly was

2403
01:35:06,149 --> 01:35:03,360
only to later figure out that

2404
01:35:09,830 --> 01:35:06,159
because of my vibration at that time

2405
01:35:12,229 --> 01:35:09,840
whatever was happening the only way that

2406
01:35:17,030 --> 01:35:12,239
i was translating it is was in this

2407
01:35:18,709 --> 01:35:17,040
weird disturbing way to where i can only

2408
01:35:21,590 --> 01:35:18,719
you know perceive it as something like

2409
01:35:24,390 --> 01:35:21,600
demons because before that i only had

2410
01:35:27,030 --> 01:35:24,400
really religion to base all base my

2411
01:35:29,030 --> 01:35:27,040
examples on so in religion there's the

2412
01:35:30,790 --> 01:35:29,040
good and good and bad and there's evil

2413
01:35:33,750 --> 01:35:30,800
and all these other things so

2414
01:35:36,550 --> 01:35:33,760
um i only had that filter so i could

2415
01:35:39,510 --> 01:35:36,560
only say well this was you know feeling

2416
01:35:42,229 --> 01:35:39,520
dark it was weird therefore it has to be

2417
01:35:43,430 --> 01:35:42,239
a demon or the devil you know and so

2418
01:35:45,590 --> 01:35:43,440
when i had

2419
01:35:48,390 --> 01:35:45,600
more of my experiences many many years

2420
01:35:51,270 --> 01:35:48,400
later i understood that that's what was

2421
01:35:53,510 --> 01:35:51,280
going on it was simply uh i the

2422
01:35:55,750 --> 01:35:53,520
vibration i was filtering it differently

2423
01:36:08,470 --> 01:35:55,760
to where it sounded weird and jarbled

2424
01:36:13,430 --> 01:36:11,350
linlin says um how do you feel about

2425
01:36:17,030 --> 01:36:13,440
ascension

2426
01:36:20,070 --> 01:36:17,040
process

2427
01:36:22,870 --> 01:36:20,080
um sometimes uh you know i think i think

2428
01:36:24,390 --> 01:36:22,880
that's also very

2429
01:36:27,669 --> 01:36:24,400
i don't want to say misunderstood

2430
01:36:30,470 --> 01:36:27,679
concept because that truly is a

2431
01:36:33,350 --> 01:36:30,480
subjective experience when it comes to

2432
01:36:35,350 --> 01:36:33,360
ascension but um ascension doesn't

2433
01:36:37,669 --> 01:36:35,360
necessarily mean that

2434
01:36:39,109 --> 01:36:37,679
you just keep working at it keep working

2435
01:36:42,709 --> 01:36:39,119
at it to where one day you just

2436
01:36:44,310 --> 01:36:42,719
disappear from this planet your body's

2437
01:36:45,910 --> 01:36:44,320
you know nowhere to be found because

2438
01:36:47,910 --> 01:36:45,920
there's nothing you left behind because

2439
01:36:50,149 --> 01:36:47,920
you just ascended and the energy just

2440
01:36:51,510 --> 01:36:50,159
transformed right

2441
01:36:53,910 --> 01:36:51,520
ascension is

2442
01:36:56,790 --> 01:36:53,920
part of just a simple life as well

2443
01:36:58,870 --> 01:36:56,800
living and dying it's it's the it's the

2444
01:37:00,390 --> 01:36:58,880
overall collection of all these

2445
01:37:03,030 --> 01:37:00,400
experiences that

2446
01:37:05,510 --> 01:37:03,040
add to the soul that said okay i've had

2447
01:37:07,750 --> 01:37:05,520
enough of experiences in this dimension

2448
01:37:10,470 --> 01:37:07,760
this way i'll move on to something else

2449
01:37:12,310 --> 01:37:10,480
you know that is that is also

2450
01:37:14,550 --> 01:37:12,320
an ascension process and not just

2451
01:37:16,470 --> 01:37:14,560
ascension in the way we think uh

2452
01:37:18,390 --> 01:37:16,480
ascension has to occur

2453
01:37:20,470 --> 01:37:18,400
you know or at least i should say most

2454
01:37:22,870 --> 01:37:20,480
of the information that i did read and

2455
01:37:25,510 --> 01:37:22,880
the way people have described it

2456
01:37:28,310 --> 01:37:25,520
was the example i gave first and i'm

2457
01:37:30,310 --> 01:37:28,320
saying is that that's not the the only

2458
01:37:36,629 --> 01:37:30,320
the only way

2459
01:37:40,550 --> 01:37:37,910
uh nick

2460
01:37:42,550 --> 01:37:40,560
says comment nathan and rick's interview

2461
01:37:45,669 --> 01:37:42,560
with psychedelic was extremely

2462
01:37:47,750 --> 01:37:45,679
interesting to me a friend had just

2463
01:37:50,149 --> 01:37:47,760
explained it's benef

2464
01:37:52,790 --> 01:37:50,159
benefits then came to your interview

2465
01:37:54,629 --> 01:37:52,800
perfect timing synchronicity yeah that's

2466
01:37:57,910 --> 01:37:54,639
that's how things you know work i mean

2467
01:37:58,950 --> 01:37:57,920
whatever is more prevalent in your um

2468
01:38:01,189 --> 01:37:58,960
in your

2469
01:38:02,790 --> 01:38:01,199
understanding whatever is more um

2470
01:38:04,790 --> 01:38:02,800
whatever whatever you're you're

2471
01:38:05,669 --> 01:38:04,800
interested in whatever you're working on

2472
01:38:08,070 --> 01:38:05,679
um

2473
01:38:10,709 --> 01:38:08,080
the the existence and some people call

2474
01:38:12,870 --> 01:38:10,719
it universe has a way of just giving you

2475
01:38:14,550 --> 01:38:12,880
more of that and especially becomes more

2476
01:38:17,270 --> 01:38:14,560
prevalent and apparent when you're more

2477
01:38:19,189 --> 01:38:17,280
open to it instead of thinking it only

2478
01:38:21,350 --> 01:38:19,199
has to come through

2479
01:38:23,109 --> 01:38:21,360
through a certain

2480
01:38:25,510 --> 01:38:23,119
um

2481
01:38:29,030 --> 01:38:25,520
certain process

2482
01:38:32,550 --> 01:38:30,950
all right i think i think i caught up

2483
01:38:34,070 --> 01:38:32,560
with all the questions others are just

2484
01:38:36,310 --> 01:38:34,080
comments

2485
01:38:38,390 --> 01:38:36,320
let me see here

2486
01:38:42,790 --> 01:38:38,400
nathan i'm sorry i had you muted but you

2487
01:38:47,790 --> 01:38:45,430
uh yeah i know i just wanted to um

2488
01:38:49,910 --> 01:38:47,800
for the questionnaire about uh are

2489
01:38:52,709 --> 01:38:49,920
extraterrestrials demons there's a

2490
01:38:54,950 --> 01:38:52,719
couple books i ha i could recommend um

2491
01:38:57,830 --> 01:38:54,960
one is the uh the first one is from the

2492
01:39:00,870 --> 01:38:57,840
70s by jacques ballet

2493
01:39:04,229 --> 01:39:00,880
and the title is passport to magonia

2494
01:39:06,229 --> 01:39:04,239
passport to magonia um it's very very

2495
01:39:07,830 --> 01:39:06,239
like it seems like it's written by the

2496
01:39:09,590 --> 01:39:07,840
creator of mufon which i don't know if

2497
01:39:12,070 --> 01:39:09,600
jack vale is but he probably should be

2498
01:39:14,310 --> 01:39:12,080
it's like very very factual like fact

2499
01:39:16,149 --> 01:39:14,320
after fact after fact uh experience

2500
01:39:18,550 --> 01:39:16,159
after experience after experience

2501
01:39:20,149 --> 01:39:18,560
the next one was is a much newer book by

2502
01:39:22,550 --> 01:39:20,159
graham hancock

2503
01:39:24,390 --> 01:39:22,560
uh with the title supernatural

2504
01:39:26,550 --> 01:39:24,400
and that book is phenomenal it's just

2505
01:39:28,629 --> 01:39:26,560
very interesting i mean

2506
01:39:29,750 --> 01:39:28,639
it's uh it's very interesting i don't

2507
01:39:30,870 --> 01:39:29,760
know if it's going to provide the

2508
01:39:32,870 --> 01:39:30,880
answers

2509
01:39:34,790 --> 01:39:32,880
the question or needs but

2510
01:39:36,870 --> 01:39:34,800
it has a lot of good information on on

2511
01:39:38,790 --> 01:39:36,880
on that question that's that's that's

2512
01:39:40,550 --> 01:39:38,800
basically the question they ask us all

2513
01:39:43,510 --> 01:39:40,560
and he doesn't he doesn't stop at demons

2514
01:39:44,629 --> 01:39:43,520
he asks are are extra the fairies are

2515
01:39:46,149 --> 01:39:44,639
they the

2516
01:39:47,430 --> 01:39:46,159
dwarfs are they are they all these

2517
01:39:49,430 --> 01:39:47,440
different things and he's got he's got

2518
01:39:51,350 --> 01:39:49,440
lots of good information in there it's a

2519
01:39:52,870 --> 01:39:51,360
fun read too graham hunker if you've

2520
01:39:55,030 --> 01:39:52,880
read anything by graham hancock he's a

2521
01:39:57,189 --> 01:39:55,040
very good author he makes

2522
01:40:01,669 --> 01:39:57,199
complex conversations accessible to the

2523
01:40:06,629 --> 01:40:03,510
no thanks for sharing that i appreciate

2524
01:40:09,669 --> 01:40:06,639
it yeah i was um i just recently

2525
01:40:12,709 --> 01:40:09,679
uh so i did did an interview with

2526
01:40:15,189 --> 01:40:12,719
uh reed summers and and

2527
01:40:17,350 --> 01:40:15,199
he and he he and his dad marshall

2528
01:40:20,070 --> 01:40:17,360
summers who initially

2529
01:40:22,550 --> 01:40:20,080
um started the body of work allies of

2530
01:40:24,790 --> 01:40:22,560
humanity and they had i just received

2531
01:40:27,510 --> 01:40:24,800
the package they sent me five different

2532
01:40:30,310 --> 01:40:27,520
books i think book

2533
01:40:32,149 --> 01:40:30,320
one two and four

2534
01:40:34,390 --> 01:40:32,159
of the allies from humanity and then

2535
01:40:36,629 --> 01:40:34,400
sent me two others that are the most

2536
01:40:38,950 --> 01:40:36,639
recent thing from his dad

2537
01:40:40,149 --> 01:40:38,960
i think it's like messages from god or

2538
01:40:42,629 --> 01:40:40,159
something like that

2539
01:40:45,030 --> 01:40:42,639
and so i'm kind of curious to to

2540
01:40:47,430 --> 01:40:45,040
look at it it's you know

2541
01:40:49,350 --> 01:40:47,440
after my main

2542
01:40:51,590 --> 01:40:49,360
i guess cluster of experiences i just

2543
01:40:53,270 --> 01:40:51,600
kind of moved moved on just okay i've

2544
01:40:55,030 --> 01:40:53,280
experienced it now i know what i need to

2545
01:40:58,390 --> 01:40:55,040
know and you just keep on you know keep

2546
01:40:59,910 --> 01:40:58,400
on living your life and only um

2547
01:41:03,030 --> 01:40:59,920
um

2548
01:41:05,030 --> 01:41:03,040
only you know just recently did have

2549
01:41:06,470 --> 01:41:05,040
been getting more books and more more

2550
01:41:09,109 --> 01:41:06,480
people's um

2551
01:41:10,550 --> 01:41:09,119
um like

2552
01:41:13,030 --> 01:41:10,560
telling me about these different things

2553
01:41:15,030 --> 01:41:13,040
to look into now i mean when i have time

2554
01:41:16,550 --> 01:41:15,040
i will you know and just to see if

2555
01:41:19,430 --> 01:41:16,560
there's something that i'm really

2556
01:41:21,990 --> 01:41:19,440
entirely unfamiliar with but it kind of

2557
01:41:24,149 --> 01:41:22,000
goes back to

2558
01:41:26,629 --> 01:41:24,159
like from from the from the bigger

2559
01:41:28,629 --> 01:41:26,639
perspective about who we are on this

2560
01:41:31,189 --> 01:41:28,639
planet and what we're doing here

2561
01:41:32,550 --> 01:41:31,199
there there really is um

2562
01:41:34,550 --> 01:41:32,560
you know from the spiritual point of

2563
01:41:36,229 --> 01:41:34,560
view it's all about the experience and

2564
01:41:38,790 --> 01:41:36,239
learning and doing what you got to learn

2565
01:41:39,990 --> 01:41:38,800
because it's like like reality itself is

2566
01:41:42,310 --> 01:41:40,000
really

2567
01:41:45,669 --> 01:41:42,320
weird when you think about that how

2568
01:41:47,030 --> 01:41:45,679
everything just came to be to be aware

2569
01:41:49,109 --> 01:41:47,040
you know and

2570
01:41:50,310 --> 01:41:49,119
but when you're on this planet you know

2571
01:41:52,950 --> 01:41:50,320
there's

2572
01:41:55,350 --> 01:41:52,960
you know these these this life we live

2573
01:41:57,669 --> 01:41:55,360
has consequences you know such as pain

2574
01:41:59,430 --> 01:41:57,679
and death and all these other things you

2575
01:42:01,270 --> 01:41:59,440
know and um

2576
01:42:03,910 --> 01:42:01,280
so

2577
01:42:06,390 --> 01:42:03,920
a lot of us you know always want to

2578
01:42:08,470 --> 01:42:06,400
uh just want to from the beginning just

2579
01:42:11,270 --> 01:42:08,480
kind of stick to well it's all love and

2580
01:42:13,590 --> 01:42:11,280
light and and everything is fine and

2581
01:42:15,990 --> 01:42:13,600
dandy and rosy and all this other stuff

2582
01:42:18,550 --> 01:42:16,000
i agree you know but

2583
01:42:20,070 --> 01:42:18,560
the way i got to where i got was through

2584
01:42:21,270 --> 01:42:20,080
extreme

2585
01:42:22,629 --> 01:42:21,280
pain

2586
01:42:23,990 --> 01:42:22,639
loss

2587
01:42:26,149 --> 01:42:24,000
despair

2588
01:42:27,109 --> 01:42:26,159
uh just the darkest of darkest of

2589
01:42:29,030 --> 01:42:27,119
moments

2590
01:42:31,189 --> 01:42:29,040
you know that then

2591
01:42:33,669 --> 01:42:31,199
you know got me to

2592
01:42:35,669 --> 01:42:33,679
look into an aspect of myself and

2593
01:42:38,390 --> 01:42:35,679
everything else that's been going on to

2594
01:42:40,390 --> 01:42:38,400
then be able to project myself into this

2595
01:42:42,550 --> 01:42:40,400
light to where i can speak more

2596
01:42:44,149 --> 01:42:42,560
positively about things instead of just

2597
01:42:46,390 --> 01:42:44,159
looking at negative things like watch

2598
01:42:48,390 --> 01:42:46,400
out for this don't do that this is bad

2599
01:42:50,870 --> 01:42:48,400
this is not good you know definitely

2600
01:42:52,070 --> 01:42:50,880
don't do this you know and so

2601
01:42:55,430 --> 01:42:52,080
um

2602
01:42:58,149 --> 01:42:55,440
there's a certain aspect about contact

2603
01:42:59,030 --> 01:42:58,159
that is that is also dark

2604
01:43:01,030 --> 01:42:59,040
but

2605
01:43:03,990 --> 01:43:01,040
from the higher perspective there's a

2606
01:43:05,750 --> 01:43:04,000
explanation of why it's happening so i

2607
01:43:07,590 --> 01:43:05,760
don't expect you to buy into it

2608
01:43:09,510 --> 01:43:07,600
immediately because if you're an

2609
01:43:10,390 --> 01:43:09,520
abductee let's say and you've you've

2610
01:43:12,870 --> 01:43:10,400
never

2611
01:43:14,870 --> 01:43:12,880
looked into anywhere past what the

2612
01:43:17,510 --> 01:43:14,880
experiences that you've had all you're

2613
01:43:20,790 --> 01:43:17,520
ever going to see is the the fear the

2614
01:43:22,390 --> 01:43:20,800
unknown the uncertainty of being taken

2615
01:43:24,390 --> 01:43:22,400
you know why in the world am i being

2616
01:43:26,149 --> 01:43:24,400
taken what's happening why they're

2617
01:43:27,270 --> 01:43:26,159
testing this why they're doing that and

2618
01:43:29,750 --> 01:43:27,280
even that

2619
01:43:31,669 --> 01:43:29,760
when it comes to abductions

2620
01:43:34,550 --> 01:43:31,679
from what i understand a lot of people

2621
01:43:37,350 --> 01:43:34,560
because i haven't you know had any like

2622
01:43:39,270 --> 01:43:37,360
direct confirmation but through talking

2623
01:43:41,350 --> 01:43:39,280
about different people that program has

2624
01:43:43,830 --> 01:43:41,360
is finished actually it's like i don't

2625
01:43:47,430 --> 01:43:43,840
think it's going on anymore this wasn't

2626
01:43:48,870 --> 01:43:47,440
a period you know between pretty much

2627
01:43:49,990 --> 01:43:48,880
you know early

2628
01:43:53,109 --> 01:43:50,000
um

2629
01:43:55,990 --> 01:43:53,119
60s or so all the way till like maybe

2630
01:43:58,550 --> 01:43:56,000
late 90s and then it just kind of

2631
01:44:00,709 --> 01:43:58,560
concluded whatever else needed needed to

2632
01:44:03,830 --> 01:44:00,719
be done now could be mistaken and this

2633
01:44:05,510 --> 01:44:03,840
is just you know me based on um all my

2634
01:44:07,590 --> 01:44:05,520
conversations with all the different

2635
01:44:09,350 --> 01:44:07,600
connections that i had and people and

2636
01:44:11,109 --> 01:44:09,360
contact decent abductees when i talked

2637
01:44:13,189 --> 01:44:11,119
to them and asked them they kind of

2638
01:44:15,030 --> 01:44:13,199
confirmed the same thing that now if

2639
01:44:17,270 --> 01:44:15,040
they're just being contacted it's not so

2640
01:44:19,669 --> 01:44:17,280
much about the eggs or

2641
01:44:22,550 --> 01:44:19,679
meaning that

2642
01:44:24,229 --> 01:44:22,560
female eggs or male sperm or all these

2643
01:44:26,629 --> 01:44:24,239
other things it's more about like a

2644
01:44:29,030 --> 01:44:26,639
different process of

2645
01:44:31,350 --> 01:44:29,040
moving on with the contact about

2646
01:44:33,430 --> 01:44:31,360
could being conveyed certain information

2647
01:44:35,350 --> 01:44:33,440
that they might need in the future

2648
01:44:37,030 --> 01:44:35,360
sometimes they remember it sometimes

2649
01:44:38,870 --> 01:44:37,040
sometimes they don't but what i'm trying

2650
01:44:40,950 --> 01:44:38,880
to say is that

2651
01:44:43,189 --> 01:44:40,960
that's a dark aspect right that's a dark

2652
01:44:45,669 --> 01:44:43,199
way to look at abductions especially if

2653
01:44:47,109 --> 01:44:45,679
you read uh david jacobs books i mean

2654
01:44:49,590 --> 01:44:47,119
you're going to have nightmares for

2655
01:44:51,430 --> 01:44:49,600
weeks and not months on end and will

2656
01:44:53,350 --> 01:44:51,440
leave you very angry and and kind of

2657
01:44:55,430 --> 01:44:53,360
like you know it's like how dare they do

2658
01:44:57,750 --> 01:44:55,440
this but then you look at dolores

2659
01:45:00,870 --> 01:44:57,760
cannon's work where she looks at that

2660
01:45:02,870 --> 01:45:00,880
aspect and they they recall what had

2661
01:45:05,350 --> 01:45:02,880
occurred but then

2662
01:45:07,430 --> 01:45:05,360
the higher self or and then in different

2663
01:45:09,350 --> 01:45:07,440
cases what she calls the source comes

2664
01:45:11,669 --> 01:45:09,360
through and then explains of what had

2665
01:45:13,910 --> 01:45:11,679
occurred and why it was happening to

2666
01:45:15,750 --> 01:45:13,920
where now it alleviates the pain

2667
01:45:18,310 --> 01:45:15,760
alleviates the fear and all the things

2668
01:45:20,390 --> 01:45:18,320
that were just kind of clinching to our

2669
01:45:23,270 --> 01:45:20,400
soul so to say that would never give us

2670
01:45:25,990 --> 01:45:23,280
that rest so it's all a question of how

2671
01:45:27,750 --> 01:45:26,000
do you choose to look at stuff so when

2672
01:45:30,229 --> 01:45:27,760
cherry wild was talking more of the

2673
01:45:32,149 --> 01:45:30,239
darker things um i know what she's

2674
01:45:34,870 --> 01:45:32,159
talking about the fact that there's

2675
01:45:38,070 --> 01:45:34,880
still children all over the world as

2676
01:45:40,470 --> 01:45:38,080
slaves and sex slaves and and basically

2677
01:45:42,470 --> 01:45:40,480
being you know being these

2678
01:45:44,310 --> 01:45:42,480
subservient you know beings to these

2679
01:45:46,149 --> 01:45:44,320
different pedophiles is very much a

2680
01:45:49,270 --> 01:45:46,159
reality on this world

2681
01:45:51,270 --> 01:45:49,280
now i cannot prove this to you with like

2682
01:45:53,189 --> 01:45:51,280
bring in a document or show you and say

2683
01:45:55,669 --> 01:45:53,199
hey look here's the proof there's the

2684
01:45:57,270 --> 01:45:55,679
pictures and all this other stuff but

2685
01:45:59,750 --> 01:45:57,280
having had

2686
01:46:01,910 --> 01:45:59,760
my out of body experiences and

2687
01:46:05,030 --> 01:46:01,920
understanding this different aspect that

2688
01:46:05,990 --> 01:46:05,040
there is this darker energy being played

2689
01:46:07,830 --> 01:46:06,000
out

2690
01:46:09,590 --> 01:46:07,840
it's definitely there it's not something

2691
01:46:12,470 --> 01:46:09,600
i often talk about because people always

2692
01:46:14,310 --> 01:46:12,480
flock to to that fear like moss to light

2693
01:46:16,390 --> 01:46:14,320
and they just hold on to it it's very

2694
01:46:17,910 --> 01:46:16,400
difficult to prime away from it you know

2695
01:46:19,590 --> 01:46:17,920
because once they learn of the

2696
01:46:21,430 --> 01:46:19,600
negativity all they

2697
01:46:23,189 --> 01:46:21,440
you know it's almost like kind of like

2698
01:46:24,950 --> 01:46:23,199
the you know being asked don't think of

2699
01:46:26,629 --> 01:46:24,960
the pink elephant and all you can do is

2700
01:46:28,950 --> 01:46:26,639
just think about a pink elephant you

2701
01:46:30,870 --> 01:46:28,960
know and so um

2702
01:46:33,270 --> 01:46:30,880
you know and so there's certain things

2703
01:46:34,950 --> 01:46:33,280
and certain beings that have a different

2704
01:46:37,350 --> 01:46:34,960
agenda they

2705
01:46:39,510 --> 01:46:37,360
it can be explained why they hear it

2706
01:46:41,910 --> 01:46:39,520
when you try to understand it can also

2707
01:46:43,590 --> 01:46:41,920
be perceived in a very fearful way

2708
01:46:45,669 --> 01:46:43,600
and at times it has to be talked about

2709
01:46:48,310 --> 01:46:45,679
and discussed about and i've thought

2710
01:46:50,070 --> 01:46:48,320
about that to continue like bringing

2711
01:46:51,510 --> 01:46:50,080
guests in that can talk about that in

2712
01:46:54,390 --> 01:46:51,520
that way

2713
01:46:56,470 --> 01:46:54,400
but i don't bring it up so that you can

2714
01:46:58,470 --> 01:46:56,480
continue to fear it i'm bringing it up

2715
01:47:00,790 --> 01:46:58,480
so it can come out to the light so that

2716
01:47:02,629 --> 01:47:00,800
you can understand it you can see it and

2717
01:47:04,870 --> 01:47:02,639
then move forward with hopefully a new

2718
01:47:07,350 --> 01:47:04,880
understanding a more constructive way

2719
01:47:09,030 --> 01:47:07,360
instead of just being fearful and and

2720
01:47:11,189 --> 01:47:09,040
just sticking to it for the rest of your

2721
01:47:21,109 --> 01:47:11,199
life and not wanting to look at anything

2722
01:47:21,119 --> 01:47:28,149
uh

2723
01:47:32,310 --> 01:47:29,590
the

2724
01:47:37,270 --> 01:47:35,109
clothing ge says i just want to ask how

2725
01:47:39,189 --> 01:47:37,280
to get in touch with my spirit guides

2726
01:47:40,550 --> 01:47:39,199
without drawing negative spirits in the

2727
01:47:41,590 --> 01:47:40,560
in the process

2728
01:47:45,030 --> 01:47:41,600
well

2729
01:47:47,109 --> 01:47:45,040
it's a very simple process and that's a

2730
01:47:51,189 --> 01:47:47,119
simple intention

2731
01:47:53,990 --> 01:47:51,199
because um

2732
01:47:55,189 --> 01:47:54,000
the energy you put out and what it is

2733
01:47:57,510 --> 01:47:55,199
that you do

2734
01:47:59,910 --> 01:47:57,520
is the energy that will draw what you

2735
01:48:03,189 --> 01:47:59,920
need to draw to you it's almost like a

2736
01:48:04,470 --> 01:48:03,199
um it's it's kind of like this

2737
01:48:06,629 --> 01:48:04,480
um

2738
01:48:08,229 --> 01:48:06,639
very well known but least understood

2739
01:48:09,669 --> 01:48:08,239
concept you know we always say things

2740
01:48:11,669 --> 01:48:09,679
like well what you put out is what you

2741
01:48:12,629 --> 01:48:11,679
get back and we always just use this

2742
01:48:14,790 --> 01:48:12,639
beautiful

2743
01:48:17,189 --> 01:48:14,800
um you know flowered up term to just

2744
01:48:21,750 --> 01:48:17,199
make us feel good but people don't

2745
01:48:24,310 --> 01:48:21,760
realize that we are 24 7. every moment

2746
01:48:26,149 --> 01:48:24,320
every waking moment that we are

2747
01:48:27,910 --> 01:48:26,159
conscious and living

2748
01:48:29,830 --> 01:48:27,920
um from

2749
01:48:31,189 --> 01:48:29,840
you know living on this earth we're

2750
01:48:33,270 --> 01:48:31,199
attracting

2751
01:48:36,310 --> 01:48:33,280
everything to us

2752
01:48:38,310 --> 01:48:36,320
that that is the vibration of you

2753
01:48:40,149 --> 01:48:38,320
you know the things that you say you

2754
01:48:42,790 --> 01:48:40,159
love you attract it there's things you

2755
01:48:44,870 --> 01:48:42,800
say you feel you're attracted because it

2756
01:48:48,550 --> 01:48:44,880
you know it's it's this vibration

2757
01:48:51,030 --> 01:48:48,560
attracts a like vibration and so

2758
01:48:53,910 --> 01:48:51,040
try you know simply

2759
01:48:55,990 --> 01:48:53,920
you know well try such a i mean do is

2760
01:48:58,790 --> 01:48:56,000
the best way to you know don't try just

2761
01:49:01,189 --> 01:48:58,800
simply do is that you have an intention

2762
01:49:03,350 --> 01:49:01,199
you have an overwhelming attention to

2763
01:49:05,030 --> 01:49:03,360
make contact or get in touch with spirit

2764
01:49:07,350 --> 01:49:05,040
guys whether through meditation or other

2765
01:49:09,189 --> 01:49:07,360
means and just simply keep that in mind

2766
01:49:11,030 --> 01:49:09,199
like that that's that there's no other

2767
01:49:13,589 --> 01:49:11,040
way that anything else could you know

2768
01:49:17,750 --> 01:49:13,599
anything else could happen like you know

2769
01:49:19,030 --> 01:49:17,760
uh other than the contact itself um

2770
01:49:22,550 --> 01:49:19,040
to

2771
01:49:24,950 --> 01:49:22,560
describe something else but i think this

2772
01:49:28,390 --> 01:49:24,960
might work that might this might help

2773
01:49:30,709 --> 01:49:28,400
explain what i'm trying to get at so

2774
01:49:32,310 --> 01:49:30,719
this works with what you want in general

2775
01:49:33,750 --> 01:49:32,320
you know in life about people say i

2776
01:49:34,870 --> 01:49:33,760
don't know what i want to do in my life

2777
01:49:37,350 --> 01:49:34,880
i don't know which way i'm supposed to

2778
01:49:38,709 --> 01:49:37,360
go i'm not exactly sure and you asked

2779
01:49:39,750 --> 01:49:38,719
you tell them we'll follow your passion

2780
01:49:41,910 --> 01:49:39,760
they're like i don't know what my

2781
01:49:44,390 --> 01:49:41,920
passion is right so i break it down in

2782
01:49:47,510 --> 01:49:44,400
this way so this works for that concept

2783
01:49:50,550 --> 01:49:47,520
and also for attraction in general

2784
01:49:51,430 --> 01:49:50,560
i remember when i was a kid um

2785
01:49:54,229 --> 01:49:51,440
you know

2786
01:49:57,189 --> 01:49:54,239
growing up growing up in germany and and

2787
01:49:59,109 --> 01:49:57,199
so you know being refugees who just

2788
01:50:01,589 --> 01:49:59,119
didn't have any money at all except for

2789
01:50:03,669 --> 01:50:01,599
just a little bit that was given um

2790
01:50:06,470 --> 01:50:03,679
through food and whatever my mom and dad

2791
01:50:08,229 --> 01:50:06,480
could earn and so uh you know it wasn't

2792
01:50:10,390 --> 01:50:08,239
something that you know my dad could

2793
01:50:12,070 --> 01:50:10,400
just easily give me even you know one

2794
01:50:13,990 --> 01:50:12,080
deutsche mark where at that time before

2795
01:50:16,950 --> 01:50:14,000
they switched to euros it was just the

2796
01:50:20,550 --> 01:50:16,960
deutsche deutschmark and so

2797
01:50:23,030 --> 01:50:20,560
they would um you know i would

2798
01:50:25,510 --> 01:50:23,040
be in this complex where we lived and i

2799
01:50:26,790 --> 01:50:25,520
could from a distance here this you know

2800
01:50:28,229 --> 01:50:26,800
ice cream truck

2801
01:50:29,990 --> 01:50:28,239
and so

2802
01:50:31,589 --> 01:50:30,000
i knew that for one deutsche mark i

2803
01:50:34,229 --> 01:50:31,599
could get this certain ice cream that i

2804
01:50:36,390 --> 01:50:34,239
really loved and so this this feeling

2805
01:50:38,790 --> 01:50:36,400
this you know whether it was you know

2806
01:50:42,310 --> 01:50:38,800
hunger whether it was just desire for

2807
01:50:44,870 --> 01:50:42,320
for for sweet ice cream the point was

2808
01:50:47,030 --> 01:50:44,880
nothing else entered that reality other

2809
01:50:49,589 --> 01:50:47,040
than how do i get that deutsche mark

2810
01:50:51,270 --> 01:50:49,599
because that's absolutely utterly what i

2811
01:50:53,189 --> 01:50:51,280
want and so

2812
01:50:55,270 --> 01:50:53,199
before you know my dad will always give

2813
01:50:57,189 --> 01:50:55,280
me a lecture about you know money

2814
01:50:59,030 --> 01:50:57,199
doesn't go on trees you know blah blah

2815
01:51:01,030 --> 01:50:59,040
blah blah blah respond all of that it'll

2816
01:51:02,790 --> 01:51:01,040
make me angry and i'm like fine i won't

2817
01:51:04,709 --> 01:51:02,800
ever ask you about anything again you

2818
01:51:06,229 --> 01:51:04,719
know because that's a childish way to

2819
01:51:08,470 --> 01:51:06,239
rebel you know it's like you hurt my

2820
01:51:09,750 --> 01:51:08,480
feelings and this is how i feel right

2821
01:51:12,870 --> 01:51:09,760
and and

2822
01:51:15,270 --> 01:51:12,880
so but when that happened my desire was

2823
01:51:17,030 --> 01:51:15,280
so strong that there was nothing else

2824
01:51:19,510 --> 01:51:17,040
that that i would want like i would then

2825
01:51:21,910 --> 01:51:19,520
overcome the hateful thoughts i had

2826
01:51:23,830 --> 01:51:21,920
towards my dad and i would just swallow

2827
01:51:25,589 --> 01:51:23,840
my pride and then go to him first and

2828
01:51:27,430 --> 01:51:25,599
say can i please have a deutsche mark he

2829
01:51:29,109 --> 01:51:27,440
says no then i would go and like look

2830
01:51:30,629 --> 01:51:29,119
all over the ground if somebody dropped

2831
01:51:32,629 --> 01:51:30,639
some money that i could collect enough

2832
01:51:35,189 --> 01:51:32,639
to have you know for that ice cr you

2833
01:51:37,510 --> 01:51:35,199
know to get that ice cream and so that's

2834
01:51:40,470 --> 01:51:37,520
what i'm talking about to where

2835
01:51:42,229 --> 01:51:40,480
you are that determined to be that you

2836
01:51:44,629 --> 01:51:42,239
know um

2837
01:51:46,870 --> 01:51:44,639
wanting of something and so it's not

2838
01:51:48,790 --> 01:51:46,880
very hard to figure out what really

2839
01:51:51,270 --> 01:51:48,800
really gets you going what really is

2840
01:51:53,030 --> 01:51:51,280
your passion you know and so just simply

2841
01:51:55,270 --> 01:51:53,040
follow that in any way that you can

2842
01:51:57,510 --> 01:51:55,280
possibly follow and so same thing

2843
01:51:58,709 --> 01:51:57,520
regarding your meditation

2844
01:52:00,709 --> 01:51:58,719
regarding

2845
01:52:02,629 --> 01:52:00,719
you said just in touch not meditation to

2846
01:52:04,310 --> 01:52:02,639
get in touch with your spirit guides

2847
01:52:07,430 --> 01:52:04,320
it's simple as that if that's what you

2848
01:52:09,990 --> 01:52:07,440
truly want keep that in mind and there's

2849
01:52:11,750 --> 01:52:10,000
nothing else that the universe can give

2850
01:52:12,790 --> 01:52:11,760
you contradictory because it's this

2851
01:52:18,070 --> 01:52:12,800
built-in

2852
01:52:19,669 --> 01:52:18,080
that vibration will only get that you

2853
01:52:21,109 --> 01:52:19,679
know get that attraction

2854
01:52:22,870 --> 01:52:21,119
it's simple as that and you don't have

2855
01:52:24,390 --> 01:52:22,880
to worry about what would there be

2856
01:52:27,589 --> 01:52:24,400
something negative would it be because

2857
01:52:29,189 --> 01:52:27,599
if you're you know attracting these

2858
01:52:30,709 --> 01:52:29,199
you know fearful things and you're going

2859
01:52:32,310 --> 01:52:30,719
in with the fear well what are you doing

2860
01:52:34,070 --> 01:52:32,320
you're just constantly putting out this

2861
01:52:36,629 --> 01:52:34,080
fear that you're saying i don't want

2862
01:52:38,470 --> 01:52:36,639
this i don't want this well the universe

2863
01:52:40,310 --> 01:52:38,480
doesn't know the overall concept of

2864
01:52:42,470 --> 01:52:40,320
meaning of what you're choosing all it

2865
01:52:44,149 --> 01:52:42,480
knows is what you're sending out so

2866
01:52:47,270 --> 01:52:44,159
since everything sort of affects you

2867
01:52:50,229 --> 01:52:47,280
back to you you know you're getting back

2868
01:52:51,350 --> 01:52:50,239
that fear hence it comes through

2869
01:52:53,830 --> 01:52:51,360
whatever

2870
01:52:55,750 --> 01:52:53,840
would cause you fears so i hope that

2871
01:52:57,910 --> 01:52:55,760
makes sense so the explanation kind of

2872
01:52:58,950 --> 01:52:57,920
gives gives you a good idea of what i

2873
01:53:01,510 --> 01:52:58,960
mean with

2874
01:53:03,350 --> 01:53:01,520
what intention you you basically would

2875
01:53:04,790 --> 01:53:03,360
benefit you to go into before you want

2876
01:53:06,870 --> 01:53:04,800
to um

2877
01:53:24,950 --> 01:53:06,880
to do the what you say getting in touch

2878
01:53:31,189 --> 01:53:28,629
um lasting fab 22 said some

2879
01:53:32,870 --> 01:53:31,199
objective support support groups are

2880
01:53:34,550 --> 01:53:32,880
actually right now

2881
01:53:37,109 --> 01:53:34,560
uh reporting

2882
01:53:43,750 --> 01:53:37,119
increase in visitations

2883
01:53:47,589 --> 01:53:46,229
retend

2884
01:53:51,109 --> 01:53:47,599
rate maybe

2885
01:53:52,629 --> 01:53:51,119
rate and oh rate and somewhat rushed

2886
01:53:55,270 --> 01:53:52,639
yeah fab i don't do

2887
01:53:57,189 --> 01:53:55,280
like i said based on my experiences

2888
01:53:58,709 --> 01:53:57,199
talking to these different contactees

2889
01:54:00,709 --> 01:53:58,719
that's what i heard i mean if you heard

2890
01:54:02,070 --> 01:54:00,719
something else i'm sure we'll chat about

2891
01:54:04,229 --> 01:54:02,080
it or you can share it with me on

2892
01:54:07,350 --> 01:54:04,239
telegram or some other time i love to

2893
01:54:10,229 --> 01:54:08,550
um

2894
01:54:12,629 --> 01:54:10,239
clothing says the reason i asked is

2895
01:54:15,589 --> 01:54:12,639
because i asked my spirit guide to help

2896
01:54:17,750 --> 01:54:15,599
me clarify my path and a voice came to

2897
01:54:21,510 --> 01:54:17,760
me at 4am but

2898
01:54:25,990 --> 01:54:23,910
well i mean that's that's the part about

2899
01:54:28,149 --> 01:54:26,000
i mean

2900
01:54:31,109 --> 01:54:28,159
when it comes to these these

2901
01:54:33,669 --> 01:54:31,119
alternative ways of communicating um

2902
01:54:35,910 --> 01:54:33,679
people often talk about uh telepathy and

2903
01:54:37,910 --> 01:54:35,920
they're like you know it's like in this

2904
01:54:40,390 --> 01:54:37,920
way of like

2905
01:54:43,270 --> 01:54:40,400
i was talked to to this voice in my head

2906
01:54:44,950 --> 01:54:43,280
and it sound you know um it was like i

2907
01:54:47,510 --> 01:54:44,960
understood what they meant i didn't have

2908
01:54:49,589 --> 01:54:47,520
to speak and just a little romanticizing

2909
01:54:51,510 --> 01:54:49,599
about that and nothing wrong with

2910
01:54:53,589 --> 01:54:51,520
actually romanticizing it because there

2911
01:54:54,790 --> 01:54:53,599
really isn't anything to be really

2912
01:54:56,470 --> 01:54:54,800
afraid of

2913
01:54:57,830 --> 01:54:56,480
but you also have to then you know

2914
01:55:01,669 --> 01:54:57,840
respect

2915
01:55:04,470 --> 01:55:01,679
to the level of your belief system right

2916
01:55:07,270 --> 01:55:04,480
you can say you're you're you're you

2917
01:55:10,470 --> 01:55:07,280
want this right but your vibration knows

2918
01:55:12,709 --> 01:55:10,480
the true you and so when you're talking

2919
01:55:13,709 --> 01:55:12,719
about you know wanting some contact and

2920
01:55:15,830 --> 01:55:13,719
some

2921
01:55:17,750 --> 01:55:15,840
non-corporeal entity

2922
01:55:20,870 --> 01:55:17,760
enters into your life whether it would

2923
01:55:21,910 --> 01:55:20,880
be by a voice or a word or whatever you

2924
01:55:24,629 --> 01:55:21,920
might hear

2925
01:55:27,270 --> 01:55:24,639
it's still a strange thing for us to to

2926
01:55:29,109 --> 01:55:27,280
really observe and accept that as okay

2927
01:55:32,390 --> 01:55:29,119
because we're so used to listening we're

2928
01:55:34,310 --> 01:55:32,400
so used to seeing somebody talk or if we

2929
01:55:36,790 --> 01:55:34,320
listen to radio we know it's radio so

2930
01:55:39,430 --> 01:55:36,800
let's just you know listen that way and

2931
01:55:41,910 --> 01:55:39,440
and and uh just observe the information

2932
01:55:42,870 --> 01:55:41,920
right but um you you're just gonna have

2933
01:55:44,950 --> 01:55:42,880
to

2934
01:55:46,870 --> 01:55:44,960
make up your own mind like do you want

2935
01:55:48,390 --> 01:55:46,880
is this something you want to do or is

2936
01:55:50,310 --> 01:55:48,400
it something you don't want to do

2937
01:55:51,830 --> 01:55:50,320
because it's like you know you can't say

2938
01:55:53,990 --> 01:55:51,840
i want to learn how to swim but you

2939
01:55:55,910 --> 01:55:54,000
constantly just kind of dip your toes in

2940
01:55:57,990 --> 01:55:55,920
in the water you know it's like you

2941
01:56:00,390 --> 01:55:58,000
either start taking the steps forward to

2942
01:56:03,109 --> 01:56:00,400
go slowly where you need to go you know

2943
01:56:04,629 --> 01:56:03,119
ankle deep knee deep and so on until

2944
01:56:07,189 --> 01:56:04,639
you're submerged to the level that you

2945
01:56:08,550 --> 01:56:07,199
want to you know uh because

2946
01:56:10,790 --> 01:56:08,560
things are going to be different it's

2947
01:56:13,189 --> 01:56:10,800
not just you know all going to be

2948
01:56:15,430 --> 01:56:13,199
constantly um like you're not going to

2949
01:56:16,390 --> 01:56:15,440
immediately translate everything in the

2950
01:56:19,109 --> 01:56:16,400
best

2951
01:56:21,990 --> 01:56:19,119
possible way it's the same way like we

2952
01:56:24,229 --> 01:56:22,000
initially learn how to speak um

2953
01:56:26,790 --> 01:56:24,239
because when you first learn sometimes

2954
01:56:28,870 --> 01:56:26,800
words have double meanings uh sometimes

2955
01:56:30,470 --> 01:56:28,880
when you talk to some people they they

2956
01:56:33,109 --> 01:56:30,480
say one thing but i mean you know

2957
01:56:35,109 --> 01:56:33,119
something else and through the years you

2958
01:56:38,310 --> 01:56:35,119
learn and understand like what means

2959
01:56:40,629 --> 01:56:38,320
what and so then now you don't take the

2960
01:56:42,950 --> 01:56:40,639
words too personally if something is you

2961
01:56:45,030 --> 01:56:42,960
know funny then you laugh at it if it's

2962
01:56:47,430 --> 01:56:45,040
something that instills anger in you in

2963
01:56:49,430 --> 01:56:47,440
you then it festers more within you for

2964
01:56:51,109 --> 01:56:49,440
that much longer but what i'm trying to

2965
01:56:53,430 --> 01:56:51,119
say is that

2966
01:56:56,310 --> 01:56:53,440
you learned to understand what language

2967
01:56:58,629 --> 01:56:56,320
is like and what language does in in a

2968
01:57:00,310 --> 01:56:58,639
certain way certain tones and same thing

2969
01:57:02,870 --> 01:57:00,320
in the manner it's being delivered if

2970
01:57:04,629 --> 01:57:02,880
you hear a voice whether even auditory

2971
01:57:06,470 --> 01:57:04,639
but you can't see a person you know

2972
01:57:07,990 --> 01:57:06,480
there's not supposed to be anybody there

2973
01:57:10,470 --> 01:57:08,000
or you feel it more coming from the

2974
01:57:12,790 --> 01:57:10,480
center of your head you know it's it's

2975
01:57:13,990 --> 01:57:12,800
um something that you're gonna have to

2976
01:57:17,030 --> 01:57:14,000
try to

2977
01:57:20,229 --> 01:57:18,790
sorry i'm just checking is something

2978
01:57:22,470 --> 01:57:20,239
flickered on my screen i want to make

2979
01:57:24,790 --> 01:57:22,480
sure i'm still connected um

2980
01:57:25,910 --> 01:57:24,800
it's basically you know you're gonna

2981
01:57:27,990 --> 01:57:25,920
have to

2982
01:57:31,430 --> 01:57:28,000
uh make up make up your mind and just

2983
01:57:34,310 --> 01:57:31,440
kind of go with it because um other than

2984
01:57:36,950 --> 01:57:34,320
doing it or not doing it this

2985
01:57:39,990 --> 01:57:36,960
it's almost like um

2986
01:57:41,990 --> 01:57:40,000
um i i can't remember the saying but

2987
01:57:45,109 --> 01:57:42,000
it's kind of it was supposed to be funny

2988
01:57:47,510 --> 01:57:45,119
saying it kind of says uh uh do or don't

2989
01:57:48,709 --> 01:57:47,520
do there's no try something along those

2990
01:57:50,310 --> 01:57:48,719
ways

2991
01:57:53,109 --> 01:57:50,320
because when you say trying does just

2992
01:57:55,830 --> 01:57:53,119
still means like i i'm hesitant

2993
01:57:58,229 --> 01:57:55,840
i just want to like maybe poke at it but

2994
01:58:00,950 --> 01:57:58,239
i don't really want to go at it that's

2995
01:58:02,550 --> 01:58:00,960
what try means for most people so that

2996
01:58:05,189 --> 01:58:02,560
would probably be something you want to

2997
01:58:07,430 --> 01:58:05,199
go down and and figure out and work out

2998
01:58:17,830 --> 01:58:07,440
to see what you actually want from this

2999
01:58:22,870 --> 01:58:20,310
star brother says it would be amazing to

3000
01:58:24,070 --> 01:58:22,880
see you interview elizabeth april it

3001
01:58:28,229 --> 01:58:24,080
would be

3002
01:58:34,189 --> 01:58:28,239
next level i think she's in l.a

3003
01:58:39,910 --> 01:58:36,709
ufohub.net on the very bottom there's a

3004
01:58:41,910 --> 01:58:39,920
contact if you just uh write out any

3005
01:58:43,430 --> 01:58:41,920
links give me send me any links or

3006
01:58:45,350 --> 01:58:43,440
anything you might have i'd appreciate

3007
01:58:47,030 --> 01:58:45,360
it and i'm always kind of on the lookout

3008
01:58:48,709 --> 01:58:47,040
to reach out and see

3009
01:58:50,629 --> 01:58:48,719
if um

3010
01:58:52,550 --> 01:58:50,639
people would be interested to

3011
01:58:54,629 --> 01:58:52,560
come on to ufo hub and and just do an

3012
01:58:56,950 --> 01:58:54,639
interview so i'm always

3013
01:58:58,709 --> 01:58:56,960
trying to to work ahead i haven't worked

3014
01:59:01,510 --> 01:58:58,719
out who's going to be this friday's

3015
01:59:04,149 --> 01:59:01,520
guest i've actually emailed

3016
01:59:05,830 --> 01:59:04,159
let me check it while i'm actually

3017
01:59:08,470 --> 01:59:05,840
with you guys here

3018
01:59:10,229 --> 01:59:08,480
i've emailed one particular person

3019
01:59:12,070 --> 01:59:10,239
hoping i might get an answer from them

3020
01:59:14,229 --> 01:59:12,080
today

3021
01:59:15,030 --> 01:59:14,239
and

3022
01:59:16,709 --> 01:59:15,040
the

3023
01:59:17,669 --> 01:59:16,719
um

3024
01:59:20,790 --> 01:59:17,679
i haven't

3025
01:59:22,870 --> 01:59:20,800
probably going to reach out to somebody

3026
01:59:25,189 --> 01:59:22,880
else because if i don't i sent this

3027
01:59:27,350 --> 01:59:25,199
email early this morning around seven

3028
01:59:29,350 --> 01:59:27,360
and if i don't hear by this time from

3029
01:59:31,109 --> 01:59:29,360
them this day i have to move on and get

3030
01:59:33,270 --> 01:59:31,119
get to someone who can get to me quickly

3031
01:59:35,990 --> 01:59:33,280
because i don't want it to be friday and

3032
01:59:38,149 --> 01:59:36,000
then um you know me switching cameras on

3033
01:59:39,669 --> 01:59:38,159
it's like sorry it's just me guys i

3034
01:59:41,510 --> 01:59:39,679
don't have a guest today because usually

3035
01:59:45,030 --> 01:59:41,520
i've always managed to have a guest come

3036
01:59:48,390 --> 01:59:45,040
on on friday so to where you guys can um

3037
01:59:50,229 --> 01:59:48,400
call call in uh talk and and and ask

3038
02:00:00,950 --> 01:59:50,239
them questions about whatever subject

3039
02:00:04,390 --> 02:00:01,750
um

3040
02:00:07,270 --> 02:00:04,400
fab 22 says

3041
02:00:10,470 --> 02:00:07,280
by the way not a good time to ask for

3042
02:00:12,709 --> 02:00:10,480
contact at this time for those curious

3043
02:00:14,390 --> 02:00:12,719
mistakes

3044
02:00:16,790 --> 02:00:14,400
are being done

3045
02:00:17,990 --> 02:00:16,800
well i mean fab um i see what you're

3046
02:00:19,189 --> 02:00:18,000
saying but

3047
02:00:21,510 --> 02:00:19,199
it's

3048
02:00:23,750 --> 02:00:21,520
you are the one that sets the timing and

3049
02:00:26,709 --> 02:00:23,760
the tone for what you're doing so i know

3050
02:00:28,470 --> 02:00:26,719
we might disagree there um you know i

3051
02:00:30,550 --> 02:00:28,480
appreciate your opinion i was just

3052
02:00:34,070 --> 02:00:30,560
saying i mean there's no there's never a

3053
02:00:35,910 --> 02:00:34,080
wrong time or a bad time to really um if

3054
02:00:38,390 --> 02:00:35,920
you have an inclination if you have a

3055
02:00:40,310 --> 02:00:38,400
feeling it doesn't come up really for no

3056
02:00:43,510 --> 02:00:40,320
reason there's always a reason why

3057
02:00:45,669 --> 02:00:43,520
that's happening and you know just um

3058
02:00:47,430 --> 02:00:45,679
there's no better time than now to go

3059
02:00:50,709 --> 02:00:47,440
about exploring what you feel like you

3060
02:00:54,870 --> 02:00:53,109
okay so

3061
02:00:56,550 --> 02:00:54,880
nathan is there anything else that uh

3062
02:00:58,390 --> 02:00:56,560
you want to

3063
02:01:01,750 --> 02:00:58,400
uh tell me about a chat to me about

3064
02:01:03,189 --> 02:01:01,760
because uh um i think i'm just gonna i'm

3065
02:01:06,390 --> 02:01:03,199
about two hours

3066
02:01:08,790 --> 02:01:06,400
um i'm hoping that um a lot of you would

3067
02:01:11,430 --> 02:01:08,800
would partake in the experiment that i

3068
02:01:14,229 --> 02:01:11,440
was mentioning earlier and um hoping

3069
02:01:16,470 --> 02:01:14,239
that you would um

3070
02:01:18,229 --> 02:01:16,480
write things down and then log in next

3071
02:01:19,830 --> 02:01:18,239
week at open lines and tell me about it

3072
02:01:22,550 --> 02:01:19,840
it'll be it'll be really cool to see

3073
02:01:24,790 --> 02:01:22,560
what what you what you got back what

3074
02:01:26,870 --> 02:01:24,800
what answers you you received

3075
02:01:28,950 --> 02:01:26,880
and um

3076
02:01:30,390 --> 02:01:28,960
just in case people chimed in a little

3077
02:01:33,589 --> 02:01:30,400
later do you mind going over the

3078
02:01:38,390 --> 02:01:35,669
oh yeah didn't get on the call didn't

3079
02:01:40,629 --> 02:01:38,400
get on you thank you right okay so

3080
02:01:41,669 --> 02:01:40,639
anyway so what the experiment is about

3081
02:01:43,990 --> 02:01:41,679
is

3082
02:01:46,390 --> 02:01:44,000
i was often just saying that

3083
02:01:48,709 --> 02:01:46,400
many times when i retell a story i

3084
02:01:50,870 --> 02:01:48,719
always try to give you the steps moving

3085
02:01:53,189 --> 02:01:50,880
forward to the experience of how you can

3086
02:01:54,870 --> 02:01:53,199
get there yourself to where then you can

3087
02:01:57,510 --> 02:01:54,880
draw from the experience and the

3088
02:01:59,189 --> 02:01:57,520
learnings that i have and then basically

3089
02:02:01,510 --> 02:01:59,199
to to be able to take something back

3090
02:02:03,270 --> 02:02:01,520
with you well a lot of times i've

3091
02:02:04,870 --> 02:02:03,280
noticed just people just listen for

3092
02:02:06,950 --> 02:02:04,880
entertainment purposes which there's

3093
02:02:08,310 --> 02:02:06,960
nothing wrong with that or they don't

3094
02:02:09,990 --> 02:02:08,320
really

3095
02:02:12,310 --> 02:02:10,000
they just think it's

3096
02:02:15,669 --> 02:02:12,320
such a long process or difficult or

3097
02:02:17,189 --> 02:02:15,679
tedious process to get to those steps so

3098
02:02:19,030 --> 02:02:17,199
what i was doing the other day what i

3099
02:02:20,629 --> 02:02:19,040
was thinking about is that well why

3100
02:02:22,950 --> 02:02:20,639
don't i bring some things that i've

3101
02:02:24,950 --> 02:02:22,960
learned back here so this this still

3102
02:02:27,189 --> 02:02:24,960
doesn't take you know away from you

3103
02:02:29,510 --> 02:02:27,199
actually having to do some homework but

3104
02:02:30,550 --> 02:02:29,520
something very specific that i that you

3105
02:02:31,350 --> 02:02:30,560
can do

3106
02:02:35,589 --> 02:02:31,360
to

3107
02:02:38,790 --> 02:02:35,599
yourself who you are and why you're here

3108
02:02:41,270 --> 02:02:38,800
and which is i'm basically asking

3109
02:02:44,070 --> 02:02:41,280
for a day and if you can do it longer

3110
02:02:45,030 --> 02:02:44,080
for a week possibly but for a day we'll

3111
02:02:47,350 --> 02:02:45,040
just do

3112
02:02:48,149 --> 02:02:47,360
for you to simply start out

3113
02:02:54,790 --> 02:02:48,159
from

3114
02:02:57,910 --> 02:02:54,800
open your eyes to just notice things

3115
02:03:00,229 --> 02:02:57,920
around you to notice you know um you

3116
02:03:02,149 --> 02:03:00,239
know if you usually you know it's

3117
02:03:03,750 --> 02:03:02,159
something as mundane as you know usually

3118
02:03:06,629 --> 02:03:03,760
you wake up and you're just staring up

3119
02:03:08,470 --> 02:03:06,639
at at the ceiling and then you get out

3120
02:03:10,470 --> 02:03:08,480
of your bed and go do whatever you got

3121
02:03:12,790 --> 02:03:10,480
to do you know

3122
02:03:14,629 --> 02:03:12,800
notice if it's the same

3123
02:03:16,310 --> 02:03:14,639
is it something different did you were

3124
02:03:18,629 --> 02:03:16,320
you on your right side were you on your

3125
02:03:20,149 --> 02:03:18,639
left side um you know were you doing

3126
02:03:22,229 --> 02:03:20,159
things differently than what you did

3127
02:03:23,750 --> 02:03:22,239
before to where you were picking things

3128
02:03:24,629 --> 02:03:23,760
up doing things differently you know

3129
02:03:26,149 --> 02:03:24,639
maybe

3130
02:03:27,830 --> 02:03:26,159
you know you brush your teeth and then

3131
02:03:30,149 --> 02:03:27,840
you go take a shower maybe you got the

3132
02:03:31,910 --> 02:03:30,159
shower started then you go brush your

3133
02:03:33,109 --> 02:03:31,920
teeth instead and do something different

3134
02:03:34,870 --> 02:03:33,119
than what you've done before for

3135
02:03:37,270 --> 02:03:34,880
whatever reason the point is you don't

3136
02:03:38,790 --> 02:03:37,280
have to understand the reason the simple

3137
02:03:40,629 --> 02:03:38,800
point is

3138
02:03:43,109 --> 02:03:40,639
write write it down

3139
02:03:44,629 --> 02:03:43,119
in in the more simplest terms it doesn't

3140
02:03:46,629 --> 02:03:44,639
have to be this whole book but write

3141
02:03:48,069 --> 02:03:46,639
them write them down you know in your

3142
02:03:50,790 --> 02:03:48,079
daily process

3143
02:03:52,629 --> 02:03:50,800
whatever conversation you might hear

3144
02:03:55,189 --> 02:03:52,639
you know whatever it may be an ad a

3145
02:03:58,069 --> 02:03:55,199
person saying anything that actually

3146
02:04:00,229 --> 02:03:58,079
got your attention that you heard and so

3147
02:04:02,470 --> 02:04:00,239
write it down in the sentence or two and

3148
02:04:04,229 --> 02:04:02,480
so chronologically throughout your day

3149
02:04:06,870 --> 02:04:04,239
simply write out all these different

3150
02:04:08,790 --> 02:04:06,880
experiences that just you know you

3151
02:04:10,470 --> 02:04:08,800
you're you know you're sitting there in

3152
02:04:13,030 --> 02:04:10,480
your car and you have your windows open

3153
02:04:14,950 --> 02:04:13,040
and somebody you know pulls out right

3154
02:04:16,709 --> 02:04:14,960
next to you and you just hear this music

3155
02:04:19,030 --> 02:04:16,719
blaring with these certain lyrics

3156
02:04:21,109 --> 02:04:19,040
whatever it may be remember those write

3157
02:04:23,669 --> 02:04:21,119
write it down you know

3158
02:04:25,270 --> 02:04:23,679
anything that you know

3159
02:04:27,350 --> 02:04:25,280
in the office somebody might just have

3160
02:04:29,430 --> 02:04:27,360
this random conversation walking by your

3161
02:04:31,510 --> 02:04:29,440
cubicle you know wherever you might be

3162
02:04:34,069 --> 02:04:31,520
but the point is

3163
02:04:36,229 --> 02:04:34,079
be a conscious and willing observer of

3164
02:04:38,550 --> 02:04:36,239
your surrounding and understand

3165
02:04:41,189 --> 02:04:38,560
everything that's happening to you as if

3166
02:04:43,030 --> 02:04:41,199
it's being told to you directly

3167
02:04:45,189 --> 02:04:43,040
you know because it actually in reality

3168
02:04:47,109 --> 02:04:45,199
it is but a lot of people don't buy into

3169
02:04:49,750 --> 02:04:47,119
that but i'm just asking you to put

3170
02:04:51,270 --> 02:04:49,760
yourself in that mindset that you know

3171
02:04:54,069 --> 02:04:51,280
whatever you hear

3172
02:04:55,910 --> 02:04:54,079
write it down and then look at it at the

3173
02:04:57,510 --> 02:04:55,920
end of the day or maybe the next day

3174
02:04:58,790 --> 02:04:57,520
early in the morning after you're fully

3175
02:05:00,149 --> 02:04:58,800
rested

3176
02:05:02,709 --> 02:05:00,159
re-read

3177
02:05:06,149 --> 02:05:02,719
the things you have written down and

3178
02:05:07,189 --> 02:05:06,159
re-read and look at them as a direction

3179
02:05:09,510 --> 02:05:07,199
to you

3180
02:05:11,270 --> 02:05:09,520
read it as this is a direction from that

3181
02:05:13,109 --> 02:05:11,280
mindset to you

3182
02:05:16,229 --> 02:05:13,119
about whatever it is that you've written

3183
02:05:17,830 --> 02:05:16,239
down and feel about what you felt about

3184
02:05:20,550 --> 02:05:17,840
yesterday what

3185
02:05:23,109 --> 02:05:20,560
challenges what excitement what things

3186
02:05:26,709 --> 02:05:23,119
you had in your life and

3187
02:05:28,870 --> 02:05:26,719
taking that that feeling of that day

3188
02:05:30,709 --> 02:05:28,880
you know that's within you and then read

3189
02:05:33,030 --> 02:05:30,719
the text and

3190
02:05:35,990 --> 02:05:33,040
apply it to what's going on and you'll

3191
02:05:38,069 --> 02:05:36,000
be amazed of what kind of answers and

3192
02:05:40,470 --> 02:05:38,079
even just observations you might glean

3193
02:05:42,310 --> 02:05:40,480
from that text so i'm just simply that

3194
02:05:44,149 --> 02:05:42,320
is the essence of the experiment now i'm

3195
02:05:47,030 --> 02:05:44,159
asking if you can maybe do that every

3196
02:05:49,350 --> 02:05:47,040
day for a week you know and that would

3197
02:05:51,990 --> 02:05:49,360
be really quite a book to to be written

3198
02:05:54,069 --> 02:05:52,000
out but it's something that

3199
02:05:56,149 --> 02:05:54,079
instead of like i said meditating

3200
02:05:58,470 --> 02:05:56,159
instead of other you know ways for you

3201
02:06:01,189 --> 02:05:58,480
to try to achieve this level that

3202
02:06:03,669 --> 02:06:01,199
um might be challenging for some of you

3203
02:06:06,550 --> 02:06:03,679
i know a lot of us can do that simple

3204
02:06:08,470 --> 02:06:06,560
task of just observe record observe

3205
02:06:11,350 --> 02:06:08,480
record and then

3206
02:06:13,430 --> 02:06:11,360
analyze it and look at it in the way

3207
02:06:15,910 --> 02:06:13,440
that i mentioned so anyway that's the

3208
02:06:17,990 --> 02:06:15,920
experiment so i'm hoping that uh some of

3209
02:06:19,750 --> 02:06:18,000
you could partake and then call in next

3210
02:06:22,310 --> 02:06:19,760
week we'll have open lines again on

3211
02:06:24,790 --> 02:06:22,320
telegram and then i can just uh i would

3212
02:06:26,310 --> 02:06:24,800
love to hear what you guys you know have

3213
02:06:28,069 --> 02:06:26,320
experienced what you've written about

3214
02:06:30,629 --> 02:06:28,079
and i think that would be pretty cool

3215
02:06:32,870 --> 02:06:30,639
but at least

3216
02:06:35,109 --> 02:06:32,880
that would be like the beginning of the

3217
02:06:38,229 --> 02:06:35,119
process for you to start understanding

3218
02:06:41,109 --> 02:06:38,239
of just just a little bit of

3219
02:06:43,189 --> 02:06:41,119
what this is about you know who you are

3220
02:06:45,189 --> 02:06:43,199
you know why are you here and how do

3221
02:06:47,910 --> 02:06:45,199
these synchronicities work out in the

3222
02:06:50,550 --> 02:06:47,920
way that they work out you know and so

3223
02:06:52,390 --> 02:06:50,560
um anyway i'm just very curious to to

3224
02:06:54,870 --> 02:06:52,400
hear from you so anyway that's the

3225
02:06:57,750 --> 02:06:54,880
experiment i hope i hope

3226
02:07:00,550 --> 02:06:57,760
some of you call in and

3227
02:07:02,229 --> 02:07:00,560
i think that's pretty much it

3228
02:07:05,910 --> 02:07:02,239
so does does that help out is that a

3229
02:07:09,510 --> 02:07:08,310
nathan yeah thank you okay good deal

3230
02:07:10,629 --> 02:07:09,520
perfect yeah

3231
02:07:18,790 --> 02:07:10,639
right

3232
02:07:24,390 --> 02:07:21,270
okay so the

3233
02:07:27,589 --> 02:07:24,400
fab it says telegram not working for me

3234
02:07:29,510 --> 02:07:27,599
at the moment i'm sorry well it's

3235
02:07:30,709 --> 02:07:29,520
i don't know i don't have control of

3236
02:07:33,109 --> 02:07:30,719
telegram

3237
02:07:35,669 --> 02:07:33,119
but um

3238
02:07:37,830 --> 02:07:35,679
yeah so moving forward i i would

3239
02:07:41,350 --> 02:07:37,840
appreciate if

3240
02:07:43,189 --> 02:07:41,360
uh some of you that can

3241
02:07:45,910 --> 02:07:43,199
to

3242
02:07:48,069 --> 02:07:45,920
let me see if it's over here i have this

3243
02:07:51,270 --> 02:07:48,079
um

3244
02:07:53,030 --> 02:07:51,280
this poll that i'm hoping so far 71

3245
02:07:55,350 --> 02:07:53,040
people voted on

3246
02:07:57,669 --> 02:07:55,360
i was been trying to decide regarding

3247
02:08:00,629 --> 02:07:57,679
sponsors and no sponsors mainly in

3248
02:08:03,189 --> 02:08:00,639
reference to all of you because

3249
02:08:05,510 --> 02:08:03,199
it your fob is here because of all of

3250
02:08:07,270 --> 02:08:05,520
you and there's something you find

3251
02:08:09,189 --> 02:08:07,280
interesting here and the interviews that

3252
02:08:11,430 --> 02:08:09,199
i've done and and the things that you

3253
02:08:13,109 --> 02:08:11,440
know that on a weekly basis that i can

3254
02:08:15,990 --> 02:08:13,119
offer and so

3255
02:08:17,910 --> 02:08:16,000
uh trying to just alleviate the fact

3256
02:08:19,510 --> 02:08:17,920
always have to go back to my wife and

3257
02:08:22,069 --> 02:08:19,520
ask him whether or not okay i need this

3258
02:08:23,589 --> 02:08:22,079
new equipment can can we afford it um

3259
02:08:26,709 --> 02:08:23,599
wanted to then see if i can find

3260
02:08:29,270 --> 02:08:26,719
sponsors and so anyway i wanted to i

3261
02:08:31,990 --> 02:08:29,280
didn't want some of you to be basically

3262
02:08:34,390 --> 02:08:32,000
to be turned off by it you know for you

3263
02:08:36,629 --> 02:08:34,400
know me having to interject on occasion

3264
02:08:38,310 --> 02:08:36,639
if whatever sponsor is this for me to

3265
02:08:40,229 --> 02:08:38,320
talk about stuff which

3266
02:08:41,350 --> 02:08:40,239
which i would find weird too because

3267
02:08:43,910 --> 02:08:41,360
it's really

3268
02:08:45,910 --> 02:08:43,920
somebody in the comments here i think um

3269
02:08:47,350 --> 02:08:45,920
i don't want to point it out but in the

3270
02:08:50,310 --> 02:08:47,360
comments you can read yourself they're

3271
02:08:52,229 --> 02:08:50,320
asking like sponsors okay if they're if

3272
02:08:54,629 --> 02:08:52,239
they're done in a tasteful way and it's

3273
02:08:56,709 --> 02:08:54,639
like you know i immediately just went

3274
02:08:58,470 --> 02:08:56,719
into this like comical

3275
02:09:00,870 --> 02:08:58,480
you know mindset that i sometimes get

3276
02:09:01,669 --> 02:09:00,880
into just the mind works in weird ways

3277
02:09:03,669 --> 02:09:01,679
because

3278
02:09:05,189 --> 02:09:03,679
how do you in a tasteful way really

3279
02:09:06,950 --> 02:09:05,199
introduce something if it's something

3280
02:09:08,950 --> 02:09:06,960
totally different to for what you're

3281
02:09:11,350 --> 02:09:08,960
talking about right i mean here here i

3282
02:09:13,910 --> 02:09:11,360
would be you know you know talking about

3283
02:09:16,390 --> 02:09:13,920
you know aliens and they would come with

3284
02:09:18,870 --> 02:09:16,400
these you know uh wonderful messages

3285
02:09:21,109 --> 02:09:18,880
about ourselves and their their really

3286
02:09:22,629 --> 02:09:21,119
profound messages you know but first you

3287
02:09:25,750 --> 02:09:22,639
know message from you know from our

3288
02:09:28,629 --> 02:09:25,760
sponsors you know um you know to feel

3289
02:09:30,950 --> 02:09:28,639
the clean and and and relieving feeling

3290
02:09:33,189 --> 02:09:30,960
you know calling cleanse you know and

3291
02:09:35,430 --> 02:09:33,199
they're like you deserve it and then

3292
02:09:37,669 --> 02:09:35,440
switch over to okay well the message is

3293
02:09:38,950 --> 02:09:37,679
that england said we're all one you know

3294
02:09:41,990 --> 02:09:38,960
it's just

3295
02:09:44,629 --> 02:09:42,000
it's odd to be to be interjecting that

3296
02:09:47,350 --> 02:09:44,639
way or whether it's some kind of

3297
02:09:49,589 --> 02:09:47,360
like drink or whatever you know so

3298
02:09:51,350 --> 02:09:49,599
anyway

3299
02:09:52,550 --> 02:09:51,360
there is a way that can be done at the

3300
02:09:54,390 --> 02:09:52,560
beginning

3301
02:09:56,390 --> 02:09:54,400
maybe at the end i don't know exactly

3302
02:09:57,350 --> 02:09:56,400
how it would work out but at the end of

3303
02:10:02,390 --> 02:09:57,360
the day

3304
02:10:06,069 --> 02:10:02,400
um you can still um let me see here

3305
02:10:09,750 --> 02:10:08,310
oh

3306
02:10:11,589 --> 02:10:09,760
okay

3307
02:10:13,270 --> 02:10:11,599
let me see i'm watching my own video

3308
02:10:16,550 --> 02:10:13,280
back i was like why am i see hearing

3309
02:10:19,189 --> 02:10:16,560
double um so under each video i have

3310
02:10:21,030 --> 02:10:19,199
like two different donation ways and uh

3311
02:10:22,550 --> 02:10:21,040
merchandise which is some of the stuff

3312
02:10:25,510 --> 02:10:22,560
you see below here

3313
02:10:26,950 --> 02:10:25,520
it's um uh everything else is designed

3314
02:10:30,310 --> 02:10:26,960
or concept

3315
02:10:32,229 --> 02:10:30,320
thought of thought of by me and so all

3316
02:10:33,990 --> 02:10:32,239
of these would help support the channel

3317
02:10:35,510 --> 02:10:34,000
and if there's enough support to

3318
02:10:37,270 --> 02:10:35,520
continue there where i can just buy

3319
02:10:39,750 --> 02:10:37,280
things without having to check with my

3320
02:10:41,990 --> 02:10:39,760
wife it just makes a lot simpler but the

3321
02:10:44,310 --> 02:10:42,000
point is you don't have to you know we

3322
02:10:46,390 --> 02:10:44,320
will still continue doing what we do the

3323
02:10:48,310 --> 02:10:46,400
way i've always done for at least

3324
02:10:51,189 --> 02:10:48,320
coming this november it would be eight

3325
02:10:53,510 --> 02:10:51,199
years and so um i just wanted to put

3326
02:10:55,589 --> 02:10:53,520
that out there as an as an option

3327
02:10:58,149 --> 02:10:55,599
because um they have some of the

3328
02:11:00,550 --> 02:10:58,159
products here it's just what partially

3329
02:11:03,990 --> 02:11:00,560
would go to ufo hub whereas in a

3330
02:11:05,990 --> 02:11:04,000
donation for example that's up here um i

3331
02:11:08,310 --> 02:11:06,000
just opened up like a donor box that

3332
02:11:11,109 --> 02:11:08,320
would then directly you know go to ufo

3333
02:11:13,910 --> 02:11:11,119
hub and so i just recently nick and

3334
02:11:14,790 --> 02:11:13,920
james and some others have also have

3335
02:11:16,470 --> 02:11:14,800
have

3336
02:11:18,709 --> 02:11:16,480
bought some t-shirts actually did help

3337
02:11:20,629 --> 02:11:18,719
out a great deal because i bought um i

3338
02:11:25,189 --> 02:11:20,639
still have the box it's unpacked i got

3339
02:11:28,069 --> 02:11:25,199
it today um it was a like a focusrite uh

3340
02:11:30,149 --> 02:11:28,079
um scarlett 2i2 some of you can look it

3341
02:11:33,189 --> 02:11:30,159
up and what it is it's like the setup

3342
02:11:34,790 --> 02:11:33,199
i'm using now is this huge mixer with

3343
02:11:37,189 --> 02:11:34,800
the table and all these other things and

3344
02:11:39,430 --> 02:11:37,199
it will allow me to just direct this

3345
02:11:41,669 --> 02:11:39,440
hook this mic directly to the computer

3346
02:11:43,669 --> 02:11:41,679
so anyway and so things like that help

3347
02:11:45,430 --> 02:11:43,679
out a great deal without me having to go

3348
02:11:47,830 --> 02:11:45,440
like to my wife like hey

3349
02:11:50,629 --> 02:11:47,840
can we get this today or whatever so

3350
02:11:53,030 --> 02:11:50,639
anyway so that's why i thought

3351
02:11:56,310 --> 02:11:53,040
you know if you know sponsors or

3352
02:11:57,189 --> 02:11:56,320
something like that would would work out

3353
02:11:59,270 --> 02:11:57,199
um

3354
02:12:01,270 --> 02:11:59,280
and trying to just find other solutions

3355
02:12:03,990 --> 02:12:01,280
instead of just having um

3356
02:12:06,229 --> 02:12:04,000
uh to be funded from our own personal uh

3357
02:12:08,310 --> 02:12:06,239
bank account

3358
02:12:09,189 --> 02:12:08,320
and then i have on the on teespring

3359
02:12:12,229 --> 02:12:09,199
there's

3360
02:12:14,149 --> 02:12:12,239
the ufo app store that i have set up and

3361
02:12:15,750 --> 02:12:14,159
a lot of these shirts they're not you

3362
02:12:18,069 --> 02:12:15,760
don't have to choose this particular

3363
02:12:20,629 --> 02:12:18,079
color so for example there's this cup

3364
02:12:22,470 --> 02:12:20,639
that i use right here and uh there's

3365
02:12:23,430 --> 02:12:22,480
just different things just recently

3366
02:12:25,030 --> 02:12:23,440
today

3367
02:12:26,950 --> 02:12:25,040
i don't know why with all the stuff

3368
02:12:28,470 --> 02:12:26,960
going on with um different like

3369
02:12:30,550 --> 02:12:28,480
conferences and and different

3370
02:12:32,310 --> 02:12:30,560
documentaries and the tick tock videos

3371
02:12:33,910 --> 02:12:32,320
and all these things that were that were

3372
02:12:37,109 --> 02:12:33,920
out there i know there's a lot of people

3373
02:12:38,550 --> 02:12:37,119
that are into already been into ufos but

3374
02:12:40,870 --> 02:12:38,560
it's you know how do you strike up a

3375
02:12:43,350 --> 02:12:40,880
conversation so i thought to come up

3376
02:12:44,790 --> 02:12:43,360
with this silly shirt that i thought it

3377
02:12:47,270 --> 02:12:44,800
was kind of funny but it would be a

3378
02:12:49,990 --> 02:12:47,280
conversation starter you know i'm a ufo

3379
02:12:51,430 --> 02:12:50,000
expert you can talk to me and so anyway

3380
02:12:52,790 --> 02:12:51,440
and there's all these different colors

3381
02:12:55,189 --> 02:12:52,800
that you don't necessarily have to go

3382
02:12:58,709 --> 02:12:55,199
with that one so all of that just um

3383
02:13:00,149 --> 02:12:58,719
helps and supports ufo hub in in general

3384
02:13:07,030 --> 02:13:00,159
so

3385
02:13:08,149 --> 02:13:07,040
this friday i will do my best to get

3386
02:13:10,310 --> 02:13:08,159
somebody

3387
02:13:13,109 --> 02:13:10,320
to do an interview with uh usually on

3388
02:13:14,629 --> 02:13:13,119
thursday morning if not if i if the

3389
02:13:17,350 --> 02:13:14,639
longer it takes for me to confirm

3390
02:13:20,790 --> 02:13:17,360
somebody i will have a stream

3391
02:13:23,910 --> 02:13:20,800
stream link already going maybe early on

3392
02:13:26,709 --> 02:13:23,920
friday or late on thursday and so then

3393
02:13:29,430 --> 02:13:26,719
at seven o'clock you can join in and see

3394
02:13:31,990 --> 02:13:29,440
who who would be the the next guest and

3395
02:13:34,069 --> 02:13:32,000
you can as always in chat uh put your

3396
02:13:35,669 --> 02:13:34,079
three stars down ask a question of the

3397
02:13:37,830 --> 02:13:35,679
guest directly

3398
02:13:39,910 --> 02:13:37,840
and um on telegram

3399
02:13:42,149 --> 02:13:39,920
because i have the skype and telegram

3400
02:13:44,709 --> 02:13:42,159
talking to each other you can ask the

3401
02:13:46,550 --> 02:13:44,719
question um you can ask the guest

3402
02:13:48,310 --> 02:13:46,560
directly whatever question you have and

3403
02:13:49,830 --> 02:13:48,320
converse with them not for long

3404
02:13:52,470 --> 02:13:49,840
sometimes depend on how much time the

3405
02:13:54,390 --> 02:13:52,480
guest gives me i have to limit it only

3406
02:13:56,870 --> 02:13:54,400
to a question and then move on to the to

3407
02:13:58,790 --> 02:13:56,880
the next person but

3408
02:14:01,430 --> 02:13:58,800
yeah so thank you all very much i

3409
02:14:04,069 --> 02:14:01,440
appreciate you for joining in today uh

3410
02:14:04,950 --> 02:14:04,079
nathan thank you again for

3411
02:14:10,790 --> 02:14:04,960
um